I went out for dinner with my bhaiya and bhabhi. they came especially to see me. I've been pikced up from hostel. how could I eat when I saw shashank sitting only two table away chatting with his mates. I was in shock. I never saw him around the college. I have never seen him for three months. which helped me not to think about him. But the last frightening moments and conversation we had scared the hell out of me. The only thing i could do when I remember those words was to assure my self that only Allah will get find a way out of this problem.
I had been staring at the table in which he was sitting with his mates for too long. Bhaiya and bhabhi had followed my gaze. They knew what had got my attention. why I became so pale as if I had seen a ghost. I could not do anything to control my feeling. Then he stood Up, paid the bill and left with his mates. I took control on myself but I was scared. Something inside me kept telling me something is going to be wrong. My sister was more worried than I was. Everyone was thinking what can be done about the matter. A million dollar question in everyone's mind. And I was left with only fear in my heart. he had come back into her life. To take what was not his.
Her bhai looked at her with concern in his eyes he did not know what could be done now. "gauri why don't you go to khala ji's house (moms sister). Suggested bhabhi. "humare saath chalo" suggested bhaiya. She looked at both of them. She knew they were worried. She had to nake them relax she had to tell them that she will be ok. She straightened herself. Then with control said "mujhe hostel drop kar dein." stating she is not scared. "fikar mand na hon, hostel ki char deewari me wo mujhe koi nuksan nahi pohencha sakta.". They gave up, she was too stubborn. They were helpless they could not do anything so they dropped her at the hostel. Her bhabhi kept on reading ayats and surats and kept blowing on her. "mama app popho pe jado kar rahi hain" said shanti bhai's three year old daughter. She was so innocent it made me laugh. Bhai too laughed but bhabhi stayed quiet she was too worried for me.
Last two night had been horrible for me. There were no other girl in the hostel except for me. It was night. I tried to sleep but the fear got to me. It kept me awake. Maybe It was just my imagination I kept hearing the sounds of the knock on the door and the window banging into each other. I thanked Allah when I saw the sun was out it was bright outside. For the two days I have been scared as if someone is going to kill me. As if I a kill threat. The hostel warden knocked on the door. I opened the door. "mr shashank aap se milna chahte hain. Inhe app se zarrori kaam hai. Unho ne kaha hai ke unho ne principle se ijazat li hai." after saying this she left. I was shaking as If a leaf would with the wind. I could not understand what to do. Everything was messed up. Why did he came here. The fear got to me again. I said no to meet him he would stop me any where in the way on my way to airport. What could I do meet him or not. Meeting him here was less risky than meeting him outside. I gathered my courage and sorted my hair. Then I put on the my dupatta really tight around my head it was covering my body up to knee. There was no one in the hostel today and I was scared. The visitor door was completely open there was no sign of the warden. I entered the room and went to the centre of the room where shashank was standing. Making sure I stay back enough for him not to touch me. My head was bowedd do I could not see him. I hated his face. I hated him. I heard him moving. I looked around to see that he had locked the door. He gave a very poisonous smile.
I took hold of the sofa that was next to me when I backed away as he was coming towards my. Even though I had support it did not mater my mind and body left my side. " miss gauri." he gritted out the words. "you do know I can do whatever I want with you now. Warden won't come in as I told her that we love each other. You scream and no one will be able to help you. And even if someone hears it only you will me defamed not me. Everyone will call you bad. They will question your character not mine." I felt a slap on my face. I knew he was right. I was trembling with fear. This could not happen to me. "please shashank leave me let me go. Please" my trembling voice made him happy I was begging that is what made him more happy. He gave away a victorious smile. "tum andaza nahi laga sakti ke paise me kitni takat hai. Me chahon to tumhe kahin pe bhi le ke jane ki zarorat nahi hai. I can stay in this room with you for a month because of the holidays and no one say any thing. I can do what ever I want with you. Or tumhare maa baap ke farishton to bhi pata nahi chale ga. You know that don't you."
I was crying. I was apologizing. I was begging in front of a stone to let me go. My ego, my self respect everything disappeared. At that time I was only a girl. A girl who's pride was at stake. Standing in front of a man who could do anything as he pleases. I was begging.
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