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This OS is the result of hadh paar frustration and nothing else
ye kamine CVs ne itna dukhi kar diya ki mujhe likhna hi padh gaya .
Time hai to padh lo yaar , nahi toh koi baat nahi.
I am thankful to every one who like to read my OS.
Hopefully you guys will enjoy , read on😉
'I know he is broken, guilt ridden and completely shattered.
The undefeatable lakhan thakur,the most feared person in BeguSarai is now the most vulnerable in BeguSarai.
Dolt's death has left him lonely,alone and isolated.He was the only person who
understood him, stood with him when nobody did.He fought with him,he fought for him and he fought by him.The only person who never ever deserted him.He just wasnt his friend, he was more than a friend , he washis confidant, his partner and his shadow in the night.
There was no way he could overcome this loss but with Priyom back in his life things were starting to looking good.He was like a soothing balm on his wounds, the trust which was broken was building up again ,the void which he thoughtcould never be filled had started to fill.
But destiny once again choose him for its dirty game.His healing wounds opened up again, moreferociouslythis time bruisinghis soul to the core.Devastation couldnt be more gruesome.
I cant believe somebody could be this unfortunate,How could thealmighty,How could the most
merciful be so cruel, this was against its reputation.
I cant even imagine the pain he must have gone through when he saw priyom's lifeless body.
Nothing could shake lakhan thakur was now a myth.
Force which made world go round and round seems to benonexistentwhen it came to lakhan thakur.
I knew after loosing priyom the only objective he had was to save his love,save his family ,save the remaining memory of his brother,his wife.
I knew he sincerely wanted to save Bindiya , wanted to get justice for her , for his brother but once again he failed.
Destiny couldnt be any more cruel.
This was the real strength of lakhan thakur, anybody else in his place would have gone completely insane but he is the only onewho could seep everything in and still survive.It is sheer perseverence of lakhan thakur which has kept him alive.
Although he is alive but he has lost everything else.
he has not only lost his family , his most dear ones but he has lost the will to live,he has lost thequintessentialhuman hope which keeps us alive, keeps us breathing.
He has lost every dream, he has all his interest , he is not interesting in working , he doesnt want to go out,, he was already a less of talker but now barely talks.
He is just the shadow of the lakhan thakar I knew and I can't see him like this.
I feel responsible for this , I can't believe I deserted him at the first sign of trouble, I should have been his shadow in the mostdifficult time of his life but I hurted him the most.How could I do this Ma, How could i be so insesitive, How could I be so dumb,so selfish and so heartless.'
Tears were rolling down Poonam's cheeks, she was crying inconsolably sitting with her mother.
Bimla with all her motherly affection , took poonam's cheeks in her hands and wiped her tears and said in the manner only a mother can say to her child 'Realizingone's mistake is the start ofredemption, if you really want to help him, try to become his friend,try to lessen his pain.He needs a companion with whom he can share his sorrows, he needs a shoulder to cry on to, he needs a hook to hang on to,be with him , bring hope back into his life, it is time to be his wife'
Poonam nodded her head in agreement.Bimla hugged Poonam and said' My child , a wife has to play many different roles.Come on now, you can't get week now , you have to be strong.Every problem has a solution and if you really love him then you have to
pull him back, pull him back to life , back to yourself.you have already wasted lot of time.Get up and get him '
Poonam hugged her mother back, washed her face and reached her room
He was standing in the balcony along their room, shoulders stooped, head down and hands hanging lifeless.
Tears welled up in Poonam's eyes and stopped her feet but she pulled herself up, fought the urge to go back and determinedly walked in to room.
Lakhan wiped the lone tear which involuntarily rolled out of his left eye.
It was still hard for him to accept that dolt was not with him, he still hoped that all was bad dream and dolt would come running any time soon and he would hear the most affectionate bhaiyyaji.
Every time he closed his eyes, priyom's lifeless body filled his imagination and guilt of not able to save bindiya never ever left him.
A unspoken sigh escaped his lips.
Lost in his thoughts , he heard his name 'Lakhan Thakur' bringing him back to reality .It was poonam's voice,she never called him loudly. 'She must be needing my help',thinking he went inside curiously.
Her right hand was stretched and she was trying to get something from the roof of the almirah.
'Little help', she said without turning.He came to her side, streched his hands and got the packet out and gave it to her.
'Dont you want to see what's inside?', her question stopped him again.He turned to see Poonam streching out the packet to him.
'Tell me, what's inside' was his reply.She put her hand down and came to his side.Standing on her toes, she leaned towards his ears and whispered 'I want you to open it'.Surprised by her action,he simply took the packet and opened it.
He went blank on finding the things, it had his beads neck piece and his black ring.He handed everything to her saying 'I don't need them anymore' and once again started walking towards the door.
Poonam's next action not only left him astonished but also dumbfounded.She literally ran towards the door and closed them behind her.
'What are you doing?' he sincerely asked looking baffled.
'I am not done with you and you can't leave until I am done.', she said and started walking towards him.
She was standing next to him.
With one hand she took hold of his collar and pulled his neck down and put the strands of beads in his neck and said 'I like when you wear them , they help me to pull you down'
Then she took his right hand and slid the black ring into his ring finger saying 'I like your fingers more with that ring'.
She patted her both hands on his chest and spreading the winning smile said
'Now you are looking likable', with that she winked him and started to move back looking at him leaving him befuddled.
He didnt remain like that for long.
He didnt let her go further and caught her this time and pulled her closer.
The jerky action was so fast that she had to put her hand on his chest to stop crashing.Startled, she raised her chin and what she saw made her happy from inside.
His eyes were displaying sparks of life and there was a faint line of spreading smile on his face.
He leaned into her and brought his lips close to hers and said 'Allow me to let you know my likes'
The smirk made an entry on his face which made butterflies flutter in poonam's stomach.
The close proximity always made her heart skip a beat and as always she was left gasping.
'I like to see you forgetting to breathe', saying this he moved towards her pulling her hand.
'I like when your skin becomes pricky when my fingers roll on your skin'.with this he snaked his arm around her and brought her close so much that she could hear his heartbeat which was thundering more every minute, wait ,that was not his heart beat it was hers.
'I like when you lower your face not to hide to but you want me to raise it by me ' and he raised her chin.All thoughts decided to get blurry at the same time
and the only thing she could make out was suddenly the room had become hot , very hot.It felt like instead of blood , molten lava was running through her spreading warm sensations all through her.
Her knees had given up long back, feet didn't seem to remember how to balance body weight and brain seem to have forgotten to think coherently.
All she remembered was she was breathing in the heavy muscular scent which sent shivers of ecstacy running right through the middle of her spine.
He nuzzled into her neck and gently used his lips to make contours of sensual markings on her goose-bumpy skin.Poonam was trembling with pleasure and her hands reflexively made way in those lush curls sitting at his nape.
She involuntarily raised her neck and tilted her head to increases the crook of her neck exposing ample amount of skin for him to explore.
A smirk appeared on his face at her defenseless submission which made his aware that she wanted it as much as he wanted.
Soft kisses continued to rapture the self inflicted denial of pleasure.
'I like when you leave your hair loose so that i can loose my fingers in them', saying this he moved his long slender fingers in her raven-black hair and ran his fingers through them.
His fingers had magical effect on poonam,ripples of maddening pleasure reverberated through every nerve of Poonam's body.
Her voluntary participation had shaken lakhan thakur completely and it felt him like he was in a dream.
Her moans and her sighs crashed right next to his collar bone and the desire to take her was ripping him apart.
Those innocent eyes were asking for a life time of love, requesting him to be by her side and as always promised all her love to him and only him.
His velvety silky voice reached her ears 'I like when your eyes whisper every thing i want to hear' making her bite her lower lip.
Lakhan thakur was finally hit by thunderbolt.
Her daring act aroused him and his craving to touch her , feel her like never before overpowered any thoughts if they had survived for this long.
With both hands on her cheeks he raised her face which was all flustered and her lips ripened begging him to kiss them.
Her desire to be kissed made him cross his threshold and he leaned in to taste her and to get tasted.
She was soft, sweet and insanely addictive.He was drowning in the seductive aroma of her virgin passion.
The slow movements were kindling ambers of bottled up need in both of them.
Her finger nails were now digging his shoulders through his shirt making him wince.
with bodies molded into each otherforming single entity , they continued to devour each other until the survival instinct kicked in and reminded them to breath.
Her swollen lips and irregular breathing made him grin and without further waiting , made him question 'did you like it?'
Astonished with him being so direct, poonam jerked both his hands and moved away from him.
His smile vanished as soon as it had made way.
Few seconds seemed like ages to Lakhan thakur and he couldn't stop and came out with 'what's wrong?'
Poonam turned around with a grim face and frowned eyebrows 'I don't think you will like what I say'
He came near her and pulled her with one hand and looked fiercely in her eyes and groaned 'I have to know and you will have to tell me now'
she pulled away her hand and said 'Only because you are insisting'
she started 'Well '
Sudden dissatisfaction appeared on his face and he dropped his face.
With an instant poonam came towards him and looped both her hands around his neck,surprising him '
It was the most beautiful,most wonderful and most amazing moment of my life, u know why?
because it was you,your caresess, your warmth ,your presence , your scent and your love , which is what i have always wanted.
I always knew it would be you who would bring my world to stand still ,
it was always you who i thought will make me forget every thing ,
it was always you around which my world revolves and it will always be around you.I love the way you love me and I hope your love will always be with me.
Let me show you how much i loved our moment together.'
WIth this she cupped her face and kissed him with all her heart.
Chalo bhai, ho gaya.
Thanks to every one who read it , acha laga toh like kar dena nahi laga toh galiyan bhi de sakte hai.
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