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Episode 24 Simi's plan works.

Abhi is thinking in the car what if simi says no then how will I live 4 weeks without her. Ye kya ho gaya mujhe. Uske bina jaise mera jee nahi lagta. Subah ruthi thi to laga jaise meri jaan chali gayi. Without her my life goes standstill. I could not even eat or think about anything. May be she is right I love her so much, More than I think about it. Then why I am not able to go close to her when I try to be with her? I am her husband and she is my wife. What is stopping me and holding me? May be this being together alone will solve the problem. But for that Simi has to come with me. Matarani please hume juda mat karna. Simi ke bina mai kaise ji paoungna. He is looking at Simi. Simi looks puzzled and worried too. Abhi puts his hand on simi's shoulder and asks her: are you ok? Simi says: I am ok. Are you all right? Abhi nods her head. Simi says: abhi can you hold me I am scared. Abhi brings her closer with other hand. Simi drops her head on his shoulder. And closes her eyes:

The song plays: tum mujse door chale jana na. Mau tumse door chali jaoungi.

Socha tha pyar karke chorise mau tumse baandh lungo dories

Kya tha pata chup jayega chanda yun ruth ke chakori se.

Simi says: abhi I am not sure yet. I will tell you tomorrow then we can decide what to do. What is the need of passport or Visa if I decide not to go.

Abhi says: simi please don't say that. Yaar shubh shubh bolo. And please don't say no to me. Simi we have go get passport and Visa ready even if you decide not to go. This will come handy any time. I want to get application ready tonight as we have no time. We can not wait till tomorrow. Ab chalo uske pahele kahin office bandh na ho jaye. He pulls her hand smilingly. Simi goes with him/ They take applications and other material home.

They arrive home both are quiet in the car thinking. Abhi is very happy finally simi is back in their house. Anusha smiles and welcomes her. She hugs Simi and says: beta welcome home. Ab aise hume chhodkar gusse me kabhi mat jana. Ye tumhara ghar hai. We are happy you are back. Abhi to tumhare bina jaise bejaan hi gaya tha. Jao jakar aram karo beta. Subah baat karenge. Simi says: mummiji. I know this is my home. Where will I go without you and papaji and Abhi. I will never leave you now I promise. She hugs her again. Simi follows Abhi to their room. Abhi comes out after changing. Simi is sitting in the bed thinking about what she will do. She feels real sad thinking about Abhi. See Simi worried and upset. He sits by her and asks: simi I hope everything is ok. Are you not happy coming back home?

Simi holds his hand and in hers and says: abhi I am very happy. How can I not be happy after knowing how much you want me to be with you. Abhi too was very sad leaving you and thought I could leave without you. But I was so miserable is college. I felt like I was going to die. Abhi ye tumne kaisa jaady kiya hai. Tumhare bina na din ko chain hai na raat ko. Kal raat jab tumne mujhe kaha chali jao. Mujhe aisa laga mai mar jaoungi Tumhare bina to mero sanase meri dhadkane mera saath nahi degi,

Abhi mujhse vada karo tum aise sharab nahi piyoge. Aur phir kabhi aisa nahi kahoge mujhe chhodkar chali jao. Mai chahati hun Is ghar se mai tumhare kandhe par apni arthi''. Abhi covers her mouth. Stopping her.

Abhi holds his ears and says: simi sorry. I will never drink such a way to hurt you. Please don't ever talk about dying and all. I can not live without you either. We have to live long life and be with each other and for each other. Mera bhi aisa hi hai. Tum merijaan ho mera jahan ho. Tumhare bina to meri bhi saanse dhadkane ruk jayegi. He hugs her tight kissing her forehead and holds her for little while. He then says: simi we need to fill out application and give them to agent tomorrow. Let us do that first, Simi agrees.

They both fill out application. Simi jokes with Abhi about his speed and all. Abhi jokes with her, They are finally in better mood. Abhi says: Gosh I am tired and have a headche. Simi mumbles: Abhi yahan to tan badan dard kar raha hai. Tumhe kaise bataoun. Tumhare door jane ke kahyal se dil baitha ja raha hai. Par kya karun/ Ab mai tumhe aur dukh nahi pahounchoungi/ She says: loudly Abhi aao aakar so jao. Abhi lies down. She puts his head in her lap and gently massages his forehead,/ Abhi close his eyes and enjoy strokes of Simi's fingers. Then he holds her hand in his and says" Simi ab tum bhi so jao. We have to go early tomorrow morning and meet the agent. He pulls her hand and make her lie down. Holding her tight. Simi hangs on to him for a while and tries to move away. But Abhi does not let her go. Both are afraid and both are unable to sleep. Yet pretend to sleep for the sake of each other tossing and turning. Finally Simi dozes off and so does Abhi in V hours of morning. Abhi wakes up few hours later and watches Simi fast asleep. He wants to wake her up as agent calls. But then he decides against it. He gets ready and bring tea and snack upstairs. Simi wakes up and looks at Abhi who is anxiously pacing left to right in the room. She sits up. Abhi rushes to her asking if she had good sleep. Simi says: yes as good as you did. Are you ok now?

Abhi says: How can I be ok. You have left hanging sword on my head. Simi please don't say no. Come with me.

Simi faintly smile and says: ok Abhi I will come with you are you happy now. Now quit worrying and smile . I know we have to go to agent . we are getting late . Let me get ready. Abhi hugs her tight and says: simi I love you. Thank you. He kisses her forehead, eyes , nose, cheeks and lips and let her go as this is the first time he felt something moved in his heart. He felt like there was a spark in that kiss that he never felt before and he did not want to let go of her. Simi is looking at Abhi who is deep thoughts. Simi goes to get ready and comes out in 30 minutes already to go. Abhi is till in deep thoughts. Simi pours tea for both of them/ They leave shortly to meet travel agent after getting her pictures for paspport and Visa/ They finish all and Abhi drops her to college in very cheerful mood humming the song. Simi smiles and says: abhi I am so happy to see you so cheerful.

Abhi is very busy trying to work out details. He hardly has any time. Few times Simi calls. But they miss each other. Abhi is just happy dreaming about simi and him together going away from it all. He is thinking about the kiss and that felt something different the spark he felt first time kissing Simi may be the beginning of their new relation. He wants go home early. But the paper work keeps piling. He wants to run away from all. But he remembers how badly he failed . He wants to look at his mom and dad and Simi with his head high.

Finally he leaves office arond 10 and call Simi. He asked did she have dinner . Simi says ; not yet. I am waiting for you. since I did hear from you whole day. I have a surprise for you. Abhi says: Oh really. I am excited. Simi we don't have much time. We need to pack also. Oh simi I am excited.

Abhi arrives home . Simi asks him to freshen up. She then blind folds him and takes him upstairs. She sits him on the chair . Abhi smells nice aroma of food combined with flowers and candles. Abhi says: simi please don't make me wait. I am starving.

Simi removes his blind fold. Abhi is surprised to see the table decorated beautifully . With a cake saying : Abhi I love you good luck. Simi asks him to close his eys and make a wish. Then she asks him to cut a cake. They feed each other. Simi serves the food. Abhi loves the food and says: I need to reward the chef. He holds her finger and kisses them. Putting a diamond ring on her finger. Simi is shocked but very happy. She hugs him and says: thank you Abhi. She looks at him with questions in her eyes.

Abhi says: simi jaanti ho ye ring kis liye. Simi says" Tum hi batao. Abhi says: simi ye hamari shadi ki ring hai. I am now feeling like I am ready for the commitment and I am married. Mai apni simi ke bina ab nahi ji sakta. Tumhari jaise mujhe aadat si ho gayi hai. Jab bhi mai ghar aata hun. Mai tumhari woh kadmo ki aahat, tumhara muskurana, tumhare badan ki khsubu, tumahari ye pyar bhari nigahen sab ko dhundhta hun. Meri ankho ko jaise tumhe aise dekhne ka intejaar rehta hai. Agar mai tumhe nahi dekhta to mera man vikal ho uthata hai. Simi says: bas bas mr. poet. Now no more talking Time to eat. Thanks for this beautiful ring. I love it. She kisses his hands. They enjoy dinner. When they finish Abhi helps her gather things. Simi takes care of it. While abhi arranges table and every thing back. That night again simi is thinking how will she explain Abhi if she decides not to go. She prays to Matarani as she can not make up her mind. Abhi unaware of simi's dilemma sleeps peacefully. Next day they both starts packing, Simi packs most of Abhi's things before going to college. One more day passes with Abhi being very busy and simi taking care of things. Finally the day of departure arrives. Simi is not yet sure. She gets her passport and Visa in her hands. Abhi calls travel agent about their booking. Agent says: flight is not full/ You can come and buy ticket later in the afternoon. Simi asks Anusha to spend time with manju and RS. Anusha says Ok. Abhi drops her to sethi Niwas. Simi goes to Matarani temple and prays to make her right decision before they buy ticket. Simi is walking on the road unaware thinking about what to do and slips on the banana peel, she can not get up. She has a real bad pain as she tries to get up. Simi screams. Few people gather and helps her put in Rikshaw, Simi cries with a pain and calls Manju. Manju is sad. She waits outside to take simi to hospital. Manju sits with simi and they arrive at hospital;. Manju asks her to call Abhi. Simi says: She wants to see doctor first. Simi is being checked out by doctor who sends her for x-ray as simi complains about not able to stand up. Simi is waiting for the x-ray and Abhi calls to talk to her all excited. Simi hides her pain and lies. Abhi tells her he will pick her up at 4. and asks her to make sure she has their passport with her. Simi says: don't worry. Simi's x-ray is done and she is taken back to doctor with x ray it is already 2 pm. Simi is checked out by doctor at 2-30, Manju asks what is wrong. Doctor replies simi has a fracture and her right foot will be in the plaster, she has to be off her foot for 2-3 weeks. Manju asks her can she travel to US tonight. Doctor says: No way she can go any where under the circumstances. She has to rest. Scared manju calls Abhi. Abhi is shocked and says: I am coming there in few minutes. He rushes to the hospital. Abhi arrives in no time. Simi hugs him and cry. Manju waits outside. Abhi stays with Simi when they apply plaster to her foot. Abhi is shocked beyond belief . He wants to cry but he keeps brave face to give Simi courage. Abhi goes back to doctor. And begs him to take Simi with him. Doctor says: have you gone mad?. She can't walk and she won't be able to walk for at least 2 weeks. The bone has to heal. You have to go alone/ Abhi comes out and sits on the bench numb. Travl agent calls . Abhi says: I like to post pone my trip. Simi overhears. She says: abhi you have to go. It is not a matter of 2 weeks. It may be months before I can be completely be all right. Doctor told me this before you came. You have to go. For my sake. You can't fail mom and dad again Abhi. Get going I will manage to go home/ Abhi says: Ok Simi I will go but first I will take you home. They take prescriptions and all and leave. Abhi carries Simi from door to the car. They first drop manju. Abhi calls travel agent and asks him to make only one ticket. Simi waits in the car while Abhi gets his ticket ready. He is worried about Simi and comes to check up on her. Simi says: I am fine. She lies. Abhi finally arrive home with Simi. Anusha is waiting anxiously. As mnaju has notified her. Abhi carries Simi inside and puts her on the sofa. He hugs Anusha and cries. Anusha takes him away from there as she does not want Simi more upset. Simi also starts crying as she has hidden her tears. Few minutes later Anusha brings Abhi outside. It is already 6 pm. Abhi gets phone call from the office to get some papers sign. Abhi asks them to bring papers home. He talks to Mr. T who is shocked beyond belief and says: abhi I will go in your place. Abhi says: no Dad I will go. Mr T asks abhi to stay with Simi and he will bring all necessary papers that he needs with him. He advises him to spend as much time with Simi. She must be heart broken. Abhi says: I will dad. I will see you shortly. Abhi carries her upstairs and put her down in the bed breathing heavily. Trying to catch his breath. Simi makes him sit down. She asks Abhi are you ok. Abhi jokes faintly smiling: simi how can I be ok, I had to carry 2 ton weight thru the stairs. I feel like I am going to have heart attack. Simi taps him says: abhi please don't say these words when you are leaving me. She hugs him tight and says: abhi mujhe chhodkar mat jao. Mai tumhare bina mar jaoungi. She sobs hard. Calling his name. Abhi says: simi please mat ro. Tum hi mujhe bhej rahi ho. Mai kahan jana chahta hun. Mai nahi ja raha. Jo hona ho ho le. Dad will go. Some one has to go. Simi I don't want to upset you. Most of all I am worried who will take care of you. Simi I want to stay here and take care of you. I am not going. Abhi is crying now. He makes her lie down as simi is sobbing. Abhi is crying with her. They both are hugging each other tight. Simi calms down and sits up.She hands abhi water. . She massages his back. Simi says: abhi please don't cry. How will we live without seeing each other? Abhi please stop. Mai aise tumhe nahi dekh pati. Mai mar jaoungi Abhi. Abhi says: sorry Simi. Mai bhi. Simi ye kya ho gaya. Kyun hamari taqdeer hume . I am sorry Simi. I won't be able to go leaving you alone here in this condition. I can't go. I will stay with you. Simi says: abhi I will be allright. We will have wheel chair in few hours. I can move in wheel chair. Abhi Tumhe jana hoga. Tumhe tumhari simi ki kasam. Abhi says: simi mujhe kasam mat do. Mai jaonga.

Simi I will fulfill every one's dream especially my Simi's dream. Mere liye tum is duniya me sab se jyada mayne rakhti ho, I will do it for you. Abhi cries again. Simi hugs him one more time and kisses his forehead. She is moving her hand on his face and says: Abhi let me touch and feel you till my heart content. I don't know when will be the next time I will be able to see you and touch you. Simi is moving her hand on his face touching his eyes, his nose his cheeks his lips. Abhi kisses her fingers. Abhi says: simi I promise to see you everyday. We will chat every day on the computer. I will keep my laptop here. We will create your account then we can chat you will see me. I will see you. Yes we will not be able to touch each other. I will miss kissing your hand your fingers your eyes your nose. . I will miss your embrace., warmness of your breath, your smell. Simi how would we live without each other? Simi says: abhi I will be happy to see you every day. You have to promise me though. That you will talk to me everyday

Simi excitingly says: Sach Abhi Mai tumhara pyar hun. I love you abhi. She hugs him tight. Abhi holds her tight for little while and says: yes Simi I love you.. Let me prove it to you meri jaan. He holds her face and kisses her forehead, eyes nose her cheeks and touches his lips with her. He starts kissing her. Simi responds to him with same passion. But her eyes pop in shock. They both kiss each other passionately till they both run out of breath, Abhi moves her away and looks in her eyes and says: simi I love you. I really do. Ab tum mera intejaar karogi na? Jab mai vapas aaonga meri simi ko apni dulhan ke libas me dekhna chahounga tab hamara naya jeevan shuru hoga.

Simi just a fear of staying away from you made me realize how much I love you. When we will stay away we will miss each other . that will make our love will grow even more.. Toh batao meri ye dulhania mera intejaar karegi na? Simi nods her head and hides her face in his chest smilingly. Abhi says: simi smile please one more time. He takes her pictures with his phone. Then he takes few of simi;s pictures in his camera to take along. Simi is in good mood now. Abhi then asks her to make sure to check his bags. Simi calls Anuj and asks him to bring stuff manju has prepeated earlier so she can pack. Simi checks everything 3 times. While abhi goes down stairs as Anusha has called him

Abhi says: thanks mom for helping . I am glad you came to my rescue. Simi is fine now. Mom I hope she is ok when I am gone. Mom I told her how much I love her and she believed every word. I don't know if I saw her crying I could go. Mom I do realize what she means to me. When I saw her in hospital I thought I was going to die. I don't know how I will spend 4 weeks without her. Mom please take care of her.

Simi says:Matarani I have to accept your decision. I am still not sure abhi is telling the truth about loving me or pitying me. But in any case aap ka shukriya. Ye duriyaan abhi ko mere pass jaroor layegi. Mujhe bhi is raat ka intejaar rahega . Jab mera abhi vapas ayega. Simi is smileing. Closing her eyes.

Abhi jokes: So you are happy thinking wow I am free now. No one will bother me any more for a month. Taping he face. Simi pulls him closer and pinches his cheek saying; looks like that is how you are feeling . Wow I am free and may be find some gory madam for me. You better beware. Even if you think about it I will. Abhi says: are mujh garib ki mazal hai kya. Aap ke siva kisike saamne aankh uthakar dekh paoun. Tauba tauba aisi gustakhi kaise kar sakta hun. He makes a face and holds his ears.

Simi pulls him closer, She sighs: abhi ab ye pyarasa, chehra bahut miss karungi. Par kya Karen, Tumhe jana hoga aur mere liye ye jail. Koi baat nahi din raat tumhare naam ki mala. Aur tumhara samaran karungi.

Abhi says: simi swamiji to mai hoona. Phir mala toh mai hi. Apni Urvashi Rambha ko yaad karke'''.., Simi meri najro se door jaroor rahogi.

Najro se door sahi dil se na jaoge

Ram kasam tum bade yaad aaoge

O sajna aa aa

Abhi hugs her tight. Both are trying to smile yet both are so sad as the time for Abhi's departure comes closer. The whole sethi parivar arrives to say bye to Abhi. Anita brings the stuff that both Simi and Anita pack.

Abhi then carries Simi downstairs as her room is ready. Abhi asks her not to come to airport. Simi says: abhi I will come there. I will stay with you till you go for seciurity.You have to make arrangement. Every one tries to convince Simi including Abhi but she refuse to listen. She says: I will use wheel chair. You better make sure I can come with you inside. Simi is very upset. Abhi holds her shoulders and says: Simi calm down. Yes you can come with me. Please don't be upset. Smile please. I need your courage. Please you need to rest some. Let me take you inside. Anusha says: let us have dinner first. Anita says: mom Simidi must be tired. Let her have dinner with Abhi in her room. Anusha agrees. She asks Rosie to make 2 plates. Abhi wheels Simi in her room. He tries to carry her. Simi gets his help to get up and sits in the bed saying: abhi ab aaj se mujhe ye aadat dalni padegi.. They both are hugging each other trying to comfort each other. No one is talking now. Rosie brings 2 plates. Hardly any one has desire to eat. Abhi says: You have to eat now. After I leave you will not eat. Please simi promise me you will take care of yourself. When I come back I want my dulhan to look as beautiful as you look today promise. Me. I want you to come running to me when I return. Simi says: abhi I promise I will try my best. Now you promise me same You will take care of yourself. Aur mujhe bhool nahi jaoge. Mujhe bhi tumhari bahon ka intejaar rahega. After dinner, Abhi make her rest. While he sits by her watchig her. It is 11 pm. An hour away from going to the airport. Simi dozes off because of medicine. Abhi comes out and discuss things with Mr T. and talk to every one. Sethis leave leaving Anuj and Anita to go to airport. As the time approaches.Abhi wakes Simi and helps her get ready. Simi hugs him tight and they both are kissing each other passionately . Abhi asks Simi not to cry. Anusha does his aarti. They leave for the airport. They all go in . After Abhi checks in. He wheels Simi in and they sit holding each other looking at each other, When they call for final security. Abhi hugs simi and brings her back to AA and walks away from Simi. Simi watches him go as if her heartbeats are leaving her. They both pretend to smile yet their hearts are crying.

They both are looking at each other.

To be continued.

Wow di!!! What an episode⭐️.👏👍🏼

Already read it 3 times and will read it again and again.

Finally our buddhuram realized his love.❤️

Waiting for the lovely moments of SimBhi.😍

Thank you for the lovely episode.🤗

Just one request.Next time jaldi se update post karna.😃

Originally posted by: rama6

Thanks for the update di...

was eagerly waiting for this...so abhi realized his love for simi...
waiting for the romantic moments between them...
pls post next update soon...

Originally posted by: kalabhi

Rama 6 this is sooooo................... cutie, i love this guy, yekada ninchi sampadinchavu😉, where did u get this sweety fellow yaar, hame bhi batao.