os: emptiness-roshni

OS: EMPTINESS….

Here is the os emptiness by payal di….

https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/arjun/3450650/os-emptiness-by-payal-last-part-page-7

this will like a sequel to this…… but in Roshni's pov….

It starts from where payal di's work ended…..

i know this may not be anywhere near her work, but a humble try by me... hope i have given justice...

Sammer could never leave Arjun back, all alone in this state…. So he took him with him to his house ignoring his protests…..

He din have even a morsal of food after the incident.

That night, Arjun stared at nothing for long with tears running down his eyes…..

Finally his body took over his mind and heart and he fell into an uncomfortable slumber……………

A faint light engulfed the room and a lady in white came and sat next to him…….

"pata hai Arjun….. rum rote hue bilkul acche nahin lagte….. wo mera hasta, muskurate rehna waala Arjun ab kahan gaya??

Tu Aaja

Tu aaja

Mujhko meri sazaa toh suna jaa

Woh aahein haan woh aansu...

mere hisse ke mujhko rula jaa

"I know ki ye sab kuch meri wajah se hua hai…

I am soo sorry Arjun…."

sapne tere saare jinme main rehti thi

tukde ban ke mere

Zakhm seene me kar gaye ho

"uss din jab sikander ne tumhe maara to mujhe bohut zyada dard hua tha…. It was my heart bleeding….. tumhe uss darinde ke saamne toot ta dekh mujhe bohut takleef hua tha…. I never wanted that to happen….."

maine mere jaana kyun nahi jaana

ishq tera, dard tera

Maine Mere Jaana Kyun Nahi Jaana

Ishq Tera, Dard Tera

"ab tak main bas ye soch rahi thi tumhare saath na rehkar main hi sabse zyada dard she rahi thi….. par…… shayad main galat thi Arjun…. Main uss zindagi se aazaad ho gayi…. Uss dard se…physical pains se…. I knew ki main tumhaare dil mein hi rehti thi….."

She caress his hair fondly…gliding her hands on his tear striken face…..

"but tumhe dekh kar nahin lagta ki maine jo saha wo dardnaak tha…. Jo zindagi tum uss din se jee rahe ho, uske saamne to….."

Akeli akeli

reh gayi bin tere yun akeli

main tadpoo'n ya taarsoo'n

Ya chali aau'n main paas tere

itni tanhai hai zindagi kho gayi

"har pal chahti hun Arjun ki main kaise bhi waapas aajau….tumhari baahon mein... Mujhe bhi tumhare bhina wahan akele rehna manzoor nahin hai… par ab mein sirf ek parchayi hun…. Tumhare dil ki ek kone mein dabi hui aawaaz…. Aur tum haqeekat…… "

baatein karne saari aa rahi hoon tujhse hi

maine mere jaana ab hai jaana...

ishq tera dard tera haaye

maine mere jaaana ab hai jaana

ishq tera dard tera

"rosh…ni…. Please waapas aajao…… main tumhare bagair nahin jee sakta….please roshni…. Mujhse baatein karo…. I wanna hug you…I wanna feel you roshni…. Please laut kea a jao…"

Fresh tears made their way from his closed eyes….

"chahkar bhi main nahin aa sakti Arjun…. M sorry….(tears fell from her eyes..)

"ab mari yaadein tumhari kamzori ban ne mat do Arjun… mujhe apni taakat banao jo uss waqt main nahin ban saki…. Arjun I love you…… chahe main tumhare saath rahu ya naa rahu…. Main tumhare dil main hamesha rahungi….. sikander ko hum dono mil ke maarenge…. Uske baad tum apni zindagi main aage badhoge…. I ll wait for you Arjun…till eternity….. I love you…."

Arjun woke up with a start

"ROSHNIII" arms extended to hold her slipping form….

Sameer came in and switched on the lights… Arjun hugged him tight

"sam, wo aayi thi…. She wants me to make her my strength….. I love her…. How can… how can I move on…. Live with her????"

He sobbed hard…

Sameer patted him…with tears in his eyes looking at his completely broken friend……

tu jo gaya...

haal ye mera rehta hai

dil ye mera aaa..aaa...

khud se hi tanha rehta hai

and i feel too lonely yeah...

thats a better place than this

:Emptiness

and I'm too lonely

thats a better place than this

Emptiness…………………………

There she stood with lone tears in her eyes, watching him in misery….. not only he, she too felt the emptiness in her….by not being with him…..

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