The first door between Guddu and Runjhun is during the Touch Issue. Who can forget how she ran for the door and how Guddu leaps in front of her and locks it. She was quick and petite but Guddu was like a lion, as he races to lock her in. I will not forget those leaps he makes to that door. Later, when he lets her go, Runjhun is desperate to get out of that locked door as she falls into Amma's arms. Again that image of her feverish and shaking hands trying to unlock the door is unforgettable.
Guddu had wanted to keep her with him behind that locked door to humiliate her, and also we can argue because he had always wanted to possess her on some level. Even back then the way his eyes devoured her was a thrilling sight. By him keeping her behind the locked door, he marked her as "the woman that Guddu had touched." His compulsion to have them together and alone signified his desire to dominate her and mark her as his. That was hatred and desire in his eyes when he "touches" her. Did he want her on some level in that locked room in the dark with their bodies pressed together? Sure he did
In PN house, the door to the bedroom is used often to demonstrate the evolving relationship between these characters. Now obviously in India, in joint families, doors are not locked. This symbolizes the easy access that family members have to each other and each other's lives. The door to Runjhun and Guddu's bedroom was usually partially open and had a curtain. Through the doorway we can see the way their relationship burgeoned
1. It was in this doorway that many times Guddu stops and admires Runjhun; we can say he falls in love and desires her at the door
2. When he tells her that she is beautiful and his mother will like her, it feels like a genuine compliment and he is at the door.
3. The door is used playfully when she locks him out and she is working on the surprise handkerchief. Guddu jokes he will break it down and is playfully frustrated at the barrier between them
4. She stands in that doorway all night and waits for Guddu when he leaves her and he sits in his IM center all night. The door here represents her longing for him.
5. Amma pushing her through the door on Suhaag Raat; here of course the door signifies what should be initiation from virginity into womanhood.
Now in their new place they have real doors again and I was thinking of that scene when Guddu closes and locks blue double doors yesterday. For some reason, it made me feel uncomfortable. They show him locking the locks on the top of the door and I felt a little strange. Maybe because now they are again behind closed doors again, and Guddu in a different way want to make Runjhun all his. Before there was desire and hot hate, now there is love but also a palpable and fiery lust. Sexuality is written into the fiber of Guddu's character and his physical desire for Runjhun has not changed with his personality makeover. That raw need for her informs his love for her, just as it bated his hate.
This time again, he will not be able to lock her in. Though he is in love, again these doors are going to be forced open. Maybe not by Runjhun running out, but by whoever is going to come in and get her. The Mammis broke the lock and trouble is surely coming in.
During the Touch moment, a crazed and frightened Runjhun ran to the door to get away from Guddu. This time she is again feeling that he is locking her in, and one can argue she is looking for a way out on a subliminal level. Enter Creepy Saddu, Mammis, Amma, Neighbors etc
She will have to lock the doors of her life with Guddu by herself. Next time it has to be her closing them in and keeping the world out.