More (alleged) Kangana emails

From: Kangana Ranaut kangana***ranaut@gmail.com

Subject: My messages

Date: 15 August 2014 1:24 am

To: hroshan@mac.com

talk to me...

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From: Kangana Ranaut kangana***ranaut@gmail.com

Subject: My messages

Date: 15 August 2014 1:35 am

To: hroshan@mac.com

good night baby.

I love you.

Excerpts from email 3

From: Kangana Ranaut kangana***ranaut@gmail.com

Subject:

Date: 24 August 2014 6:51 pm

To: hroshan@mac.com

I am going to make some coffee.

Another thing i wanted to ask, do you watch tv?

I wasn't allowed to watch tv as a kid, occasionally they let me see disney hour on zee tv, then i went to hostel we could watch tv there on sundays but seniors won't let us and since i have been on my own i never really switched it on.

Only time i saw films is in flights or research material here and there on my laptop that too very rarely.

I am given a list of films from NYFA to watch and a dvd guy came and put some system which got all the movies that i asked for along with all international classics and all that popular stuff.

Its been over a month, dvd fellow is calling for my feedback, whether or not i am ok with the system and the movies that he's uploaded.

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There is nothing to feel scared about all of us are different we must understand each other and be considerate, that's all baby.

Also though i know deepika won't call, because that's has been happening for past 4 days now but the fact that she said and she didn't, starts to play on my mind and makes me depressed.

Even though i know its because of my disorder that i get so serious about trivial matters but i am still feeling bad that she's saying meaningless things.

I really hope she does that or i will always feel bad about her behavior.

Also i feel so agitated because this situation leaves me with many confusing questions, what should my behavior be now?

What should i say if she says, i am calling, or are you free/

If i am free i will say i am free then she will say lets meet then i will think i am meeting her then she won't reply...

She's doing this everyday now.

Is she innocently busy?or is this a trick?

How will i ever know?

If i retort and say something rude then would she be hurt?what is the normal behavior in this situation?

I feel i will go mad, what should i do? I don't want to meet her but if i don't reply i feel i am not replying.

See i am panicing..

i feel like crying now.

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Excerpts from email 4

From: Kangana Ranaut kangana***ranaut@gmail.com

Subject:

Date: 28 August 2014 9:14 pm

To: hroshan@mac.com

Where are you baby?

I cancelled my meetings today and tomorrow Rangs and Neha are not coming.

Its Ganesh Chaturthi and on the weekends they don't come anyway.

I have a separate room in my house which got a separate entrance to it, I have converted that in to an office and my staff operates from there.

I sent you a picture of it.

I use that space for workshops or narrations also.

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I have so much to tell you in these mails but why didn't i ever speak to you?

We had so many opportunities, nut most of the time i remember sitting in awkward silence and later on feeling frustrated about it.

But now its making sense.

Its not that i don't want to talk, i just don't know how to start talking, when we were in Dubai, in Rakes ji's room that night, Priyanka spoke all night and my stories were on the tip of my tongue, that could've been our last night together and i had so much to say.

But i just didn't know when to say it, everytime my turn came i became nervous and everything went blank, i just managed to look calm, that's how i am all the time.

When we meet i won't be this person you get to meet in these mails, i will be the quite girl who you know, who stares at you hoping to say something and never finds the right time or right words.

But i will mail you :).