NEW ARAKSHI SS : SELFLESS LOVE ( Part Thirteen is updated )* new*

Hey guys back again with new Arakshi story. As I finish my first story so think about this one. Love to see our Arakshians back. Love you all buddies.

Part One

She is sitting in the balcony on the sofa and admiring the dull sky because of the raining. If she was the Sakshi, who was a year before she will definately enjoy this season. But now... She smile her usual sad smile... Everything has change... everyone has change and she also one of them. Thinking about her life before one year she smile genuinely. Everything was perfect. She was happy. Her friends was happy and importantally he was at peace. But because of her father's promise or to say because of that night everything change.Thinking that tears rolled down from her eyes wetting her cheeks.

Taking a deep breath she composed herself. Closing her eyes she see the face of the person for whom she can do anything... Still... Where only he regret every thing about her... Their marriage... Their not so successful married life...Her love... And most importantly the life which growing inside her. His words echoing in her ears like anything.

"Sakshi maine yeh Shaadi sirf Anand sir ke liye ki hai. Tum chaho toh rok sakti thi ye shaadi but tumne nahi roki. Kyu jab ki tum janti ho ki hum kabhi bhi khush nahi reh payenge. Mein sirf aur sirf Roshni se pyaar karta hun. Tum khudgarz ban chuki ho Sakshi. Maine tumse ye umeed nahi ki thi. But ya take this thing clear that I HATE YOU. I JUST HATE YOU DAMN MUCH."

" I regert it Sakshi. I regret being married to you... Tum meri zindag mein ayi hi kyun... Because of you everything is mess...You are disgusting Sakshi... I know from start that you want Roshni's place par phir bhi tumhare papa ki vajah se meine tumpe daya kya kardi tum toh sar pe hi beith gayi ho. Just get out from my room Sakshi. LEAVE."

"Why don't you stop me Sakshi...Mein toh hosh mein nahi tha magar tum toh thi na...kyu kiya aisa tumne... Did you really want my love that much badly... Chi... Ghin aati hai mujhe tumse... Vo raat sirf or sirf ek mistake hai nothing else. You are nothing to me. How can you do such a cheap thing.."

When she got know about pregnancy she thought that now the things will be better but nothing sort of happend. He just look shocked whe she informed him abot her pregnancy and look at her belly emotionally. But again composing he utter the words which make her heart bleed more.

"Sakshi mein bacche ki jimmedari lene ke liye tayyar hoon. Par hum dono ke beech jo jaisa hai vaisa hi rahega. I will support you financially. Par mein tumhe apni patni nahi maan sakta..."

And just like that he leave the place like always letting her feel the pain again and again. But she accept it...like always...
Now they didn't be in one house. She is in her old apartment and he is in lodge. They never been in one house ever...after marriage also... Like he said he is supporting her financially only and nothong else...

Nor he come to check her... Nor he come with her for check ups... He only ask her about baby on the phone... And that will make her happy once in month wholely. At least he not hate the baby like he hate everything about her. Her friends had break the contact with her after marriage blaming her for Arjun's miserable state because of marriage. They didn't even know that she is pregnent as she stop going office because of pregnancy. She also tell him not to tell them about it, what if they again blame on her like him. But sadly no one notice her absence. They even didn't talk abot her because it will hurt him.

She took a deep breath controlling her emotions. She wipe her tears and closing her eyes take a leisuring breath to calm herself. She gulp the water from the bottle and feel complete as her baby move in her 5 months pregnant belly. She know that Arjun will love the child because she had sense the warmth and worry in his voice, He will be great dad to baby. But what about her???... She smile because she know where her life leading her. She just hope to see that everyone will love her baby unlike her..Only if she will live till...

Looking at the sky through swollen eyes caressing her baby she ask to no one that,

DID SHE REALLY DO THE BIG MISTAKE MARRYING HIM?

DID SHE REALLY DESERVE THE PAIN OF LOVE?

DID HER FRIENDS ARE SO MUCH UPSET FROM HER THAT THEY DUD REALLY REMOVED HER FROM THEIR LIFE?

DID SHE DOESN'T HAVE ANY CHANCE TO FEEL LOVE , CARE BEFORE DYING????????

But like always no one there to console a broken yet live soul.


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Index
Part One - Scroll up
Part Two - Scroll down
Part Three - Page 2
Part Four - Page 2
Part Five - Page 3
Part Six - Page 3
Part Seven - Page 4
Part Eight - Page 4
Part Nine - Page 5
Part Ten - Page 5
Part Eleven - Page 6
Part Twelve - Page 6
Part Thirteen - Page 7

Awesome part 👏

Oh that's the great starting... Loved it... But feeling bad for Sakshi ... She is I so much pain and no one is with her for sharing her pain... Please update it soon ad please-2 PM me ... Thanks

Intresting. ...

Sakshi ke liye bhot bura lag raha he. ..

Koi bhi uske sath nahi he...

Pregnancy me bhi vo akli hi he...

I hope jaldi se sab thik ho jaye. ..

Continue soon.

Hello hiii guys. Thanks for the comments and likes. It boosts my confidence 😉.
And A big sorry because I am not able to send PMs because I am updating from my mobile. My brither has snatch my laptop and not giving me back 😭. So please bear with me. Sholiii 😃. So inoff of my bakbak and here is second part.

Part 2

She has just got up from her not so good night sleep.After finishing her daily courses she get ready for her routine check up. She grab her purse which was containing a water bottle, some of biscuits, her reports and some cash with mobile. She had change in the white kurti and blue patiyala wiyh multicolour dupatta hiding her baby bump. She lock up her apartment and straightly move towards bus stop without talking to everyone. But she had heard their disgusting comments, still didn't said anything just purse her lips absorbing the pain of their words. She wanted to retort like every time but ignore as it will only increase her worries.

As the bus arrives after waiting for 15 minutes, she climb from the fro door carefully watching steps. She got sit near the window and get the ticket. She looked outside the window thinking about him, like always. He had refused her when she asked him first time about the accompanying her for check ups saying that he has work but she know it is lie. And after that she decided not to bug him. She even feeling hesitate for asking money from him. So she started to use less money. She only ask money for him only for the medicines and hospital fees.

As her stop come she sigh and climb down carefully from bus. She started walking towards the nursing home. Smiling usually at the watchman kaka she enter inside. Looking at stairs she sigh, she started to climb it. Reaching at first floor with difficulty she give her file at recipient and waited for her turn.

Gulping some water she feel relax. She look at the couple infront of her, the wife of the person seems to be heavily pregnant and having a difficulty in sitting and the husband is making her comfortable adjusting cushions behind her very carefully. Seeing this Sakshi just bite her lips gulping a sob look at another way. But there also see she a couple hugging each other from side and him caressing her flat belly lovingly smiling at each other. Feeling the loneliness gripping herself a tear slide through her eyes unknown to her. She clutch her belly wanting to remove the lonliness. As a que her baby move slightly in her lower abdomen giving his silent response making her smile in tears also.

As she composed herself she heard her name called by receptionist. Feeling difficulty torise from chair she close her eyes helplessly. Suddenly she felt warm grip on her shoulder. Loking up she smile genuinely finding her mother figure, her strong support, Dr.Shobha, her gynecologist. Helping her Dr.Shobha made her sit on the chair. Looking at her past records one more times she check Sakshi. And made her do some tests including sonography.

She looked at Sakshi who smile till eye seeing her baby in screen. She then started to talk about her diet, her health, and the baby's moments. Seeing her so happy talking about her child Shobha smile. This is only moment when she always seen Sakshi happy. After collecting her reports from peon and going through them she started to tell her,"Sakshi till now everything is good. The baby is moving freely. The water level has increase. The baby is all okay. But I am really disappointed with you. Your weight has loss slightly. And looking at your blood reports you also have less percentage of calcium. In the first trimester I told you clearly abot complications then why are you not taking care if yourself. I know that you knew that it won't harm baby but you also have to be fit at the time of delivery. Okay."

Seeing her quietly nodding she felt very sad for the girl infront of her. Giving her a quick hug she tell nurse to help her till outside nursing home. Sakshi thank the sister and started to wait for the bus. She suddenly started feeling hungry so she opening her purse she took out biscuit packet and started having it. Finishing it quickly she gulp some water. Seeing the bus she get up and climb up carefully jolding the railing but unknown to her, someone had watch her with shocked expression.

Reaching home she changed into much comfortable maxi. And take her laptop and taking a snap of sonography she send it to Arjun on gmail. This is the way only they communicate. A call or this gmail snap. Feeling so much low she had just made herself comfortable on sofa to be calm when the doorbell rang taking her by surprise. No one ever come to meet nor Arjun will come now then who????

Feeling confuse she opened the door. But what she saw make her heart go crazy with theso much emotions. There He stood at her door steps , her only brother...mentor... Her friends. Sameer. He is looking at her with meaningful questioning gaze making her nervous knowing that he got to know everything. On anither side he is again shocked seeing her state. She is pale, and had lost some weight. Her twinkling eyes now held a untamed pain and loneliness. Her naughty and lively expressions had changed into nervousness. And top of that she is pregnent but alone.

Seeing her almost broken frame Sameer is one who broke silence saying," Sakshi kya hum andar aa sakte hai????". Composing herself she nodded positively giving him space to entre. Entering in her apartment him notice how dull it looks like her. Sakshi ask them to sit and about to go and bring water for him. When Sameer ask her,"Kaisi ho???". Gulping she replied," Thik hoon". "Kyun Sakshi???????" Looking at her confuse gaze he a tell her," That you are the one who is suffering. That you are bearing everything quietly. That you are feeling terrible lonely still having us--". His rant stop looking at her sobbing form. He immediately held her, crying with her letting her know that now she is not alone. He is with her.

Determined to return y her what she deserve looking at her sleeping posture he called his team to come at Sakshi's apartment excluding Arjun. After tucking her in bed he come to living room seeing their confused expression he told them everything which he got to know before hours. At the end everyone has tears in their eyes. Theirs past actions towards Sakshi had really hit them hard making themselves drawn in pool of guilt. Now they determined to bring the things towards happiness.


Hushhh khatam. Agla update Arjun ke naam. So wait. And do comments and hit like button budies. Love you.
And ignore spelling and grammar mistakes. 😃

Aww nice update... Sakhshi is tolerating so much pain... But now I m happy Ke team ko pata Chal giya hai ... Waiting for next update...

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