Hi! Simran..
I m Shobby here..
Well in live we will have so many tests.. well.. i think I had gone through something like that.. Well, in high school , I used to have lots of fun n don't meet chronic cases.. Uni life has thought me so many lessons..
I used to b like u .. very reserved.. but the best frens I have got are totally opposite of me.. they are outspoken, bold, smart n this has bring change in my life.. well my bestfriends are in different colleges.. eventually, I became a friendly person.. I met more chronic cases in uni.. one have betrayed me.. n others are just fake.. I don't have true frenz back in coll.. By Gods Grace, the lecturers are my good frens.. Here , in my uni the lecturers are there just to help u out.. well , I m doin my degree in accounting.. 😊
I am now on my own n I travel back home daily as I don't stay in hostel.. I have decided to just keep in touch with my school mates n my besties.. I just focus on my work n don't rely on anyone in college.. Studying by my own really helped me as my GPA increased tremendously compared to previous semesters were I used to teach people..
well , I feel that ur parents love u so much n they always wish the best for u.. was it ur choice to do these course?? if u answer is a yes.. then just don't b affected by this little things.. n focus on ur studies. join some clubs.. make friends from other courses.. a simple smile will do. b active in something.. yoga really helps..
I know it's easy for me to give u advice.. but I have my friends who face the same prob as u.. what more if u r in a foreign country and u dun have frens...
by the way, since u r in this forum.. i m sure u have made so many frens.. n u can always pm me if anything.. Rememba that I am one of your fren too.. well I'm not good in english too.. but Improving it now..
hope I would have helped u somehow.. n keep smiling sweetie..
boost ur self-esteem
stay sweet n keep smiling
big hugs from me
shobby bee🤗😉