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Hie friends,
Back with my torture .. I don't know how o have written this one ...but don't know y am afraid u ppl may not like it but do leave back you criticism and comments back
Its has been three months since I have given zain these three challenges.
Zain has been doing quiet well. I mean more than enough. He complete's his task perfectly without a flaw.
I always pray that he does not complete the task or at least it has some flaws.
But no he didn't let any flaw come in between
Today he requested me to let him stay at my name place instead of rehaans place.
I don't know why but I had no stamina to argue ..I was all tired and let him in.
Ammi Abu were already asleep I didn't even want them to know about him staying back as he in these three months they were the one's who cribbed about zain the most ...I don't why they were afraid that I would break again if he leaves me but they didn't know that I am still broken and no one can mend it.
He entered the room and slumped into the bed.
I thought he was gonna sleep on the couch but god knows what he was upto.
I didn't want to sleep on the couch after the draining day.
I didn't the same thing as we used to do earlier built a barrier of pillows and slept but my face on his side of face and not his legs
I really don't know why I didn't feel like sleeping on the other side ...
I covered myself and slept .
After a while I felt something rough against my neck and shoulder.
I openes my eyes to see to deep brown eyes ..staring at me ...
I could feel his breathe on my nose and lips.
I closed my eyes with a thought that I am hallucinating.
But suddenly I felt wet kisses in my shoulder and neck "zain kya kare rahe ho chodo"as he has placed his hands on my waist holding it tighter as I tried to push it down.
I don't know what happened to him because in the last three months he has never tired coming close to me never held me a only once he caught me when I was going to fall off the stool in dhabha.
But his touch seems different I don't know what happened him. I dig my head into the pillow as he kisses on my throat.I tried pulling him from his shoulders as but held me tighter
As his lips traveled down my body . I fidget to pull him off buy he instead he held my wrist stopping me to move.
I closed my eyes and cried "please zain chodo please chodo "
As he came up and my clevage suddenly he stopped he rested his head on my bloom .
I tilted my head to see him .
But suddenly I heard him cry,he cried louder "I am sorry aaliya has thak gaya hu tumhe manate hue "as he dig his head inside my chest"and held my back tigheter ..he cried out louder as he covered my legs with his.
I could feel his tears pass through my kurti and touch my skin "zain "I whispered but It was in vain he didn't listen to me ..
"Aaliya thak gaya hu tumhe sorry bol bol kar thank gaya hu aalah sent dua maangte hue me tum maanjao. Aaliya meri galti kya hai ki Maine dad sent bahut pyaar karta hu ... Uss waqt mein kuch soch he nahi paya ...aaliya thak gaya hu apne aap se sabse thak gaya hu ...duniya khali do insaan KO jaan se pyaar kiya ek dad Jo mujhe chod kar chale Gaye ek tum jisko pata nahi kyun chod diya Maine ...aaliya thank gaya hu Roz ro ro kar abb toh aadat pad gayi hai Roz gille pillow pet soneki " I could feel him cry harder ... As he held me tighter his saliva and tears mad way through my kurti down my skin "mera koi nahi hai aaliya mom Jo pats nahi kyun nahi samjthi kki mein tumhare bina zinda laash hu,fahaad Bhai Jo tumhe abhi bhi galat samjthe hai nafeesa Bhabhi jiske wajah se yeh Sab hua hai "as he pushed his further inside me like if he could he would tear the felsh and touch my heart as his hands clasped my back tighter .
"Aaliya Maine abhi bhi wahi khada hu hotel ki room Maine jaa tum khadi ho "
"Zain tumhe kaise pata "I asked
I asked clutching the pillow as he cried "aaliya tumhe kya lagta tum bahut strong ho Maine janta tum bhi mere liye tadapti ho jitna ki Maine "
I could feel him sink
"Aaliya mujje mar Jana hai Roz sochta hu tum mujhe maaf kardo Roz,soctha hu me tum has do ...ek baar mujhe pyaar se dekho par ..nahi hota aaliya kyun itni patthar dil hogayi ho tum ...mar Jana chatha hu mar "
"Sshh zain "Is all I could say as I hold his head and pull him to hug "aaliya I am sorry I am sorry "he kept on muttering until sleep overtook him...
I stayed awake to think why aalaj has done this to us today he cried like a baby.
In last three months I had never seen him so sad. He always kept on smiling throughout the day ... I never knew he was hiding so much pain In him ...I hugged him tighter to feel his breath over me ..as his heart beat slowed down after crying so much.
I don't about his pain buy yes all my pain of the one year has gone all I know is that he loves me a lot and I love me more ... I dozed of to sleep.
After a while I hear him cry in his sleep .. I open my eyes to see his head still resting in my bloom my legs on his waist and his hands on my back aw we both rested on our sides.
I move down to see his face. .. his face so worn off his beard showed that he hasn't shaved since don't know when .
"Where is my handsome zain abdullah why is hidding behind this face which is very different then the zain abdullah his eyes so swollen so red I never noticed them he must have cried so much his skin so pale ... Aalah kyun kiya aisa"is all I could cry
"Zain promise you I won't give you any pain now "I kissed his forehead his eyes they had become so tendor so fragile "I love you zain "I don't know why Allah has done this to us but I had forgiven you long back ..
I rest my head on his I pull his head as close as possible to my chest.
In Morning I wake up with the creek of door I see zain ready for work "zain aaj Sunday kaha jaa rahe ho"
He walks closer sits next to me holds my hands "aaliya gulam Maine rukne nahi waala jab tak tum man named jao jab talk tum aaliya zain abdullah na ban jao jab take him ek na hojyae "as he winked and left the room ..making me think was it the same zain who cried yesterday... I heard a knock at the door I looked up and he said
"Its because of your hug aaliya"he smiled and left
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