the ceremonies and customs around you, you wont even
have the time to mourn. The gravity of the event hits
you only when you are alone. I pray to God that He
gives you enough courage and stamina to go through
this difficult phase. Please take good care of your
mother and please make her feel safe. That will be the
most difficult task. Her loss is monumental. As for your
father, feel rest assured that his suffering has ended.
It is more painful to watch your loved one suffer an
illness or pain. My prayers are with you and your family.
May your father's soul rest in peace.