Ep 29: Good Karma always return, but so does bitter memories

Ok, so I am officially disappointed, not with Rudra and Ananya, but with myself, for expecting too much from them and from CVs. I mean, hadh hai yaar. Ananya, itni bewakoof to tum ho nahi. Pyaar me akal charne gayi hai kya?😡. Ya phir it is her game to get to know what Rudra really feels?? After tonight, even Ananya has me confused. Still, I will try my best to analyze neutrally.

Maya's panic and pain - Maya is a real badass, she was in full glory tonight when she was beating the crap out of Ankit. Kudos to that. And applauds from the Beyhadh 'Maya' fandom👏👏👏. I am proud of you Maya. But then that moment when she falls into the mud pit and the panic sets in. It was heart-wrenching - the pain with which she was dragging herself across the pit, the agony, the helplessness, the unanswered pleas for help, clasping her stomach and writhing in pain and collapsing in that pain - all of it just sank into her and froze her. All that panic to get out of that mud was enacted beautifully by Jennifer. Many of us were disappointed yesterday because we cannot relate to her when she is fake - playing both the Roy brothers. All I can say is if someone goes through hell-fire like that and still survive and struggles every day to punish the monster of a man Mrityunjay Roy, then I would also do whatever it takes to get justice - do hell with all morals. Mrityunjay Roy has no morals, and he can only be beaten by a person who can give it back to him in kind. How can any kind of morality survive if you are tortured beyond repair? And Rudra says, he is broken? I have to say, Rudra if you would have gone through what Maya has been through, I don't think your morality would have been saved either. But that is why we have Rudra because he can only save Maya from turning totally into a beast-like Mrityunjay Roy. He can only give the necessary turning point to the quest for revenge into a quest for justice. So, Rudra has a tough road ahead, and so does Ananya.

👏👏The hero - Transgenders👏👏 - Who needs a man to save you when you have them. Oh how I love them and the way they enter heroine-cally to save Maya. That trans, who screamed and called for her toli reminded me of that iconic scene from Sangharsh by Ashutosh Rana. It actually stunned Ankit to silence, and then when the rest came in and dealt with Ankit. I really want to know what they did with him. Served him right. Saari mardangi nikal di uski. Ironically, Krishna had blessed the community with special status whose blessings and curses both hold immense power, hence they are revered so much. So technically, Krishna saved his Maya on time. The saving was apt because Maya does not need anyone to help her, nobody did back then and nobody will now.

RuAn - What kind of character distortion is this? Rudra is an idiot and delusional. This kind of stupidity is unexpected of Rudra. Emotional volatility does not enable him to offload it onto Ananya. You are shit scared of hurting Maya, so hurt Ananya? How is that fair Rudra? Ek tum burbak, aur dusri burbak hai Ananya. Yaar Anu, kitni tareef ki thi tumhari maine, saara mitti me milayi diye. Is this woman stupid or had it in her head? How can she be so idiotic? Here I was going all gung-ho that she isn't Saanjh 2.0, and she proved us all wrong. Come on, Jennifer going on vacation is no excuse to show two main characters behaving like morons. Come on. What happened to "I am not your doormat or pet Rudra?". I thought this girl's good sense would prevail, but nooooooooooo, we have to bear the torture of watching Ananya and Rudra's engagement, which may or may not happen, followed by a death sequence. I hope they don't drag Rudra's confusion more than the engagement night, otherwise, we will not be able to enjoy MayRa. Please CVs, torture hume Mrityunjay ka karwana hai, khud ka nahi. Ananya, all the best to you if this is all a ploy to help Rudra.👍🏼

On another note, I did not appreciate her dialogue, "Mujhe laga tum Maya ke mayajaal me phas gaye". Kuch din pehle tak she was Maya's fan, and now this. Too bad CVs, too bad. But this wasn't in good taste.

Precap - So after the bummer of Ankit, I would like to know what happened to the bugger? I hope he is hospitalized or traumatized for weeks to come. Don't want to see his ugly face for some time now. Maya recovers from her trauma to get ahead in her game with Rishi - tell his father about MaHi. Oh, all my senses are in overdrive - but it seems that the death sequence is of Rishi. I guess his dialogue will come true after all, "Promise karo ki marne se pehle akhri chehra tumhara hoga". My senses also say that Mrityunjay will cause this to happen. Maya is not here to kill. She wants to destroy Mrityunjay Roy. And technically she is succeeding. If Mrityunjay can go to the extent of hurting or killing Rishi, then the beast in Mrityunjay is unraveling. He is destroying his family with his own hands. He did not spare Rudra, and the son in him died. Now Rishi will bear the brunt of his fury. Poor Rishi.

Well, those are my thoughts for tonight. Let us hear yours

Opposite to yesterday's episode, i liked Maya's part more than Rudra's 😆 writers keep on destroying our hopes in one way or another.

I loved the fact that Maya did handle Ankit very very well. She beat the hell out of him and I enjoyed each and every second of it. He is such a detestable character really, no respect for anyone. The way he talked to that transgender angered me so damn much and it was so satisfying to see them beat him too.

The fact that Maya was neither saved by Rishi nor Rudra shows that Maya can use them but can't fully trust them. They are human beings hence malleable by nature. Rudra needs to first sort out his own idiot mind before ever thinking of helping Maya. He is not capable to support her as of now.

Oh Anni, what a disappointment you turned out to be. I wanted her to be strong and smart but ITv na hone nhi dega. One dialogue you mentioned and another.. Tune puch liya bus ab aur kisi cheez se mujhe farak nhi pdta made me roll my eyes at her. Seriously is that what she stand for settlement.. He said he won't be able to love her and she agrees even after that.. Why? Just cause she didn't want him to be trapped in Maya Jaal.Girl some friend you turned out to be. Should we hope that she is doing this to test him? I am not betting on it right now.

Rudra's action destroyed his character continuity in the episode. He didn't want his mother to be with his father because he knows MJ doesn't love her and here he is ready to do the same to Anu. If he can't give love and only respect than why can't he just be friend. Why Annu wants him? Does she wanna flaunt she got her love? Or is it about physical connection. Because care respect everything can be given as friend too, love is something we actually search for, that strong connection. They both know they don't have it still they wanna go with the plan. Hope things will turn out to be positive in some way cause i am not liking the direction it is going. Rudra promised her and it will be difficult for him to break that promise considering his past and i really don't want another Zoya(BP) situation here. It is the most tiring phase of any show. God, don't love, stay away, be single.

Again barely MJ was in the episode. They should explore more sides of MJ minus Maya's part. Explore other aspects of his past, show us why he is evil. Right now he is nothing worth talking about seriously. Why does he have to tell Amir about ankit plan? It's like he needs Amir's approval or something. 😆 Just kidding.

Waise Rudra entered the house yesterday easily and couldn't enter today. I thought he will enter the 444 pass code 😆😆 I really hope things don't go in the wrong directions. Rudra's engagement with Ananya and Maya's with Rishi and angry scenes and then last swap and all stupid drama. I just can't stop thinking the worst ITv plots right now.

Rudra will def burn internally. He can't avoid it just by committing to Ananya, such a big mistake and here I thought he was mature and practical character. 😆

About Rudra:

I think his past relationship was a passionate relationship full of sparks. It's going the same way with Maya. Once a person has got a taste of a passionate roller coaster relationship, he subconsciously gets attracted to same kinds of feelings. That feeling is often like alcohol, you know it could harm but still you get dragged into it. But the problem with that kind of relationship is, often that spark becomes a hellfire and burns the person alive. That's what happened to Rudra in the past.

Today when Maya didn't open the door, what Rudra felt was a second glimpse of that hellfire which he tried to forget for so long. It felt like a volcano awaking again and he ran for a comfort shelter. A cold safe place where there is no spark and no unpredictability-----just a calm old comfort zone. And that's what Ananya is to him.

He is feeling like ---- enough with the passion, enough with the confusion, enough with the pain. Not everyone is made for a relationship like that and He is certainly not lucky enough. And that's why he ran back to the comfort zone and he has currently no intention of getting out of it ever. And as Maya didn't open the door, he thinks his feelings are one sided, or worse Maya is just making fun of his feelings amd playing some game. So he doesn't have any expectations from Maya and that's why no reason to leave Ananya. So in his mind, he is making a logical decision. But he has doubts and he tried to share it with his best friend. But his best friend was too busy in her denial zone to listen to his words.

About Ananya:

I think she knew in her heart that if she listens to Rudra's past and reasoning, both of them would arrive to their right senses and her little bubble would be burst. Right now she is on top of that swing which Rudra mentions. She subconsciously knows she will be in the ground in no time. But for now she just wants to enjoy the top view. I don't think right now she is trying to test Rudra. But once she is out of her denial, I hope she gains back the maturity and practicality we loved in her character.

I too hated the Mayazaal pinch. As if her feelings are serious feelings, but Rudra's feelings are dumb infatuation and has only succumbed to Maya's seduction. Which is true for Rishi. But I didn't like that pinch on Rudra, specially from Ananya.

At the outset, I am so sad I couldn't comment on your post yesterday. Loved it. I had typed out my thoughts and some MB reference but my net just🤪

Talking of today's episode, some thoughts:

God helps those who help themselves: How very true. I loved that cvs showed that it was Maya who saved herself by attacking Ankit in retaliation. I am a huge MayRa shipper but this episode firmly establishes Maya, as the power she is.

This is no abla nari. She is Durga,literally Vishnumaya, and she can defend herself👏.

Krishna Intervenes: Maya is a devout Krishna follower and as Krishna has taught, fruits are borne out of action, the quality of your action will determine your fate. Mayas good deed of supporting the eunuchs came to her rescue today.

As you rightly mentioned, Sri Krishna himself had taken the form of a eunuch and married Iravan (Arjunas son) who had to be sacrificed for ensuring Pándavas win. It is also the reason they are revered.

Another way to see it is also Krishna coming to Draupadis aid in her most vulnerable moment. There Krishna was repaying Draupadi for having tied her piece of cloth on Krishnas bleeding finger. Today Maya after falling in the pit was in panic, remembering her past helpless experience, and was vulnerable. Her good deed was repaid and a form of Krishna came to her rescue repaying her debt.❤️

Water.. Transformation/rebirth: Water, the source of Mayas transformation- from white to black, from light to darkness, from a would be mother to a helpless broken woman who lost her baby, from a gradually softening avenger to a redetermined woman on a mission. It was heartbreaking to see her losing her confidence, her helplessness in the water and getting caged by the bitter memories of the past🥺.

Coming to RuAn, the most disappointing character arc, did Rudra really think Maya was playing with him? How? She did tease him but he was the one who kissed her. And what was with proposing someone when you are half drunk. Also Anu, by God I expected so much better than this from you. She knows Rudra is drunk and she is so desperate that she accepted his proposal without even wondering why his sudden change of heart?? Is this the cvs attempt to create drama for TRPs?? Coz none of this makes sense otherwise🤪

Btw on a lighter note I see you talking of Rishis death or MayRi breakup usually 😆but tbh I don't see these happening anytime soon. The makers seem to want to keep this weird love triangle, now quadrilateral, going atleast for 2 more weeks since Jen wasn't there in that period. God save the ratings.

Well analysed.. like always :) Rudra's intention behind suddenly proposing Anu for marriage does baffle me.. I understand he is scared of getting into a relationship again.. he is not ready for love.. he is shit scared of having to go through all the pain and heartbreak if he gets involved with Maya.. he doesnt deem himself fit for love or any happiness in relationship.. I get all that.. I get his frustration when he couldn't talk to Maya.. he probably panicked thinking that Maya regrets the kiss.. she is not going to reciprocate his feelings..but he could simply pull himself away from her.. act distant or whatever.. how is proposing marriage to Anu gonna help the situation? he was so messed up in his head that he literally defined marriage as a relationship where two people stay together, care for each other and take each other's responsibility..!!! and since all those boxes are ticked, he and Ananya are ''good candidates'' to marry..! He wasn't even sure of what to feel when she accepted his proposal.. there was no sense of comfort, relief or happiness that he claimed he got in Ananya's company. Rudra is gonna regret his decision so bad, especially when he gets to know about Maya and Rishi.. Can he blame Maya now? I don't think so..

Coming to Ananya, yes she did disappoint me in the sense that she didn't even try to find out what prompted the decision.. but, I understand her too.. here's this girl who has been love with her best friend since childhood and strongly feels that someday he is going to reciprocate her feelings.. she doesn't know about the kiss or how strongly Rudra feels for Maya..For her, it was the moment she waited for her whole life.. she did say that she knows he is running away from love. but he eventually came to her and that's what matters to her.. She didnot force him.. she didn't agree or believe the first time he proposed.. it's when he made it sound like he knows what he's talking, that she believed this could be the moment..

Very interested to see how Maya bounces back.. She asked Rishi to tell everyone about their relationship.. was it a reaction to the news of Rudra Anu's engagement or her original revenge plan? so is the anger directed towards Rudra this time or is it about destroying MJ?

There was this BTS days before where MJ is angry and probably slaps someone so I think we will get that scene tomorrow when MJ is slapping Rishi.

I agree I am so disappointed with Ananya but knowing the writers she won’t use any sense. Maybe later but for now, She is going the love is blind route.


Also I’ve read so many topics and people talk about an upcoming death scene... are you guys talking about the precap scene where MJ is doing the asti thing? Or is it something else?

love your analysis as usual! I like how they’re back on track though with the revenge thing ... hopefully that and romance will be balanced now.

Originally posted by: meimo12

Also I’ve read so many topics and people talk about an upcoming death scene... are you guys talking about the precap scene where MJ is doing the asti thing? Or is it something else?

MJ is doing aarti. Nothing to do with any funeral atm i think.

The funeral thing is based on BTS of someone last rights preparation going on in Roy mansion.

I dont know why I liked Ruan scene actually.. may be it's my personal experience of getting stuck into falling in love with my best friend and then getting ditched badly..

Atleast here Rudra is still gentle to Ananyas feelings and finds solace in his friendship.. for Rudra love is a huge pain and friendship is the solace.. so he chose to rather live with his friend than go after love and hurt Maya and himself both in the process

Ananya understands that this is loveless..but again she wants to help Rudra.. somewhere she feels that she can help Rudra but that's not gonna happen.. if Rudra has just gone rude and dropped off Ananya I would have hated it.. but now Ananya will herself let him find his love.. like Salman in kkhh ..

Maya poor girl has so many demons to fight.. Rudra is heart broken only.. Maya is broken completely.. she has seen physical abuse to the core.. more than the cheated love it's also hell a lot of physical pain and loss.. she still couldn't come out of it and face it.. the eunuchs were her good deeds which came back for her.. the scene was powerful.. MJ couldn't see her finally..

Precap MJ pouring milk over durga and Maya washing herself was such a shot...

How I wish the makers give out the past of Rudra or Maya a little.. looks like it will be Rudra past first with the new entry in the show.. may be she will enter in his engagement rekindling his past pain..

I agree with a lot of your points.

I guess I expected this from Rudra. He is not a stable person. He almost hurt Rishi during the interview thing and then he kissed Maya just because..😕. I see passion in him, he is getting obsessed with Maya but he wont act on him until he is pushed by someone or something. I mean you dont tell someone you dont believe in love but then go ahead and kiss them. I dont appreciate the kiss there. I thought Maya did that on purpose but looks like she didnt expect it either. Good acting!

Ananya- Her love for Rudra is blind so much so that she is ready to marry him even though there is no love on his end. I understand her but I don't agree with that decision. People stay in hopeless marriages because of one-sided love.

Ankit should just disappear. 🤢

Nice analysis ! 👍🏼

Today I loved Maya's scene. The way she tried to fight back , gave her best and beat the hell out if that pathetic Ankit 🤬 but once Ankit pushed Her into that Muddy water she lost it. Her past demons again attacked her , she felt weak, she got panick attacked . CVS again shows her character's vulnerability . It will take her a lot to get over her past & if she doesn't learn to deal with it ,it will going to cause her many problems.

Her flashbacks scenes were so painful can't imagine how much poor girl went through. I was pretty gusseing but after the episode got totally sure that She was pregnant. Her unborn baby died 💔. Maybe this the reason why She wanted to hurt MJ's sons too . Her child who didn't even come this world was killed off without any fault . That child was innocent too. Now somewhere Maya will get her peace by hurting MJ's sons who were not into any kind of fault in her matter too .

The scene when that transgender save her 💝 it was really heartbreakingly beautiful. Love the scene. If you do good with others , one day you will get your good karma too .

After watching the whole thing I really wanted Maya fight her own battle without Roy brothers. I mean they can be her emotional support for a bit but main fight she can fight for herself. It's her journey to get justice , it's her war to fight , once she achieved it she will finally get her salvation❤️. I want some Kahani type ending honestly. After taking her revenge she can just vanished just like a illusion broke off . I don't mind Mayra but I will prefer this end far more . It will give her story more significance.

Coming to Rudra. I was extremely pissed off with his after the promo but when I watched the episode personally I felt extremely bad for him. Poor guy 💔. His decision was extremely reckless and impulsive . He didn't think properly in his fear and anger took that stupid decision.

I saw broken but beautiful Ki Samira in Rudra though Rudra was better version and more Truthful but the fear of love , serious feelings , and getting out of comfort zone because of all the past experiences was pretty similar. I am hoping they don't totally ruined his character just lyk CVS did with Samira .😭🤧

I feel Rudra's past relationship was pretty much serious and full of passions and once it got over , he got cheated, it break him off . It somewhere affected his self confidence too. In most of the relationship when a person become the victim of cheating somewhere it hurt their self confidence badly , in their subconscious mind they Blamed themselves too . They think they were not good enough that's why the other person cheated. Insecurities develop karta hai . Rudra ke sath bhi same hua his fear , insecurity , lack of self confidence took over him. He was feeling the same passion for Maya once he felt for his ex . But he doesn't wanted to give someone so much power over him again so he choosed to run from it . He thought he is not good Enough for her .

When he went into Maya's house and banged the door & she didn't open he kind of got sure Maya was playing with his feelings. He out of fear and insecurity choose to run away. He didn't wanted to be a puppet again.

He went to someone ( Anayana) where their is no spark , passion , love , rolar coaster right , it's pure palctonic Bonding.. For once he choosed to be selfish , he wanted stability which Anayana. For once he wants to feel Wanted by someone else. For once he wanted to be chased. For once he wanted to control in the relationship not other way around. For him Anayana was everything. She was his stability , escape from reality . But even after everything I was glad he was so brutally honest with her and didn't gave her any fake hope of love . He wanted to tell the truth but Anu refused to hear it .

Somewhere I was dissapined with this whole Rudra thing but I was glad too . We were thinking Rudra is some perfect guy , has control over his feelings , always right which was making his character more unrealistic. But with this decision we get to know he is no perfect. He has his own demons to fight , he has his own flaws , he has his own darkness to overcome. That make his character more realistic . Hopefully CVs don't continue with this much though 😬.

Coming to Ananaya more than anyone else I was extremely dissapined with her character. I expected better & personally I feel in future the heart break she will face for that she will be solely responsible.

Though I was dissapointed I can understand where she is coming from. She choosed to be selfish , she choosed to live in her delusions and enjoy the moment without thinking about the future. In that time for her only thing matter love of her life since childhood days proposed her. She wanted to live in moments. Enjoy the escaty. She refused to hear the truth , the past of Rudra because somewhere she knew if she get to know it , it will give both of them some clarity. It will break her fantasy world and she has to face the harsh reality which she didn't wanted to feel in that particular moment. She could have been a good friend in that point of time and try to understand her bff's pain but she refused.

She knows and understand Rudra will never love her yet she wanted to enter in that loveless marriage. I blamed it over her feelings and circumstances. I feel since childhood days people around her feed her that one day you will get to marry to this guy , you will be his wife , you guys will be happy. So she become sooo used to with that thought and feelings. For her only marriage matter , she doesn't care if he loves her or not she thinks her love is enough for both if them

She gave me Ahan vibes from Broken but beautiful series. The day her fantasy world break , she come out of her delusions , she is going to get her biggest heartbreak worst thing will be she will be unable to blame others for her condition .

In this show not a single character is perfect. All r gray and have their own share of mistakes , demons and darkness to fight. It makes the Characters more relatable and interesting 😳