Chapter 15 A
Sameer went to talk to Arjun in his cabin
Arjun POV
Arjun was standing by the window thinking about what he had heard. She is leaving forever and that too such a far away distant land. Why she have to do that? How will she take care of herself there? Arjun she have a family there. She will take care of herself as she was doing it after tragedy struck her family. Arjun what are you thinking? Did not you want that she move on in her life and she is moving on, you are feeling hurt? No I am not feeling anything. She deserves all the happiness in the world.
Before he could argue/counter argue in his mind and heart, Sameer entered his cabin.
Sam: What the hell Arjun?
Arjun just stood silently
Sam: She is leaving Arjun. Why don't you stop her?
Arjun: That's her decision Sam. She must have taken it wisely. She knows what is right for her.
Sam: How can you that that is right for her.
He turned him around. Are you blind? Cannot you read her eyes? Cannot you see and feel her love for you? Cannot you see the hope in her eyes- the hope that you might someday reciprocate the love towards her. The hope that you might want to have a home with her. The hope you might want to go back home with her.
Arjun (not meeting the eyes with Sam): No Sam. I don't see it neither I want to see that. What can I give her? What will she get after loving me? A half hearted man with half hearted love.
Sam: Half hearted? How can you say that Arjun? I know Roshini is important part of your life but Sakshi has also become reason of your existence. Why you want to run from this fact? Are you scared for her or for yourself?
Arjun: What do you mean?
Sam: You very well know what do I mean. Reality is that you are scared to love again. You are scared to let anyone enter in your life again. It's because you are scared that if being with you by chance something happens to her, you will have to go through same pain. But reality is by not accepting your love for Sakshi, you are giving pain to her and to yourself too.
Arjun: Aisa kuch nahin hai Sam. She needs a true companion. Once she will move to US, she will forget me and move on in life.
Suddenly they heard a voice. It was of Ayesha
Ayesha: If you think like that Arjun sir, then you don't even understand the depth of her love. Her love for you is not like some teenage crush that will vanish one day. It's not out of sight out of mind kind of love. She is not leaving because she is unhappy you have not accepted her in your life. She is leaving because she cannot see you unhappy. She does not want to force you in returning your love to her. She is ready to wait till eternity for you. You know why? She had truly seen and felt a soul mate in you. Uski rooh ko bhi aap se mohabbat ho chuki hai. Woh jaanti hai ki chahe who aap se kitni bhi door ho jaaye, lekin aap humesha uske saath rahe ge, uske dil mein bach kar. Apne aurat ko samjha nahi Arjun Sir ... woh andhero se nahi darti ... jab woh faisla kar leti hai toh mann mein vishvas ka diya jalakar ... usse apni maang ka sindoor bana leti hai. Agar aap usse poochoge ki uske liye mohabbat ka matlab kya hai to woh kahe gi - Arjun. Usne aap se pyaar kar kar hi zindagi mein phir se jeena sekha hai. Apke pyaar neh hi usko zindagi ko nayi disha di hai. Jo ladki apni poori family ko kho chuki hai, uske liye aapka pyaar andhero mein roshini ki ekkiran ki tarah hai. Appka pyaar uski zindagi mein actually zindagi wapis lekar aaya. Usse naye and khushal sapne dekhne ki chah lekar aaya hai apka pyaar.
Aakhri faisla aapka hi hoga. Yeh mat sochna ki aap usko haan kar kar us par koi ehsaan kar rahe ho balki aap apne aap par aur apni zindagi par upkar ka rahe hoge. Woh toh aapki zindagi mein khushiyaan lekar hi aaye gi, apki zindagi mein phir se bahar le aaye gi.
They did not get any response from Arjun
Sam in total frustration: Chalo yahan se Ayesha, isko samjhana bekaar hai. Kass yeh samaj paata ki agar aaj Roshini kuch keh paati, toh who bhi isse yehi kehti. Woh bhi isse apni khushi choonne ko hi kehti. Arjun think about it before it's too late. Life does not give second chances to many and opportunities do not knock on your door twice. You will regret it later.
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