PART 17
Morning at KC ...
As planned geet was thr in the parking lot at time waiting for maan ...maan did reached thr n saw her standing by her scooty with her head dipped down ..clutching the end of her dupatta .. maan stood thr by the pillar for a while ..he couldn't sleep the whole night n as usual was in his gym when his mobile buzzed with the daily alarm ..he couldn't face dadi ..she would have guessed the wrong in him so he left early n now here he was in the office before anyone else having a glance at her to his hearts content ...she was looking at her watch after a while employees has started coming in greeting her inquiring about her waiting here n she answered them politely about the site visit she was to go on with him as his personal assistant ...maan observed her closely her eyes were red swollen n face pale with tiredness ...he was sure she hasn't slept last night ...he clenched his fist hard in anger ...the pain from thw worsening bruise never hurt him as much as the hollowness of her searching eyes did ...what has he done to her ...!! He didn't deserve even her hatred let alone her love after all he has said n done ...even then she doesn't let go of the feelings hurting herself ...maan closed his eyes in pain when someone greeted him from the back n geet saw him ... with a cold nod maan went ahead as if nothing happened n greeted her morning ...she replied with a nod while maan guided her to the car ...n to her surprise he was driving himself ...
She was almost about to ask him not to drive with his bruised hand but then feared his boss-employee lecture so kept mum ...the 3 hours drive to the outskits of delhi was quite except for few minor details maan was needed to be aware of ...geet never lacked professionalism in her n he knew it ...no matter what she would never neglect her work but he could see the hesitence in her while talking ..she didn't even looked at him once ..his heart pained with her in difference but his brain mocked him ...indeed he deserved every bit of it ...when he had been subjecting her to this very same attitude he has no right to complain ...neither did he ...as the hit the highway ..away from the loud horns n noises of traffic the calm embraced them ..a deadly calm that irked them both ...geet could see his hand swelling ...every second her heart pained seeing him hurting himself ...n a kind of anger rising in her for his negligence ...but she couldn't say anything to him ..after all he is her BOSS ...she looked away not able to bear the sight of his bandaged hand ...n closed her eyes n the tiredness n crying of whole night took a toll on her n she slept for next hour ...maan stopped at the gas station ..n glanced at her ..she looked so divine yet troubled ..the worry lines on her forehead urged him to carese her face n kiss them away ...he lowered his side of window to ask the guy to fill the tank also to look into the engine the meter showed it over heated ...just as he turned opening the bonet for the guy to look at ..fresh air entered the car making him enhale her frangrance n a few strandsof her hair that were set lose from her braid fall on her face ...they obstructed his view ...he looked at her ..n the hair strand that had fallen on her face touching her lips at the corner disturbing her sleep ...
Maan leaned forward n blew air on her face lightly to get the hair away from obstructing his view while she smiled in her smile making his lips curve into one ...he lowered his head almost in a trance n dropped a feather light kiss at the corner of her lips jealous from the hair that touched her soft rose petal like lips ...a touch so light still the hot breath that fanned her face n the strong masculine fragrance that filled her nostriles had her open her eyes n look at him an inch away from her that even taking a breath would diminish the distance between them ...thr eyes locked n she kept looking at him ..didn't knew what to do ..how to react ..if she is still dreaming or this is some other world coz in no life this can be reality ...while was still lost in the depth of her eyes burnig with the slight touch ..aching to feel her all over again ..take her pain away ..make her aware of his love for once ...captivated by her hazel almond eyes that stared at him so many questions n he had only one way to answer them all ...he lowered his head n touched her lips with his looking straight in her eyes asking her permission ...n she subbmitted herself in this intoxicating feeling ..closing her eyes leaving herself at his mercy ...before he could claim her as his the guy left the bonet close with a thud making her jump up with a shock n getting him out of his trance ...(all jootis accepted) geet glanced at him immediately n saw him as shock as she was ...but didn't understand why ..she looked around n saw that they were at a gas station n knew probably he was here to get the tank full ...but why is he so shocked ..
Babaji kahin yeh bhi tu so nahi gye thay gas bharwate bhartwate ... But then how stupid it was to think ..
Tu bhi kuch bhi sochti hai ..aisa thorai huta hai ...
If only she knew about the sinful thoughts he was having just a minute ago ...maan was shocked beyond words to have thought like that for geet ...being alone with her has always been a test to his self-control n today is going to be another worst of such days ..h sighed n got out of the car frustrated ..talked with the guy about the engine n bought some water from the shop ..geet observed him ...he looked quite irritated ..don't know y ...then looked at his hand that just collided with the metal body of his car ...she didn't understand what was going on with him ...y was he hurting himself ...she saw him getting into the tuck shop n went behind him with a determined expression having enough of his stubbornness ...while he was ordering a water bottle she ordered for a pain killer ...maan glanced at her worried y she needed it but was awarded by her deadly glaring anger filled eyes ...not he didn't deserved it ...well he was the person she should be hating ..so her anger wasn't surprising but y the painkiller ..just as they stepped out of the shop maan turned to ask her when she extended her hand with a painkiller towards him ..surprising him ...not that his hand wasn't pain but it was nothing when he looked at her the physical pain seemed nothing ..n he replied trying to be polite with her for once ..
Geet ..mujhe ...mujhe iski zarorat nahi hai ..i ..i am perfectly fine ..
Geet was trying so hard to keep a check on her words but he was testing her patience ..she turned towards him n said in a clipped tone : Maan sir ..dekhiye aapke haath mien chot lagi hai aur aap buhat dair se drive kar rhe hain ..kha lijeye dard kam hujayega ..
Maan looked away hating himself all the more seeing her concern for him ...n said rudely
I said I m fine Ms. Handa ..
Uff ...again ..Ms.Handa ...that was the last hit to the volcano n she snapped at him ..taking 2 steps at once coming towards him glaring at him hard with her angry big duo shaped eyes ...kind of scaring him ...
Aap khate hain k nahi ..
Maan looked at her ...the sherni was unleashed n didn't wanted to face her anger a it would only mean complete silence from her side ...n he accepted fearing any more reactions from the Geet Handa ...her silent treatments are worst then anything in the world ...so he stepped back saving his life ..
Han mien ...woh .. theek hai mien le leta hoon ..(n then with attitude) if u insist ..
Geet shook her head at his arrogance ...while Maan took the painkiller n she stood crossing her arms until he gulped it down with water ..
Pata nahi kis baat par itna akarte hain ...dhusht danav ..Kharoos khurana ..
Maan looked at her n said ..
Abb khush ..
Geet gave him a cold shoulder n went towards the car without even sparing him a glance ...while maan stood thr amazed ... its rare to see her this much angry but always a treat ..if nothing atleast now she has some color to her face n her eyes are not hollow anymore ...maan looked up n thanked heaven for sending this angel to his life ...he stepped ahead n saw her smiling at the call with someone ...for a moment jealousy burned him until he heard her say prem's name ...so it was prem on the other end ...he was so glad to hear her usual talk with prem n aniee wishing them both good luck for their respective tests n then handed over the cell phone to maan to do the same ...prem was so confident about his test while aniee was nervous ..maan wished them luck n turned to give her phone back when he saw her praying for them both ...a smile touched his lips n he drove to his site ...
The day went so fast with all the work at the site n near its office ...files ...files n more files were all hey got ...n finally it was evening when maan decided to leave for today ...geet made sure she has made all the progress report for the client ...n just when she was clearing the files close he got a call from dadi maa ...
On their way back it was now dark on the highway but good for them they managed to leave the site in time n were now by the end of the highway ...geet was super tired ..first it takes so much of her energy to avoid maan when all her heart wants is to be with him ...then she hadn't slept last night or for last few nights for that matter ..last but nt the least the drive had taken even last bit of energy ...she was almost about to doze off in the car but opened her eyes whn maan stopped the car n stepped down ...she wasn't getting any clue on whats going on in his mind ...
Babaji seriously yeh maan sir na ..ek tou mien itni tired hoon abb inko yahan kya kaam hai ..
Maan saw her still sitting in the car ..already he was pissed with dadi maa's order to visit this dargah on the way n this girl was testing his temper ..he walked back n opened her door ..
Invitation dena parega tumhain utarne ke liye ...
Gi ..
Chalo geet ...
Par kahan ..??
Maan closed his eyes nexhaled sharply to control his temper n answered her ..
Tumhain saamne kya dekh rha hai ..
Geet moved ahead n looked behind him ..it was a dargah ..a very small n solitary one she wondered what is he doing he doesn't even pray that often then paying visit to dargah ..her confusion was crystal clear on her face ..n maan answered ...
Dadi ne kaha hai ...
Geet nodded n stepped down ...even though it was almost night but thr were vehicles on the highway ..while crossing the road almost naturally maan held her hand in his firm grip n geet didn't even realized it ...everything seems to real until they stood at the entrance of dargah n saw two separate entrances for men/women she turned to her left while maan was taking off his shows still unconsciously holding her hand that geet realized his grip on her hand ..she turned n saw his hand holding her hand ..thr eyes met n for a moment the softness in thr eyes had them stand still n maan got startled with the depth of her ocean deep eyes it was so unerving to stand in front of her love filled eyes n not respond to them ...he left her hand abruptly n said fumbling with his words ...
Wohh ...wohh traffic tha ..tu mene ...tumhain kuch hujata tu wohh iss hi liye .. ( n then masked his tone with a cold voice) ...aur waise bhi u r my responsibility here ...
Geet kept looking at him while he looked everywhere else then her ...n she smiled sadly ..
Ofcourse ...thanks sir
She left covering her head with her dupatta while maan stood thr cursing his heart n went in ..
Maan entered thr nsat by the shrine.. beside him was a man in a very bad state ..dirty cloths long beard gave him the thread to tie on the pillar ..
Baandh du yeh dhagah aur maanglo apne dil ka sukoon uss zaat-e-paak se ..yeh jo bechane tumhare dil ko ghere hai sab door hujayegi ...
Maan looked at the thread skeptically ..he really don't believe in all this but people around him seemed to ..one to the person behind him commented ..
Arre janaab buhat khushkismat hain aap ..yeh baba har kisi ko aise dhaga (thread) bandhne ko nahi kehte ...par yeh jo kehte hain who sach huta hai ...
Kyun kuan hain yeh ..peer faqeer ...bhagwaan ..kuan hain ..??
Bas ek deewana ...
Sorry what ..
Suna hai inki biwi ki maut hugayi hai kafi saal pehle tab se yeh yahan hi rehte hain unke liye dua tilawat (prayer) karte hain aur apni maut ka intezaar karte hain ...itne saloon se yahan hain ke jo koi yahan aata hai inn se zaror milta hai ...magar yeh har kisi se baat nahi karte ..lekin jo kehte hain sach hota hai phir wohh kisi ke dil ka haal hu ya phir agar kisi ko dua den ..inka kaha kabhi khali nahi jaata ...
Maan shook his head n went away from thr ...he just couldn't understand what he was doing here ...when he doesn't even have an inch of believe in all this ...he was standing thr by the netted partition between men/women portion n saw geet on the opposite side ...praying guess she had just tied the thread ...she looked so serene ..masoom jaise koi dil se nikli dua ..n that's when that malang started singing his usual song ..
(its the title track of star plus's old drama TERE LIYE )
Jism Pak Aankho Mein Bhar Loon
Saans Saans Mein Shaamil Ker Loon
Is Duniya Mein Jaan Gawaa Tujhe!!!
Us Duniya Mein Haasil Ker Loon
Maan stood thr looking at her ...indeed all he wanted for himself was to have her in his life in some life when he won't have to bear the fear of loosing her ..
Zindagi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Zindagi Mile
Har Khushi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Ik Khushi Mile
He has hurt her so much ..so many times but gods knows all he ever wanted for her was her happiness ...if he could he would trade his life for her happiness ...he loved her n he could do that for her without any regret ..
Hoo!!!
Zindagi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Zindagi Mile
Har Khushi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Ik Khushi Mile
Wo Maang Loon Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye, Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Geet on the other side was in a completely other dilemma ...she didn't knew what is happening around her ...even after all her attempts to avoid she isn't able to ...even after all his rude ness she can't hate him ...infact if anything she if falling for him everyday ...despite all her tries to make herself calm ..she wasn't able to until today ..no matter how much she denies it ..this is what the truth is ...he is her sole happiness ...nobody n nothing can give her the happiness he brings in her life ..
Tu phir kyun mien inki baton par itna react kar rhi hoon ..
Yeh tu aise hi hain na ..kharoos ..dhusht ...danav
Humesha se aise hi karte hain ...kuch bhi bolte hain ...mera dil dukhate hain ..but khayaal bhi tu rakhte hain na ...abb pyaar karne se pehle mene unse poucha tu tha nahi k wohh bhi mujh se zaroor pyaar karenge ...tu phir kya faida unki baton pr sochne ka ...
Geet sighed getting confused ...she didn't knew what made her happy anymore n she went to sit by the wall ...pata nahi kismet ka khel hai ya kudrat ki sazish ...she saw him sitting by the shrine praying ..she saw him n kept looking at him ...
Jism Pak Ankhon Mein Bhar Loon
Saans Saans Mein Shamil Ker Loon
Is Duniya Mein Jaan Gawaa Tujhe
Us Duniya Mein Haasil Ker Loon
Tere Liye, Haan Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Haan Tere Liye
She never wished for anything more than his acceptance ...but not at the cost of his peace ...every time they fight ..it leaves them both restless n irritated ..
Zindagi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Zindagi Mile
Har Khushi Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Ik Khushi Mile
if she could she would have given her every breath to buy his happiness but fate has choosen her as his distress only ...
Rooh Se Rooh Ke Darmiyaan
Ishq Ke Hazaaro Jahan
Ya Khuda Ya Khuda
Mujhko Dede Agar Ik Jahan
Usske bas mien huta tu sach mien poora jahan naam kar deta iske ..har saans ..har lamha zindagi ka uss par fanaa kar jaata ...pr kya kare wohh jab uski zindagi hi bad-dua (curse) hu iske liye ...
Tou Maang Loon Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Jism Pak Ankhon Mein Bhar Loon
Saans Saans Mein Shaamil Ker Loon
Is Duniya Mein Jaan Gawaa Tujhe
Us Duniya Mein Haasil Ker Loon
Tears slipped from her eyes but she kept looking at him ...her every pain ...every hurt was bearable just as long as he is with her ...chahe jitna bhi rootle ...jitna bhi daantle ...wohh paas hain yeh khayaalhi kaafi hai dil-e-nadaan ki taskeen ko ...
So Sitam Utha Ker Bhi Jo Ik Khushi Mile
So Jannate Gawaa Ker Bhi Jo Ik Zameen Mile
Tere Sajde Mein Sir Hai Jhukaa
Tu Ibadat Hai Tu Hi Dua
Maut Ke Baad Bhi
Jo Mile Bandgi Ka Silla
Wo Maang Loon Tere Liye
Tere Liye Tere Liye Tere Liye Tere LIye
Maan only wished for her happiness ...n to find a way to make things better ...her selflessnature her concern her care ..her love was making him weak every day ... every time he hurts her ...he hurts himself hundred times more ...yet even after all of it he finds her there for him ...by his side ..
Wohh samajh hi na pata usski masoomiyat par gumaan ..ya uski muhabbat par rashk ...jab bhi uski ankhoon mien dekhta tou apna aks pata ..aur uss dard ko jo issne usse diya hai ...uss dard ki chubhan se isska dil cheer jata ...aur phir kuch baqi rehta tu who khud se nafrat ..
Uss ki wafa ke aage isska sar jhukta ...magar phir yeh soch kar who mou pheer leta ke kahin khuda khafa hukar door na karde iss pari ko uski zindagi se ...
Jism Pak Ankhon Mein Bhar Loon
Saans Saans Mein Shaamil Ker Loon
Is Duniya Se Jaan Gawaa Tujhe
Us Duniya Mein Haasil Ker Loon
Tere Liye, Haan Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Jism-O-Jaan Lutta Ker Bhi
Jo Ik Hassi Mile
Dil Agar Jalla Ker Bhi
Jo Roshni Mile
Wo Maang Loon Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Maan stood up ..praying for some peace for himself n worlds happiness for her when he finally felt those eyes staring at him ...he turned around n saw the slight space at the end of the netted partition where she was sitting looking at him ...didn't knew what it was in her eyes ...some very strong determination ...something that scared him ...something that made him feel he will loose himself this very moment n he looked away ...
N the last tear slipped from her eyes while a smiled touched her lips ...now she knows for sure its his happiness that can give her peace even if it means shedding her heart into million peaces every day .. n if it is so then she is in for it for a lifetime ...!!
Janmoo Ka Pyaar Tere Liye
Khushiyan Hazaar Tere Liye
Jannat Dua Tere Liye
Ye Jaan Nisaar Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Tere Liye, Tere Liye
Tere Liye Tere Liye
Tere Liye Haan Tere Liye
Tere Liye Haan Tere Liye
N they walked out of thr both praying for strength ..courage n a way to make things better no matter what the future holds for them ...all they want is to be able to be with each other ..but will the Almighty allow this course for this life ..?? PRECAP :-
new secretary ...oppsss everything is flying out of his cabin .. alright people ...if u r thinking i m gonna make geet Jealous with this new entry tou its not completely right though at some point yes ...but mostly its gonna let geet aware of how different maan has been treating her ... in short a hell more confusion in her mind before she actually gets to know the real feelings of MSK ... n ofcourse the FUN IS GOING TO BE BACK
sobia4maaneet2015-07-02 05:47:45
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