The current events are difficult, but that does not mean that they are not worth talking about. So keep a little thing.
How did I get here? At this point... Just yesterday I was with a loved one and believed that I finally deserved to be someone other than a bitter omen.
And today I'm behind bars, it does not hold me back. Chains inside, I cannot freely pour out my love, I am forced to strangle it and pretend that the one for whom I am ready to burn alive is the object of my game, a huge deception.
First love... Only he, Ram - my first love.
Other relationships have passed like a fast wind, there is no trace of them.
And Ram entered me, entered my blood, even if I never see him, he will always be in me, this ocean in which I voluntarily drowned.
Today he must consider me a traitor, I have no right to live without looking at his future and Ishaan's future, it hurts me, but I will endure, but they will not.
I will have a piece of my eternal love with me, my baby, I feel that this is my daughter. Our daughter. I believe that Shivi sees us from somewhere above and does not hold a grudge.
I will try to survive and make my child happy - for the sake of others, myself and my dearest person, even his curse will console me, because I will know that he is alive and can feel.
All my feelings will be only with him and my daughter, I don’t need anything else. This love will keep me on my feet, and the rest? Let him go to the devil, my shell will protect us.
I promise you, daughter and Mr. Kapoor, you will still be happy, I do everything just for this.