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Episode 26 Abhi's true confession

Simi is very hurt and cries a lot as she wakes up. She remembers abhi telling her he is in love with some one. She wants to know who is she is. Yet she wants to pretend nothing happened so she can hold on to Abhi and memories they shared . She washes her face and decides to forget about Abhi and visit her papaji. She says to herself" Simi how can you think about any one when Papaji had massive heart attack. Simi you have changed and became selfish. Thinking about your pain. Think How Ma must be feeling. She looks for Manju. She finds her seating with RS. Simi talks to nurse. Nurse replies: Doctor will come soon and talk to you. But he is getting better. He is condition is stable now. Simi goes In the room and sits with Manju. simi sees Abhi's missed call and thinking to call him. But then decides against it thinking : I am not ready to take another shocker. I am already so upset seeing papaji in this condtion. Simi has tears in her eyes. She hugs Manju.

Manju looks at her and. asks her: Simi beta kya baat hai? Tum ro kyun rahe ho? Simi replies: Maa hamare saath aisa kyun hota hai? I can't see papaji this way. I am very worried and feel so sad seeing him in this condition. Manju replies" Beta don't worry your papaji will be fine. Is everything is Ok? How is Abhi did you talk to him? Did you tell him about your papaji?

Simi says: he is fine. He is very busy with his work. I told him when he called. I was talking to him and Anuj called So I could not hide from him. It was a mistake. But he is very concerned now. Looks like he has called many times and left SMS asking about papaji. Ma Abhi asked me to pay for all the hospital expenses. I will get cash if necessory. Abhi was real concerned and asked to come back if we need him. But I told him no and that he should finish his work. Abhi is very worried.

Manju says: beta tell him not to worry. Your papaji is getting better, He must be worried you should call him and tell him.

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RS is awake now and asks Simi if everything is OK seeing her sad . Simi lies Papaji I was worried about you. Everything is fine RS comforts her holding her hand. saying I am fine beta.

Doctor comes and announces RS is getting better his condition is stable. . But he needs rest. So they will keep him in ICU for one more day and observe him then decide what to do next. Manju and Simi are relieved.

Simi levaes the room and sits on the chair sad and lost. Abhi calls, she ignores his call. She is lost in the time thinking of all the sweet memories. Especially when he stayed with her and comforted her. He carried her and told her how much he loved and wanted to see her in Dulhan's attire when comes back. She believed him even though she was doubtful. She cries even more thinking about all his embraces and kisses and the wonderful gifts he gave her. Simi talks to herself: Simi trust him . He can't leave you. But then Simi says to herself again: Abhi lied to me and told me how much he loved me just to make me feel better. How can I trust him? I am sure Abhi never loved me. Just married me feeling sorry for me. And now he is feeling more sorry that papaji is not well. I lost my Abhi, my love for sure, Simi yehi teri kismat hai. Teri kismat me akela rahena hi likha hai. Tabhi to Abhi haath me aya aur nikal gaya. Kyun jaane diya use akela? Bahut bharosa tha na apne pyar pe. Magar Abhi dusre mardo ki tarah ,,,, Simi feels very sad and feels like running away some where and cry.

Abhi keeps calling Simi and gets very worried fearing worst. Finally, he calls Anuj. As he is more worried about Simi. Anuj picks up the phone. Abhi asks: how is uncleji? Is everything all right? Simi is not picking up the phone. Is she all right.? Can you please find her and make sure she is OK. I won't be able to sleep till I talk to her.

Anuj says: Papaji is better. I am sure di is fine. Abhi don't wiorry. Let me find Simidi. Hang on.. Anuj looks for Simi. He finally finds her and and says: Di why are you not picking up the phone? Abhi is on the phone. Simi gets the phone and asks Abhi to call her back. Simi hands him the phone and lies: I was worried about papaji and did not hear phone ringing. Anuj says: Di don't worry. Everything is going to be fine. Talk to Abhi he is very worried about you.

Abhi calls her: he ask her about RS and how is she?

Simi says: I am ok? How are you Abhi? I am worried and feel very sad. Abhi I miss you. Abhi I can not....

Abhi says: No simi you are not ok. Tell me what is wrong. If you don't, I promise you I will leave today and come there. Simi I miss you too. I feel sad thinking about you and auntiji. Simi, I can't see you this way? Tumhe meri kasam hai Simi batao kya baat hai? Ab to uncleji thik ho rahe hai na. Then why are you so sad and upset? Simi what is going on. Please tell me.

Simi cries: abhi abhi and she could not talk. She says: please call me in few minutes I will tell you. She quiets herself. In few minutwa.

Abhi calls her back in few minutes and says: simi jaane do sab. I don't want to know why you are sad? Forget about everything. I have something to tell you that i was not able to say that day. I am sure this will make you very happy.

Simi I am in love with some one. I love her so much that I can not live without her. Simi mujhse pucchogi nahi who is my girl friend and who am I in love with?

Simi says: I don't know Abhi I want to know and I don't want to know. it hurts too much. Abhi how can you?

Abhi says: Simi why you don't want to know.Even if you don't want to know, I have to tell you. Simi what hurts you ? what are you talking about? Oh my God, so you thought I am in love with some one else? I can't believe this, No wonder you are behaving weirdly. Simi how could you think this way. Bas tumhe apne dost par apne pyar par itna hi bharosa hai? I am deeply hurt. Simi after spending all the time together. You think of me as some 2 timer. Who goes away for few weeks and find another girl. Oh my god. Simi how can you think of me such a way? Simi you are my wife. Simi even if I did not love you for all my life I will never ever betray you and find another girl. I thought you knew me and trusted me.

Simi, l now have to make everything clear. I wanted to tell you this yesterday. But then we could not finish our conversation. As you had to rush to hospital. Simi I am sorry I put you thru so much of pain and agony. I did not know I will not be able to tell you the truth and you have to suffer more pain in the night uncleji was so sick. Simi I am really sorry. But I did not know how to tell you this. I have been thinking and thinking, yet I was unable to come up with the way to break this to you. Simi it is difficult for us the men to confess love yaar. Ab suno, pagli i love you. I love my Simi. I only love you. I miss you so much. I wish I would have told you this in person and I wanted to. But Simi I can not wait that long. I also did not want you to wait to hear this. Oh Simi I wish you were in front of me when I told you this sitting on my knees holding your hand . I would ask you: Simi would you accept this buddhuram as your love? Simi would you accept me as your one and only love? Oh, Simi I love you so much and I now undestand how you felt for months. Mai bahut bura hun. Mera heera, mera anmol ratan, mera pyar, meri Simi mere pass thi aur mai tumhe thukrata raha. Simi, I know I hurt you so much. I made you feel rejected time and time again. At times you must have felt I am not even a man enough. But Simi that is not true. I wanted to love you and give you your rights. My heart was accepting you and asking me to love you. But my mind was playing games with me. My mind will refuse the moment I came near you to accept you. Simi I am so sorry. Now I know how it feels. And you are not even near me or rejecting me. Simi I want you. I want you so badly. I want to hug you and kiss you till we run out of breath. I want to make you my wife and want to have beautiful children with you. Simi please don't be upset with me and say no to me. But if you reject me and say no I will understand. If you want you can punish me for what I did to you. But I plead for you to have mercy on your buddhuram. Mai tumhare jaisa smart kahan hun?. Kaash mere pass pankh hote aur udke aakar tumhe gale laga leta. Simi when I come back I will make it up to you.

Simi is stunned and speechless as Abhi is going on. Simi does not know how to respond. She feels numb. And then starts crying.

Abhi asks:Simi are you there? Abhi is hearing her cry loudly holding the phone.

Abhi says: Simi ab to mat ro. Yaar itni acchi khabar sunayi or tum. Ho ki bas rona'' Simi cries more.

Simi then calms herself and says: abhi phir se kaho. Abhi screams: Simi I love you million times. Ab khush. Simi holds her phone near her heart tightly and cries some more.

Abhi can hear her cry and calls out for her. But Simi sits there crying. She then calms herself again.

Simi says: No abhi you have to repeat. mere kano ko viswas nahi hota. Phirse kaho,

Abhi says: simi I love you and I think I always loved you but i did not realize. You were right all along. Simi mai nahi samaj paya. Mera dil baar baar kaheta tha aur tumse alag hote jaise meri jaan nikal jati thi, Madamji suno. Mujhe to aapse shayad pyar tabhi ho gaya tha jab maine aapko mandir me dekha tha I was so attracted to you the first time I laid my eyes on you. You were not even aware since your eyes were closed. That was the reason I saved you and every time I did something for you I felt so much happiness. Simi I told you I was not that kind of person. But your love had changed me. Simi, I was feeling such a peace and happiness every time time I was with you. I can not explain this. But I never realized why I was feeling such a way. Simi mai ladkyon ke saath ghum raha tha magar pyar kya hota hai mujhe kahan pata tha. Simi woh pahele pyar ka ahesaas tumne mujhe karaya, Mai tumhare liye jaan bhi deneko taiyaar tha. Aur jab tumhari insult huyi toh mere tan man me aag lagi . I wanted to burn everything Simi in that mandap and I wanted to save you. Simi I did not know why I did not want you to marry Bhalla. Kyon ki mera dil tumhe chahta tha. Aur wohi chahta tha ki tum meri ho meri ban ke raho, Tabhi to maine haar nahi mani jab tumne mujhe reject kiya, Simi ever since I have been separated from you I have been thinking about all this over and over. Simi I am so restless. The minute I close my eyes. You come in front of my eyes mocking me. Jaise tum mujhe chidhati ho ab pata chala na buddhuram. Sorry Simi tumhara hote huye bhi maine parayosa behave kiya. Ab mai wohi aag me tadap raha hun. Oh simi I want to come back and be with you.

Simi says: Abhi I knew it. I just wanted to hear it from you. Abhi please don't say sorry. I understand ki tum sach me buddhuram ho, Magar mere pyare buddhuram. Abhi I accept you and I have accepted you. My heart has accepted you from the night you saved me and I was sitting across from you. But I am really happy that I am your first love too. And you feel same way about me. And I am so proud and feel honored that you felt love for me before I did for you. Oh, Abhi I love you so much even lot more now hearing your confession. Abhi I too want to be with you . Abhi I want to feel you and touch and kiss you. Abhi I want your arms around me your lips on my lips. Abhi I too want our children. I feel like I am in the seventh heaven. Abhi please tell me again you love me and I am your first love. I just want to hear this and I am going to record this so make it nice confession buddhuram or you will definitely get punishment. Simi jokes;

Abhi replies: Oh god I am scared now. I may not he able to say it the way you want me to or to your expectations. But I will try. Ok Simi here I go. You can record it now. My darling Simi I love you very much. I love you more than myself or any one else. Simi I loved you from the moment I saw you first time and I will always love you till my ast breath and may be beyond. Simi tum hi mera pahela pyar ho.

Simi is stunned hearing as she feels Abhi is so emotional saying those words. She get emotional too. She says: Thank you Abhi. Abhi I want see you. Remember you told me we can chat. I want to see you tonight. Raat ko hum baat karenge. Buddhuram you could have confessed on the computer so I could see you. See, you missed again.

Abhi says: simi tumhare pyar me mujhe pagal deewana jo bana diya hai. Mai kahan thik se soch pa raha hun. I may not have been able to confess this on computer seeing you in front of me. Yes Simi I am also anxious to see how happy you are and yes I want to tell you on your face how much I love you meri jaan. Just send me sms when you get home. Simi aaj mai chain se so paunga and I will dream about our bright future. Bye my dear I love you. Meri jaan.

Simi says: bye Abhi I love you too . tum mere pran meri atma mere dil ki dhadkan ho, Tum meri rag rag me samaye ho buddhuram. I am so happy.I will tell maa. She will be so happy. She deserves to be happy today. Bye Abhi. Raat ko baat karte hain. Abhi makes a kissing sound. Simi is so happy and blushing.

She hangs up and rushes to Manju. Who is seating outside upset. Simi comes and hugs her tight and says: maa I am so happy. I just talk to Abhi.

Manju says: beta is abhi allright? Did you tell him your papaji is getting better? How is he? Simi says: he is fine and he misses me very much. Mom abhi told me he feels same way about me like I feel for him. Maa our plan worked. Thanks for your supporting in my plan. Oh Maa I am so happy.

Manju says: chalo simi. I have to take you to Matarani temple. Right away. She talks to Anuj and asks him to keep an eye on RS. They both go to Matarani temple. Manju says: matarani tera lakh lakh shukriya meri beti ki zindagi sahi mod par laane ke liye aur inhe bachane ke liye. Hum sab par teri kripa drashti banaye rakhna. They both pray and come back to the hospital. Anusha comes there with lunch. Manju sends every one home and stays with Simi.

Anusha can see simi's happiness. She is puzzled. Simi comes and hugs her. Anusha says: beta it looks like your dad is getting better Thank God. They both talk about Abhi. Simi hides the fact as she wants Abhi to tell her that. Simi spends whole day looking forward to Abhi's confession. She keeps listening to his confession on the phone. She goes in dream world. Manju sees Simi happy and asks her to go home as Anuj comes there. Simi is picked up by driver.

Mean while Abhi calls Anusha and tells her all. Anusha is so happy, She says: beta Simi is a gem. I am so glad you realised her worth. And your feelings for her. She was right in sending you away. Oh Abhi I am happy and waiting for the day you come home. I am going to have a big party . I love you beta. I am so proud of you. That you found such a beautiful person as my bahu. I wish she was here when I am talking to you. But she is still in the hospital with Manjuji. Now I realize why she was so happy. I love you beta. Call Anita and let her know. She will be more happy. Abhi says: I will mom. I love you too. Just talked to dad and told him as well. He is real happy too. Bye mom.

Simi comes home and sends Abhi SMS. She turns on the computer and waits. She accepts Abhi;s invitation for chat. She is delighted to see him and could not hide her happiness. She says: chalo buddhuram time to confess. . Abhi teases her : arre yaar kab se practice kar raha hun. Magar tum mujhe aise ghur kar dekhogi to sab kuch bhul jaounga. Kam se kam chhota hoon to aise darao to mat,

Simi says: achcha bachchu phir se dramebaajji. Bas abhi ye drame baazi bandh karo varna main chali jaoungi.

Abhi says: arre baba I get to see you after so many days. Please don't say that. Simi I am so happy to see you finally. I know I promised but we could never chat, Finally the day arrived , At least I Can confess how I feel now on your face even though thru camera . Simi I am so happy seeing you so happy. Thank God your plan worked . our separation made me realize what you are meant to me and how much I love you. Yes Simi I love you so much. Tum hi mera pahela pyar ho. Kaash mai chhu sakta toh batlata mai tumse kitna pyar karta hoon. sorry for making you wait so long. He holds his ears. He adds ab kaho to uthak baithak bhi kar loon. Simi says: let me think about it. Abhi why you look so weak? Are you eating properly? You promised me you will take care of yourself. Abhi jokes: arre yaar yahan tumhare hath ka khana kahan milta hai. Aur kaun mujhe pyar se khilata hai. Simi sach kahun tumhare bina kuch bhi achcha nahi lagta. I wish to come home and be with you. I miss you so much. I feel better seeing your smiling face. Simi I have to go now I have a meeting. I will talk to you later say hi to uncleji and auntitji. Call mom here I will talk to her for minute. I love you jaan. He sends Simi flying kiss . Simi catches it and sends him back. Abhi is happy.

Simi calls Anusha . Abhi talks to her. And wishes them good night Anusha is very happy looking at Abhi. And says: beta please come home soon we miss you. Abhi says: mom I will try to finish my work as soon as possible. I have to arrange some meetings. Then I will buy the ticket. Anusha is happy.

Simi goes to sleep dreaming about their suhaag raat and Abhi is singing to her

Simi is delighted and calls Anusha. She does not respond so she tries to rush to her and almost falls.

To be continued.

This is the best confession ever read.. ohh my god so sweet. I felt i could see them infront of my eyes...