||Phir Se....|| A MehRya FF - Completed.Final Chapter in Pg 53, 20/Feb - Page 35

Originally posted by: ArVi-licious

Mehak is pregnant and he is obviously sick with a brain tumor... But please plz plz can u make it curable disease... It's all in your hands!!!

Originally posted by: adi_gupta

suddenly what happen? is he ill or something going on

Originally posted by: Niha1999

nice update...interesting

eagerly waiting for ur next chapter...

Oh no.. yeh kya hogaya ?😔

Originally posted by: sreeshya

Oh no.. yeh kya hogaya ?😔

Starting was really good.. End thak athe athe shaurya ne mehak ka dil thod diya.. Is it related to the headache issue ? And what happened to mehak ?

Can't wait to know what happens next..

U write really well.. 😊keep it up 👍🏼and pls update the next part soon..

Chapter 17

"Phir Se, phir se usee mod pe mein wapas aa gaya. Tanha, Akela aur Mayoos (Once again I am back at same point. Isolated, Lonely and Despair), he told himself. He had everything until few days back. A Caring wife, a lovely daughter , a family he treasured most. He threw it all away. He broke her, his Mehek. He tore her apart. He caressed her picture. He asked his butler to remove all pictures of Mehek and Pari in the house and put it in his room. It made him feel that they are near to him. Eventhough he knew it was a lie. He missed Mehek. He loved her from bottom of his heart. Yet he threw such harsh words at her, insulted her and degraded his own feelings as lust. He hugged her photograph and wept. "I am sorry, Mehek. Please forgive me", he apologized. He desperately wanted to talk to someone. But he had none. He bitterly recalled his past showdown with Purab few days back. Thanks to his rudeness, his best friend was no longer in talking terms with him.

After his last meeting with Mehek, Purab came to see him at Khanna mansion. Shaurya was sipping his finest single malt whiskey. "Bhai, you are being unfair. Mehek has every right to know. Tell her the truth and let her decide. You have no right to decide for her future", Purab argued. "To hell with it. Life is never fair, bro. I did the best I could do for Mehek." Shaurya countered. "No, you didn't. Deep down you know it too. Family stays together. If you don't have guts to tell her then I will ", he declared. Purab was horrified by the shattering sound of the decanter. "I curse the day I kept you as my emergency contact. Else you would never have known a thing. Don't misunderstand the friendship I had bestowed all these years as your right to rule over me, Purab. Don't forget that you are not my brother but just an employee. I won't spare you if you decide to cross the line" , he threatened. Purab was hurt deeply . His face reminded of Mehek. Oh god, I am becoming a monster Shaurya said to himself. "Yes Boss. I will never forget to be in my limits" Purab quickly retreated. Just then landline rang and Purab answered it. "Hello, Khanna Mansion. Yes. When ? Okay . Thanks for informing. He is busy now. I am not sure whether he will be able to come. Nevertheless he will be informed. Bye". Shaurya was looking at him anxiously when Purab said , " Mehek is not well. She has been hospitalized ". "What? Is she ok? I am going to her. I want to see her" he told. "Don't", Purab stopped him. "You will simply raise false hopes. She and Pari need to come to terms that Shaurya Khanna is no longer in their life. Especially Pari has to learn to fend for herself and her mother." Shaurya looked at his friend in disbelief when he continued, "Mehek shall be ok. With time she will get better. She is in shock right now. The man she trusted most broke her. How did you expect her to react? Unless you want to keep up your charade, stay away from her" . Shaurya was speechless. He couldn't believe Purab. "May be you can go and enquire", he asked softly. "Why should I ? She is not my sister or relative. She was wife of my boss who will be divorced soon. If it's an official order , I will comply else I have not personal reasons to meet her. " Purab left soon. He remained true to his words and didn't spill Shaurya's secret, even to their Amma. After several attempts when her sons didn't tell her the truth, Amma left them. She decided to stay with Mehek rather than with Purab & Shaurya. Purab further drifted away from Shaurya. All their communication were just official. Shaurya literally imprisoned himself at Khanna mansion. He rarely went outside and worked from home. He preferred to remain locked with memories of Mehek.

Mehek was being discharged from hospital. Amma's presence made a huge difference to her. She was always blessed with good mother-in-laws, although this privilege didn't extend to her spouses. From Amma, she knew about Shaurya's strange behaviour once he was back from abroad. Something happened at that period of time. Purab was aware of it, however he seemed to be bound to their bro-code and didn't confide to Amma. Once the initial shock was over, Mehek could think straight. She understood that Shaurya was hiding something from all. Something big enough to separate her and Pari from him. She could see through his pretenses. But she was exhausted now. She always initiated further steps when Shaurya withdrew and held back, whether it was her efforts to save their marriage or knowing truth about Nehal or taking their relationship to next level. She had done enough . Unless Shaurya too wants, she was unable to save their marriage. If he decided to remove her from his life then she had no choice but to act in accordance. She won't beg him to share his reasons or ask him to reconsider. She will wait for him , just like once he promised to wait for her, FOREVER.

Before leaving hospital , she was asked to visit her doctor. She went to see the doctor while Amma and Pari waited at reception. "May I come in Doctor?" she knocked. "Hey Mehek. Please come in. I was waiting for you. Did Mr. Khanna arrive ?" doctor inquired. "He couldn't come. Some urgent business commitments. But my mother -in-law came." Mehek managed to tell. "Well, all your test results have come. I wanted to discuss about it but it would have been better if your husband was also present", her doctor seemed unsure to continue. "Don't worry Doc. I am big girl. You know me for so many years. Tell me. I can handle it. Once he is back I will share it with him" she assured. "Ok then" her doctor went ahead. After half an hour, Mehek was about to leave doctor's cabin. Her doctor accompanied her till the door, "Mehek, I advise that you discuss with your husband and take a decision. We don't have much time. I believe you will decide by our next appointment which is next week." Mehek nodded. On their way back home , Amma noticed that she was quite and lost in thoughts. After Shaurya broke up with her , Mehek was withdrawn but today she was completely adrift. Yet suddenly she asked "Amma, if you were asked to choose between Shaurya and Purab, who will you chose?". It was a perplexing question but Amma smiled " I wouldn't choose either of them. Both are my sons. They are like my heart and my heartbeat. I wouldn't survive without either one of them." Mehek hugged her tightly.

Once they reached home, she told Amma her plans to visit Khanna mansion. She wanted to set somethings straight with Shaurya. Amma volunteered to accompany her but she declined. She wanted to talk to him alone. She packed her reports and clothes in duffle bag. She wanted to avoid night travel and told Amma that she will spend night at Sonal's place. Amma partly knew her reasons to visit Shaurya and stayed quiet. She wished her safe journey and asked her not to worry about Pari.

Shaurya was having lunch in his room when his butler, Awara came in and said "Sir, Bhabhi is here". "Kaun?" he asked anxiously. "Sir , Mehek Bhabhi has come. She wants to meet you. Shall I send her up?". "No. Don't send her here", he didn't know what to do. He didn't want her to come to their bedroom. A room which was filled with her memories. One look at it and she will realize his sham. " Tell her that I am busy and cannot meet her now. I will call her later. Tell her specifically not to come here again without making prior appointment ". He dismissed his butler.

Mehek was waiting in the hall. She noticed painfully that all her photographs were removed. Shaurya seemed to have moved on. But she had no choice now, she needed his support. Her self-respect had to take a back seat. When Awara came to convey Shaurya's message, she was furious. " Tell him , that I will wait. I just need few minutes of his time. I won't leave until I meet him", she ranted. "Really Mehek", she was shocked when she heard Shaurya's voice across the hall. They looked at each other. Shaurya noticed that Mehek looked tired and lost few pounds. He was happy to see her but his face was devoid of any expressions. He needed to get rid of her. "You middle class people don't have any shame. Even when I cleared everything, you still came back to beg me to take you back. " he mocked her. "I need just 10 minutes of your time", she replied. "I don't have 10 minutes. You may leave. But if you prefer to wait, be my guest but I can guarantee that I won't have time till night. You don't want to stay for the night , do you?" he taunted her. " I have no such intentions. But I will wait. Unlike you I don't have much time left to waste" she retorted. He looked at her intensely. What did she mean ? Sensing his question she quickly managed to say " I meant I am a responsible single mother and my daughter is waiting for me at home." . "Then you better get back to her" with these words he was leaving." I will wait. I believe you will spare few minutes for me", she declared valiantly. "Fine. Your wish. Awara, take good care of her . After all she is our GUEST". His last words pierced her and she went out to the garden to avoid Awara seeing her teary eyes. She sat quietly on her favorite couch near swimming pool to relax. Shaurya could see her from his study. Though he wanted her to leave, he was happy that she stayed back. He missed her so much that having her infront of his eyes was a treat for him. He wanted to touch her , kiss her and take away her worries but he couldn't rather he shouldn't . He instructed Awara to serve her food. Awara brought her favorite pineapple juice and papaya pieces but she declined. "Awara bhaiya, where are other staff members ? she asked. "They were all moved to other restaurants owned by Shaurya sir. I am the only one left for the mansion. I too stay till evening." She wondered why but didn't question further. She asked for a glass of milk. After having milk, she continued to wait. By evening Awara bid adieu and left. Mehek decided to wait for an hour more but she dozed off. Shaurya watched her. She looked angelic. He recalled those mornings when he used to wake up with Mehek beside him. He kept on looking at her, wishing that it wouldn't end. Hours passed but he didn't cared.

Her mobile rang. Mehek quickly woke up to realise that she had left her phone and bag inside hall. She understood her surroundings and realized that it was well past evening. In her hurry to leave, she stood up and swiftly pushed her feet into her sandals. She slipped and lost her balance. She tried to grab the serving table for support. But it moved away and she fell into the pool. Shaurya saw her falling into the pool. He ran to the pool and jumped into it. He caught her and lifted an unconscious Mehek out of the pool. He felt her pulse and gave her artificial respiration. He was relieved when she coughed and puked water. She was shivering, partly due to cold and partly due to fear. He covered her with towel and helped her to the hall. Once she was settled on sofa, he rubbed her foot and tried to dry her hair. But she stayed stoned. He grabbed her face and consoled "Mehek, listen to me. You are safe. Nothing will happen to you". She was in shock, a moment ago she thought she was going to die. She wanted to be assured that she was alive. "Kiss me , Shaurya" she asked him. "What ?" he didn't understand her. "Kiss me, please. I want to feel that I am alive", she pleaded. He slowly bend his head to reach her lips. The moment his lips touched hers, it was magic. Everything faded away, it was just them. They went ahead with the flow of their emotions. Mehek never wore her mangalsutra after their break up. Shaurya noticed that she was still wearing his chain with the ring. "Mehek, I missed you so much. I love you so much" he chanted while making love to her. After so many weeks, he slept peacefully in her arms . However Mehek remained awake.

It was past midnight. Mehek changed to her spare clothes she brought with her. She saw him fast asleep. She went to their room to fetch his clothes. While she climbed stairs , she recalled what just happened between them. The way he ill-treated her by deeming her as a guest, how he didn't even spare few minutes for her and their passionate confrontation. She was confused now. Shaurya was blowing hot and cold. All her doubts were blown in air when she entered his room , their room. It was filled with their photographs. Mehek couldn't help but weep loudly while she fell on the floor. Shaurya heard her cry and woke up. He searched for her and found her on their bedroom floor. "Mahek , Mehek. What happened ? Are you okay? Please don't cry, Mehek. I can't see you like this", he tried to solace her. She pushed him away. "You are a coward. You will never fight for your love . You will just run away from love" , she accused him. She quickly gathered herself and continued "I came here to tell you something and demand you something. But now I won't coz you will never be able to fulfill it. There is no point in talking to you. I am leaving" . "Mehek, no. Don't leave. Its past midnight. Its unsafe. I promise I won't stop you in the morning. But please , I beg you to stay here for tonight" he tried to stop her. When she was not acknowledging him and behaving hysterical, he did the one thing he was sure to bring her back to her senses. He pushed to the wall and kissed her roughly. Eventually Mehek was pacified and leaned against him. He made her face him, "Talk to me Mehek. Please talk to me. What's the matter? ". She bite back her sob , " I am pregnant with your child." Shaurya felt so happy. He touched her belly and moved to kiss her again but she restrained him " There are some complications. My age , my health or physical trauma I had suffered earlier in my life, I am not sure which one to blame. But there is high chance that I may not survive child birth. My doctor has recommended to abort the child and asked to decide fastly". Before Shaurya could open his mouth , she shushed him, " I have decided to take my chances and keep our baby. I don't want to argue with you on this matter. I came here to tell you about the baby and demand your support , mainly financial support to afford best medical care for me. I want to survive and live for my kids. I wanted to request you take care of my kids incase I don't make it" she wiped her tears. " But now I am unsure. You are not brave enough. You would rather rot in a shrine of lifeless relics of your past. I came here to reason with a cheat not a coward". Mehek expected some reaction from Shaurya but he didn't utter a word. "Get some rest, Mehek. I will ask my driver to drop you in the morning", finally he managed to tell her.

Shaurya was waiting for her in hall when she came down early morning. " Take care , Mehek." he said. Mehek smirked at him. After last night, she expected him to confide his reasons or atleast stop her from leaving but he didn't. She was definite, it's all over. Before leaving , she took out his chain from her neck. "Usually couples declare their love in the beginning of their relationships. However for me , I am doing it while ending it". She took out the ring and to his dismay she wore it on her finger and walked to his car.

My heart was paining while iam reading this chapter 😭

well shauraya loves pari and mehek its clear from the way that he has stored their pixs in the bedroom he loves her, but he is hiding something big time and he is trying to push away his family but also his friend... mehek is pregnant and also has health complications 😭
whats going on, two people in love but are separate 😭

Originally posted by: Shamrouz

My heart was paining while iam reading this chapter 😭

Even mahek is having health issues... and still not aware what is SK suffering from..

U added that romance very well... Much needed 😛

It was like a CPR for readers 😆

Just make a happy ending kashish... Coz i hate goodbyes..

Very well written chapter 👏