Kriti's post for Sushant ❤️ - Page 4

Originally posted by: FingerFetish

I never thought I would take any celebrities death personal (except for one), but this has hit me on another level. All I’ve done since his demise is rotate from IF to Instagram with tears streaming non-stop. Maybe it hurts knowing that he was just like us fans. He had a favourite celebrity like us, and he had dreams like we do. I’ve tortured my mind picturing his initial excitement, his awed feelings seeing celebrities that he admired at close proximity. I imagine him being eager to please others, so badly wanting to be accepted. Then it all spirals down when I think of the rejection and humiliation he faced watching others laugh and ridicule him. That gut-wrenching ugly feeling when you know that you’re presence is not welcome, and everyone is barely tolerating you.

It makes me sick to the stomach knowing that he died feeling worthless and unloved. What a horrid way to leave this world, feeling unwanted and alone .... I’ve just made myself cry again

Same. To be honest, I was never a fan but I never disliked him either.

But I am so affected by his death. I've never been this affected. I have literally been watching his interviews, viewing articles about him, looking at his pictures etc ..

Originally posted by: galaxyfan

❤ I'm here if you need me.

❤️🤗

And this confirms again many closed ones knew he was going through a rough phase. What makes it worse is so many people were there whom he could have reached or open up but he didn't feel/know these people cared. 💔

Originally posted by: FingerFetish

I never thought I would take any celebrities death personal (except for one), but this has hit me on another level. All I’ve done since his demise is rotate from IF to Instagram with tears streaming non-stop. Maybe it hurts knowing that he was just like us fans. He had a favourite celebrity like us, and he had dreams like we do. I’ve tortured my mind picturing his initial excitement, his awed feelings seeing celebrities that he admired at close proximity. I imagine him being eager to please others, so badly wanting to be accepted. Then it all spirals down when I think of the rejection and humiliation he faced watching others laugh and ridicule him. That gut-wrenching ugly feeling when you know that you’re presence is not welcome, and everyone is barely tolerating you.

It makes me sick to the stomach knowing that he died feeling worthless and unloved. What a horrid way to leave this world, feeling unwanted and alone .... I’ve just made myself cry again

FF 😭 This made me cry. Girl more power to you ❤️

Originally posted by: LiveEatLove

Pari's name comes to my mind sabse pehle...bohut weird behave karti thi...he got along well with Bhumi and Kiara .

I think Pari and Anushka are the ones who behaved badly with him. Anushka always has this arrogant attitude around her contemporary costars so cant tell if she was selectively more mean towards Sushant.

Pari, I remember once during KWK commented "not" with an eww expression on her face when asked about Sushant in the hot or not section. I wonder if she would have been so flippant about her thoughts if Sushant were an insider..

Originally posted by: BinKuchKahe.

Same. To be honest, I was never a fan but I never disliked him either.

But I am so affected by his death. I've never been this affected. I have literally been watching his interviews, viewing articles about him, looking at his pictures etc ..

It’s all I’ve done. The night of his death, I stayed awake till morning watching old videos of him. Instagram fan videos don’t help either, since it’s all clips of him with the ‘Tum Hi Aana’ song being played. Add a depressing song to an already depressing video = 😭😭

Originally posted by: FilmiDhun

I think Pari and Anushka are the ones who behaved badly with him. Anushka always has this arrogant attitude around her contemporary costars so cant tell if she was selectively more mean towards Sushant.

Pari, I remember once during KWK commented "not" with an eww expression on her face when asked about Sushant in the hot or not section. I wonder if she would have been so flippant about her thoughts if Sushant were an insider..

Anushka for sure did. She said his role in PK was nothing

Originally posted by: FingerFetish

I never thought I would take any celebrities death personal (except for one), but this has hit me on another level. All I’ve done since his demise is rotate from IF to Instagram with tears streaming non-stop. Maybe it hurts knowing that he was just like us fans. He had a favourite celebrity like us, and he had dreams like we do. I’ve tortured my mind picturing his initial excitement, his awed feelings seeing celebrities that he admired at close proximity. I imagine him being eager to please others, so badly wanting to be accepted. Then it all spirals down when I think of the rejection and humiliation he faced watching others laugh and ridicule him. That gut-wrenching ugly feeling when you know that you’re presence is not welcome, and everyone is barely tolerating you.

It makes me sick to the stomach knowing that he died feeling worthless and unloved. What a horrid way to leave this world, feeling unwanted and alone .... I’ve just made myself cry again

if only he could see the love that is pouring for him at present. From PMs to international cricket fraternity to his TV colleagues to his fans 😭

your post really did something to me, but I’m still not able to cry. I still can’t accept he’s no more 😭

Originally posted by: Renee.Clare

FF 😭 This made me cry. Girl more power to you ❤️

My heart burns more from anger too. I feel so hopeless when in reality, I’d happily shred BW into pieces if I could. I’m so turned off from movies now. I can’t imagine ever watching a star kid’s movie without thinking of Sushant. 💔

Originally posted by: FingerFetish

My heart burns more from anger too. I feel so hopeless when in reality, I’d happily shred BW into pieces if I could. I’m so turned off from movies now. I can’t imagine ever watching a star kid’s movie without thinking of Sushant. 💔

I. Am going through the same. I feel like not watching any of these people on-screen. I an so pissed off since two days. Can't even express. 💔