Geet didn't knew what she could do to meet him ...every day was getting more n more difficult and that's when she got a call from her colleagues in KC during thr lunch hours ...in between the routine talks and gossips which geet was least interested in they told her that maan is back from london his morning .. all her attention was this one piece of information ...her face suddenly got the color back with blood rushing through her body at higher speed ...just a little hope of her being able to meet him ...
It took her hours to get ready that evening...god she was so nervous almost shivering ...meeting him after so long ..n the fact that he knows her feelings ...the redness of her face only increased while te smile never left her face ...may be the sudden change in her gloomy self was what it took for her chachi to allow her to step out of the house alone ...
It was evening n geet was in KM ..dadi maa ..aniee were surprised to see her though but happy that she is so much better ...prem was on top of the world ..smiling jumping around ...
Yeappieee ...geet aunty aapko pata hai mene aapko kitna missy kiya ...
Aww mera baby mne bhi buht missy kiya aapko ...
So geet ..how r u n yeh cast kb tk ..
Mat pocho aniee thak gyi mien tu ...n bow finally 3 din bd yeh cast hatega mere haath se ...
Chalo koi baat nahi bete 3 din ki hi tu baat hai ...
N the usual chatter continued ...she was surprised aniee or dadi never mentioned maan even once but she managed to get prem tell her ..
Chachu tou jab se aaye hain tab se study mien hain ...mere saath khela bhi nahi ...n office bhi nahi gye ..adi uncle aaye thay files dene phir who bhi chale gye ..
Umm ..geet bete choriye na yeh sab ..maan ka tu bs office ki kisi bt pr mood off hai n subha hi aaye thay tu office nahi gaye ...jaane dijeye
Han geet tu yeh sab chor ...mere saath chal ...mene new movie download ki hai ..hum who dekhte hain warna phir tumhare jaane ka time hujayega ...
Geet was feeling something was wrong but she didn't knew what ...n dadi n aniee's weird behaviors only confirmed her thoughts ..her restless heart got worst n she decided she have to see maan ...what is it that they all r avoiding any talk related to him ..
Geet somehow managed to get to his study avoiding getting caught by anybody ..but it was empty she didn't knew where maan will be ..this was a completely different section of the 2 floor ..away from the guest rooms in an extreme corner ..disappointed she came ou when she heard someone grunting in the last room n then thr were sounds of something breaking ... geet heart beat was running at an exceptional rate when she entered the room ...it was maan's personal gym ...he was sweating like he had been here since long there were ice slabs some broken ..some still in line to be broken ..n a few hard wooden sticks in a corner already in pieces ...geet didn't knew what to make out of it ..her eyes were watery ..legs jammed at the entrence ...heart pacing high n face sweating when maan aimed another ice slab
n when his hand hitting the slab left a scream from her mouth ..
Maan sir ...
It was so involuntary she couldn't help n now seeing the red shot eyes glaring at her had her shaking with fear ...she never thought she would be meeting him in such a way ...like this ..what is he doing ..she know he is short tempered but what has happened ..if any other day seeing him naked from top sweating with his muscles buldging n his sweaty perfect six pack abs would have had her drooling over him but today ... he teriffied her ..thr was so uch anger in him ..she didn't had any idea what would have caused it ...least did she knew it was the cast on her hand the bruise on her head ...n most importantly the fact he is the reason for all of it ..
Maan looked away not able to bear her scrutening glaze looking straight in his eyes ..he was about to ask her to get out when her frightened voice snapped the last thread of his sanity ..
Yeh sab ...kyu..kyun ..itna ..itna ghussa kyun hain aab ...(geet was so scared seeing all the distruction in the room her tears spilled n she finally managed to take a few steps ahead in his direction)..
Stop ...wahin rok jao ..(geet looked at him confused but stopped her eyes quesioning him while he never looked at her).. mere paas mat aana geet ..jao yahan se ..mujhe koi baat nahi karni tum se ..
Par kyun ...(her heart was pleading him to look at her once confused as to what she has ever done to deserve this berukhi ...akhir kiya kya hai mene ...her heart cried but she stood thr shedding tears of helplessness)
Maan couldn't have been more frustrated with himself ..with his ill fate ...with her ..with everything around them ...y she has to be so innocent ...can't she understand he has been avoiding her all the while .. n all his anger on self was now out on her in the next second wit one question he has been wanting to ask her ever since that day ..
Kyun ...yeh tum mujhe btao ..y did u ..?? kyun kiya tum ne who ..agar kuch hujata tumhain tu ..
Maan sir woh log aap par goli chalane wale thay ...
Tu mar jaane deti mujhe ..
Geet gasped n stepped back in shock ..she saw so much of hatred in his eyes ..she couldn't believe herself ..except she mistook that hatred in his eyes for herself when infact every bit of it was for his own self ..
Maan sir mien ...
Her tears didn't seem to stop niether her heart paced slow ..while he continued blasting all his anger on her ..
Bas ..ek lafz aur nahi bologi tum ...Ms. Geet Handa ..tum wahan meri responsibility thi ...agar tumhain kuch hujata tu kya jawaab deta mien yahan sabko ..khud apne aapko ...ek baar nahi socha tumne ke mien ...(maan paused feeling the excruciating pain in his heart again ..all these hours of martial arts activitied could never give him as much pain as this one memory can) u know what just ...//
Maan turned away from her not being able to hold himself ...If geet could have looked away from those anger filled eyes she would have noticed the pain ..the fear in his voice ...she would have understood ..all of this has been so difficult for him ...
She stood thr facing his back n said in a trance ..not realizing how much it would annoy him ..
Mien sirf aapko bachana chahti thi ..
Geet U ... (if she would have been a guy ..maan would have punched him hard till now .. but he stopped turning to face her almost towering her n said in the most frustrated arrogant tone) .. u should never forget that I m the boss here ..n u r JUST an employee not my personal bodyguard to protect me ..
Geet looked at his eyes that were spitting fire with her teary eyes she didn't understand why he was being so bitter ...even after knowing her feelings was it so difficult to understand why she did that ..or he is so insensitive towards her ...did she read it wrong all the while ...?? Does he really hate her ...but ...
While her heart was questioning him of all this her mind mocked her ownself .. what r u hoping for ..!! he himself declared u JUST HIS EMPLOYEE ...what else u want ..to get rejected directly ...he is being modest by not mentioning any of it ...n indeed u read it all wrong all the while ...
Geet said looking at him straight in the eyes ..while her tears still making away out ..
I m sorry sir ...mien apna designation bhool gayi thi ..bholl gayi thi k mien sirf aapki ek employee hoon ..
Having said that she could no longer stand thr in front of him n made a run out of the house ..trying to mufle her sobs ...n only after she left maan realized what he has done ..with the realization he lost all strength n fell down on the ground ... tears that were held for so long made way ..with a earth shattering scream ...it wasn't easy or him ..ever since the accident ..only he knew how he survived all this chaos .. Those criminals have been behind him ever since ..he had to be under cover ..the police commissioner adviced his family to keep low ..n him to leave the country ...n he obliged only too willingly knowing him being away from her would keep her alive ...protecting her from both those goons and his ill fate ...everything was perfect ..he didn't had the courage to face her n the police gave him an easy escape to avoid her ...every day he kept a tab on her health keeping in touch with her doctor ...every day he made sure prem had called her n he gets to know how is she ...but now being back n still not being able to meet her had been eating him ...every fiber of his existance wanted to rush to her n embrace her the minute he landed in delhi ...but his fear never let him ...dadi maa n aniee had seen his irritable mood since morning ..he had been blasting on everyone except for prem thankfully ...n here as always geet became the target of his all bolted emotions ...nothing new ..his every emotion started with her n has to end at her ..nobody could give him the peace she can .. but today she has left him with a life long agony .. a pain to have hurt her ..a self loath to have made the most innocent angel on earth cry ..
Everything changed from thr onn ...it took her a month to recover ...n she extended her sick leave ...it weren't the physical bruise that needed rest but she needed to prepare herself to face him because no matter what she can't get herself to hate him ...she tried ...tried so hard that she failed only to realize how deep she has fallen ...things had been difficult I the beinning ...being the same room n have a discussion on the project were unbearable but time is a magic in its own way ...soon it all became like it wa s.. except nothing is ever the way it had been once ...geet knew it ...maan knew it ..even dadi n aniee could feel it ...their relation ..everything would have been eneded that day only if not for dadi maa indulging prem n geet closer n closer ..she knew if once attantched to prem geet won't have an option to leave maan's life neither will he be able to avoid her n that's exactly what happened ...even if they couldn't have a proper discussion on any project ..geet would never neglect prem's study for her own self neither will maan ...prem was week in hindi ..science n geography n geet worked hard with him n even maan did ...it al followed so well breaking the invisible wall of hatred in geet n the barrier maan was trying to create around himself to keep geet away ...it has taken years of effort for dadi n aniee to get them to this point ...but even now it only takes a few words for geet to again fall in the darkness of reality ...
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