Tiara's write up corner- Mayra/Beyhadh2 update pg 12( 18th April) - Page 5

Originally posted by: Tahiti-1

That made my heart squeeze. It’s so sad but it almost seems inevitable 😭

I feel bad for Rudra 💔

enjoyed reading it 👍🏼

Haiii garmiii☺️☺️

This is so hot.. Loved it❤️

He swore he won't return at her door again but then something was tugging at his heart.. Why? Why did she lash out? Does she feel.. what I feel?

but what i feel? what do i want?

Although his legs were taking her away from her , but mentally he was still there, standing outside of her door and waiting for her to open.

he soon reached home , clouded with her thoughts. No one noticed as usual, as he made a bee line to his room. He sat on bed holding his head. He subconsciously kept repeating her words. "Jab kiss karne ka man kiya, to maya ka chehra dikha ...per jab sath dena tha , shadi ke liye bestfriend hai na."

what was she trying to say? His heart beated fast as if they were answering his question but he had his deaf ears to them.

"Mujhe zarurat hai tumhari maya." he whispered as he closed his eyes and imagine her hands around him in a side hug. He could feel her presence next to him on bed. The mere thought of her being in the same room, relaxed him.

Rudra very slowly let her fingers do magic on him, as they rub his back to provide him comfort.

"Maya.." his voice broke and he opened his eyes to pull her more closely to him for more comfort.

He looked around there was no sign of maya in the room. He came out and began looking for her but she was not found.

He felt a sharp pain in his guts. He felt he was loosing his life in that moment. "what id she doesnt want to see me? what if she stops talking to me? No!" He was scared for himself, he was scared to loose her.

and before he could realize he was already hitting road with a jet speed. His eyes were pool of tears, he couldnt breathe, he couldnt see..he wanted her in his arms and no matter what! he was going to get the sukoon from her , whether she was willing or unwilling to give. Rudra roy have made up his mind and nothing could change this, Not even her!

"Main aa raha hu Maya!"

Wow! one was super romantic, another super angsty Loved both ❤️

Such amazing stuff. Loved both ❤️

Such a lovely story really love mayra❤️

Extremely gutter thought please dont read if you arent comfortable!

She held on to him firmly as he lead her towards his room but as she stepped further, her confidence started to falter. Was she ready to give herself all over again to a man??

She entered the room fidgeting with her fingers. A loud noise confirmed her , he has locked the door. Holding the mask more securely she looked ahead before her only to feel the shiver run down her spine.

Her eyes traced the beautiful red and white rosed that were placed for the night. The beautiful white and golden decor of the room brightened up evem more with the faint light of the candle. She squeezed her brows and turned around to find him lighting up candles as he walked corner to corner in the room.

She shivered in fear. The smile on his face said it all, she knew what was going to happen but she was barely prepared for it. Her damp hands clutched the beautiful end of her duppata as she tried to breathe.

She pulled her eyes off him to look elsewhere other than him. But as soon as she does she heard a sudden still in the moment. She was forced by the silent to gaze at him. When her eyes met his, she realized he was already staring back at her with intensity. His eyes were dark with lust and he was sweating profusely although the air conditioner was kept at low temperature . she could tell that because so she was. For distracting herself, she walked up to the bed and sat on it. As she did so, her duppata got tucked beneathe her and her hair got pulled making her moan. She touched her scalp and stood up. She pushed the duppata away and sat again while bringing her fingers to work on the pins that held the duppata safely on her head.

His eyes were locked on her all the time but when she glanced at him , he looked away. She knew there is a storm that he has captured in him and was begging for release and she surely do not wished to be the one who put those emotions in charge for him. She acted normal and undid duppata and then she took off her earings. She moaned softly at the pleasant feeling as the earing were gone. She heard a sharp breathe taken in the room and ot was from him. She saw him from the corner of her eyes and found him looking at her and then looking away a couple of times. He was shy. He didnt knew what to say, she could read his eyes. And if this night went like this she was afraid she would be hardly able to catch any sleep.

For her own heart safety it was required to initiate a conversation. So she did.

"Rudra.." Her hush tone blended with the moment and sounded more seductive than ever. He hitched on his breathe before humming in yes.

"Rudra where is my bag?" She asked scanning the room.

A lost look flashed on his face before it was replaced with a wry smile. "Its in airport. It will be arrive here only by tomorrow morning."

Oh! She felt disappointed. "So what's now? I have to sleep in these." She dramatically moved her hands pointing her clothes.

She was answered by silence. "Oh great!"

Rudra holds his gaze for a brief moment before he turns to the cupboard. Maya hears something shuffling and turns her head to him.

She saw him picking up an oversized T-shirt and a pyjama. He began walking upto her and she adjusted herself to face him.

"Maya. You wont be able to sleep in those. Wear this. These are comfy and will do for the night." He says.

She looked at him in surprise. And then stared back at clothes. Surely they were not of her size but something better than nothing. She nods and takes the clothes and walks to the bathroom.

While Maya was changing, rudra too changed into something comfortable and waited for her to return. He hears the click and maya steps out of bathroom only in his T-shirt. Her hair flew mildly on her face making her more irresistible. She noticed how his adam apple moved and shivered upto her core.

"Ru..Rudra..these were too long" she said as she kept the pyjama on the table near the bed. "I think these are fine." She added while referring to T-shirt. "Thankyou" she smiled.

"You dont need to thank me for anything Maya." He didnt like how a simple thankyou made him distance to her.

" Why not? You gave me your clothes" she beamed.

"Everything that is mine is also yours from now maya. You have every right on everything I own because You have every right on me". He says with such an honesty that her feelings melts and collects on the surface of her eyes.

A simple nod gave him enough confidence to ask her a question that was itching to be asked since they married. "Will you be mine forever Maya?" His hands hooked around her neck gently as he leaned his head to meet her forehead.This question shifted her adrenaline to the sixth gear. Her heart throbbed and shakily she said, “Yes.”

As soon as she realized what she was doing she quickly shifted the mood and began talking to him for the night that will keep him distracted.

As she continued to speak her eyes for a brief sec rested on him. He was smiling at her and lookrd like he was in drowning in completely different world where he was imagining things. She clicked her fingers on his face "Rudra..you are lost. " then she acted to check watch and fake cried " its very late we should sleep." Saying this she quickly laid back on bed. She pulled the covers on her for double safety. And pretended to sleep.

An hout had past when she felt a dip on her side of bed and soon after a warm tickling spreaded all over her neck.

She opened her eyes only to find him hovering over her while his lips were puttinf assault on her skin. "Ru...Rudra" her breathes were uneven. She could only see the top of his hair as she felt his kisses all over her body. He was too lost to hear her quivering voice. His open mouth kisses made shiver run down her spine. Her fingers gently hooked on her hand that were placed on either side of her head. "Rudra...please." She whispered out of breathe.

Its only then he looked up to her in her eyes for a second. His entire body was covered with sweat and his eyes were pitch dark and breathe uneven.

How could she not be affected with such a passionate eyes? She was melting in his gaze. She wanted to hold the last trace of control on her and thus she shifted on other side. The lost of her touch left him disappointed and then he was worried.

"What?? What happened maya? Did.. Did i do something wrong?" He asked like a lost baby afraid scared and vulnerable.

She had to keep her facade and still keep him distant. It was going to be one difficult night she already guaged it. "No." She fake chuckled "its..just that I want some more time."

"More time for what maya?" Negative feeling were embracing him. He already began to feel unwanted and that scared him even more.

Her heart dropped at the sight of him..she has never seen a man looking so vulnerable and scared. He was afraid of her rejection. That was the last blow to her mask. She teared up and then looked away

"Don't..dont you love me?" He asks.

Tears were forming in his eyes and she realized she was already crying. Before she could even stop herself, she found herself in his arms already placing her lips on him for comfort. He closed his eyes. His hands slowly moved to snake her waist and pulled her close to him. Increasing the proximity so that he could hear every breathe she take, every beat her heart makes, every shiver she feels, every moans that pass on her lips. Her warm body pressed against his drive him crazy.

He simply used his hand on her to support her. He didnt really touch her for pleasure and let her do the work. She pulled out of kiss and gazed in his eyes.

"You want me?" His voice was just above whisper. So soft that only she can hear him.

Did she really want this? She began to ask herself. As soon as her body relaxed with him close to her , she tensed again.

But , she whispered back. "Yes."

He hugged her closely in the dark night, lovingly to keep her warm and acting likr a shield to the moonlight who dare to touch his girl. Her body thrilled in his embrace.

He broke the hug after a while and gently touched her face while his other hand holds her closely enough so that their breathe tangled.

His finger tips encircled a few strands of her hair. His fingers then tenderly moved from her hair and down towards her chin. With them on her chin, he softly moved her head around so that she was facing him, see his eyes. She stared deeply into his eyes for a few silent loving, deep moments, before closing them to the feel of his warm, moist lips upon her own.

They kissed passionately, their lips and tongue dancing in an amorous dance of which they only could feel. His kisses felt so good, so warm, so loving. It was his addiction, his love, his kisses... She had to have more as soon as the pleasure filled her heart. They kissed more, their lips softly massaging each others, their tongues playing together in their mouths. When they finally pulled apart to breathe, he stroked her hair lightly. "You want me?" he asked, grinning at me.

She was unable to speak so she gave a nod.

"You are beautiful" he said while he rubbed her swollen lips with his thumb, smearing her lipstick.

She could see saw his excitement from his trouser and she smiled coyly at him.

He instantly looked her straight in the eye and they locked, smiling at one another. He leaned toward her slightly and they fell into another very sensual kiss.

She unbuttoned his shirt and removed it. He helped her in undoing her clothes. She cuddled him between het arms, pressed her body against him. He held her in tight embrace for a long time to feel the soft touch of moulds on his bare chest. A warm sensation filled her body. Their passionate embrace seemed not ending. Out of breath and her heart full of love, she looked at his radiant face. She took his hand and placed it on her moulds. She could feel the warmth of his palm on it.

He took her arms and laid her on her back, straddling over her, holding her wrists, kissing her face with delight. Her breath caught as he worked his kisses down her body. He rubbed his chin back and forth over the sensitive skin of her globes. He kissed and liked the skin of her ample breasts. His eyes began to close as his mouth closed around her nipple. He took one erect in his mouth, lightly sucked and gently nibbled. He then went to the other. His sucking and nibbling was so pleasurable that she started to moan.

She heard herself say, "Oh God" and then "no" but her neck arched back in surrender and she presented to him without restriction like a deer giving herself over.

A squeal of pleasure escaped from Her throat as she felt his tongue flickered the sensitive core of her body. The pleasure was so intense; her wetness was so much... She started to breathe heavily. The night passed by while he had her in his ways. she felt so hot, she felt so desirable, she felt so female. She kept her eyes shut enjoying the pleasure he gave me.

"I want you now"

He looked in her eyes. He took time. She observed his hesitancy.

"I dont want to hurt you." He said as he touched her sensitive skin gently.

"You wont." She said confidently and laid back

It was pain, it was pleasure. It was everything that she desired. They melted , they mould and finally they became one.

His gentle lips meet hers again, and they kiss deeply, lovingly. They looked deeply in each other's eyes. After a few minutes of intense passion fueled kissing, he asked her, "Why you chose me? What is so special about me?"

She was taken aback from his question but yet she replied true to herself.

" the reason is simple. I chose you because you are YOU!!! I have never had anyone treat me the way you do. I have never had anyone just look at me and make me feel beautiful. You do that to me! You make me feel special and wanted. You mean more to me than you realize. I want you for you! I can be myself when I am with you. Thinking of you fills me with a wonderful feeling. You are simply irresistible. Every time I look at you, my heart misses a beat. You're the one who holds the key of my heart. You always say what I need to hear. Love is, what you mean to me - and you mean everything. You are my theme for a dream."

"Do you love me?" He asks as he caressed her arm as they were cuddled in each other arms.

She didnt answer this. She gently placed her lips on his heart that she was very much sure beats only for her.

This was so hot and utterly romantic

Loved it. No one writes #MayRa passion like you..

Arey waah u just raises the hotness every where .. While reading definitely a smile will go through out with gutter land ❤️