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My first crazy crush
I felt crush for a guy for the first time.. None never effected me nor attracted me as much as he did me.. He was perfectionist.. Sweet, sensible, helpful, matured, topper n fav of all.. We were neighbor n best friend.. Have no idea when i started crushing on him.. Day by day i fell more for him.. I had no guts to say to him on his face that i liked him like crush on him.. I started to think ways to express but couldn't even say a word to him.. He was behaving just like friend it was not different than before.. I was afraid if what he don't reciprocate my feelings.. It hurts to think of it n if it's true maybe i'll loose his friendship too.. That itself makes me cry.. I finally wrote whatever is in my heart in a letter never to be given safely kept between my book which i hardly bring to school.. I decided not to disclose it to him n i'll keep my friendship intact.. So i started behaving normally around him least he figure something wrong with me.. Days were passing all went back to normal.. I too started understanding i was just having crush on him n i was over it soon that doesn't mean i dated someone else.. Everything in my life was going on smoothly.. School life was just going rocking.. Full of masti n fun n studies.. I was just entering school arena when i happened to collide with sandhya my friend at school.. When i asked what the matter to her.. She replied someone wrote love letter to him n unnamed letter was found in our class floor.. I was like what?? I hoped it's not mine coz yesterday i had brought my sketchbook where the letter was securely kept.. I didn't checked it yesterday.. I noted to check once i reach back home.. Our princi gave lec on how immoral it is to think of such thing at this age.. I felt like earth to tear apart n take me in it's pit.. Though i didn't write my name in the letter i wrote it in a different handwriting that saved me from getting scolded for such deed.. We dispersed to our classes.. He was with me on the way to class.. When i asked if he doubts on someone.. He replied negatively.. He was himself shocked.. I felt relieved..
I cursed myself for not removing the letter before n destroying it.. I just felt i was a fool to nearly destroying our friendship though it didn't happen for my luck.. It was indeed mine.. I just come to adore our friendship more n we came closer.. Days passed.. We had fun.. We seperated cause his father got transfer to another city.. I still miss him n laugh at my sill crush that i had on him.. We moved on in our life.. We have no contact with each other but remembering school days brings his memory back.. This is how my first crush got its end..
How is it?? Plz do comment.. I know it's short if disappointed sorry..
I felt crush for a guy for the first time.. None never effected me nor attracted me as much as he did me.. He was perfectionist.. Sweet, sensible, helpful, matured, topper n fav of all.. We were neighbor n best friend.. Have no idea when i started crushing on him.. Day by day i fell more for him.. I had no guts to say to him on his face that i liked him like crush on him.. I started to think ways to express but couldn't even say a word to him.. He was behaving just like friend it was not different than before.. I was afraid if what he don't reciprocate my feelings.. It hurts to think of it n if it's true maybe i'll loose his friendship too.. That itself makes me cry.. I finally wrote whatever is in my heart in a letter never to be given safely kept between my book which i hardly bring to school.. I decided not to disclose it to him n i'll keep my friendship intact.. So i started behaving normally around him least he figure something wrong with me.. Days were passing all went back to normal.. I too started understanding i was just having crush on him n i was over it soon that doesn't mean i dated someone else.. Everything in my life was going on smoothly.. School life was just going rocking.. Full of masti n fun n studies.. I was just entering school arena when i happened to collide with sandhya my friend at school.. When i asked what the matter to her.. She replied someone wrote love letter to him n unnamed letter was found in our class floor.. I was like what?? I hoped it's not mine coz yesterday i had brought my sketchbook where the letter was securely kept.. I didn't checked it yesterday.. I noted to check once i reach back home.. Our princi gave lec on how immoral it is to think of such thing at this age.. I felt like earth to tear apart n take me in it's pit.. Though i didn't write my name in the letter i wrote it in a different handwriting that saved me from getting scolded for such deed.. We dispersed to our classes.. He was with me on the way to class.. When i asked if he doubts on someone.. He replied negatively.. He was himself shocked.. I felt relieved..
I cursed myself for not removing the letter before n destroying it.. I just felt i was a fool to nearly destroying our friendship though it didn't happen for my luck.. It was indeed mine.. I just come to adore our friendship more n we came closer.. Days passed.. We had fun.. We seperated cause his father got transfer to another city.. I still miss him n laugh at my sill crush that i had on him.. We moved on in our life.. We have no contact with each other but remembering school days brings his memory back.. This is how my first crush got its end..
How is it?? Plz do comment.. I know it's short if disappointed sorry..
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