He laughed ." Oh. Shanaya , what a refreshingly youthful remark ! and you must call me J.K. Everyone does . It at least distinguishes me from my son.'
Shanaya didn't know how to answer , so she merely smiled and J.K. rang the bell to summon the maid ,'Sit down Shanaya ,' he said nodding to a low couch .' I want to hear about you -and your grandfather ,'
She sat on the couch he indicated , smoothing the skirt of her dark blue pinafore dress . She wondered what the servants would make of her .She was hardly the usual kind of visitor to Malthorpe Hall. It was so beautifully warm , too, and she thought there must be no need to wear warm clothes in these surroundings.
A neatly uniformed made brought a tray of tea and placed it on the low table near Shanaya, and after she left, J.K. sat beside opposite her , and said : " Can you handle the teapot ?"
The cups were white and wafer thin , But shanaya managed to accomplish the feat of handling the a silver teapot without accident , adding sugar and cream to J.K.'s at his instigation and only cream to her own . There were sandwiches and small scones oozing with jam and fresh cream but she ate very little , her throat still rather constricted with nerves.
J.K. glanced at a golden cigarettes box afterwards : "Did your grandfather allowed you to smoke ?"
Shanaya smiled , shaking her head ." No- not that I was particularly interested - Mr. - I mean . J.K.! she flushed.
" very good , too . It's a filthy habit in women . But still , it does give someone to do at interviews and suchlike . Anyway , Shanaya , come on : tell me about yourself , your school , your plans ,and what you and old Jeff used to do together .'
He was very easy to talk to , to much less frightening than his son , and Shanaya soon found her nervousness dispersing in the warmth of his interest. She told him about everything , even the Masons , describing her life with such attention to detail that J.K. became really intrigued , to the extent that he forgot the passage of time, and it was only when Morris knocked and entered , interrupting them , that he glanced at his watch .
" Will the young lady be staying for dinner , sir?'
Morris asked politely.
" Well , as its already almost seven o' clock. I think that will be the most sensible course . said J.K. nodding across at Shanaya ," Don't you agree?'
" Oh- but - I mean , I'm not dressed for - dinner.' stammered shanaya awkwardly , recalling Jarron's presence with some misgivings.
J.K. gave an deprecatory gesture,' That's of no importance , my dear . I shan't be changing now , and I don't suppose Jarron is still at home .Eh, Morris ?'
" Mr. Jarron left half an hour ago .' said Morris evenly .' He told me to tell you he might be late .'
J.K. smiled sardonically ,' Did he? How thoughtful of him ! All right Morris , drink for two .'
" Yes sir ." Morris left . J.K. rose to his feet and asked her what she will have to drink ? " something innocuous , of course .'
Shanaya swallowed hard ." What - what do you suggest ?'
" Oh , I don't know how about some fruit juice ?'
Yes, that would be fine .' she relaxed ,thinking with relief that Jarron would not be present his disturbing presence at dinner . Then she frowned . If Jarron has left , how was she going to get home ? Mr. -J.K.?'
He glanced round," Ye?'
" If your son has left - how will I get home ? I - mean - is there a bus service or something ?'
J.K. shook his head,' Naturally Potter will take you in the car .'
"Potter?'
My chauffer . Now , there you are . I think you'll find that to your liking .'
Sara sipped her juice pensively , wondering Where Jarron Kyle had gone . Obviously he would have plenty of friends and acquaintances in the district , she wondered if he is married . And where was J.K. s wife ?
" Is your wife ----?' She halted abruptly . It was none of her business after all . Turning red , she hoped he had not heard her words . But of course he had , and said:
" Go on ! What were you going to ask ? I think you are entitled to ask few questions yourself . I've done most of the questioning so far . Don't be nervous !'
" Well I was just going to ask where your wife was .' said Shanaya . J.K. Nodded ,' My wife is in Jamaica ,' he said easily .' she lives there .'
Oh ! Shanaya s mouth belied her astonishment .
He smiled , swallowing some Martini in his glass." Do you think that is an unconventional relationship ? Do not be afraid to say .'
Shanaya shrugged .' Well , do you live here ?'
" Most of the time .' he said .
" Then yes, I do think its unconventional . Are you divorced ?'
" No, Just separated through choice . Helen is not like me : She likes social life . she also likes warm climate . Several years ago she developed a mild congestion of lungs . She was advised not to winter in England , so "he shrugged- she moved to Jamaica.'
" And you ?'
Well for a while - in fact for many years - we had discovered we had nothing in common . Our lives were quite separate . It was natural course of events that she should eventually leave .'
" How awful!' Shanaya sighed .' I am sorry .'
" Why be sorry ? Helen is happy and so am I . We are not enemies . We are quite civilized about it since Jarron was about seven or eight years old .' he said .' Helen came from a wealthy Yorkshire family . I think she fell in love with me . Although I'm not certain of that . At any rate she was sufficiently interested to marry me , and in doing so provided me enough funds to expand my business.'
Shanaya's eyes were wide ,' You mean- you married her for money !'
J.K. lifted his shoulders .' How sold and calculated you make that sound , Shanaya . How capable young people are of exposing life to the cold light of the day ! I would say we married out of mutual need , at that time . I have repaid every penny of money she loaned me . I don't consider mine actions despicable .' He sighed as he watched the revealing expressions crossing her face ,' I suppose you do .'
Shanaya bit her lip .' Oh , really"J.K. ---its nothing to do with me .I mean - I don't know all the facts or anything . I am not your judge .'
" No , perhaps not . But you make me see myself as other might see me .' he gave a chuckle .' How Jarron would have enjoyed hearing you bare the basic facts of life ! I think sometimes he can be a little cruel himself .
Remembering , Jarron's mocking , meaningful words in the hall of Malthorpe . Shanaya thought that was entirely likely .
The evening passed so quickly that shanaya could hardly believe it when J.K. told her it was time she was going home . She felt a sense of regret that it would be over so swiftly , but was surprised when J.K. said :
" Will you come again on Thursday ? I can't invite you tomorrow . Jarron is entertaining some chaps from the Ministry , and it would all be incredibly boring , anyway .'
Shayana slid her arms into her coat . " Will- yes - I can . If you want me to .' she said a little breathlessly .
J.K. nodded .' Good, goog ! I'll look forward to that , goodnight , Shanaya .' Goodnight ,J.K. she said to him and followed Morris out to the car waiting at the front door .
Mrs. Morris was very curious about what had happened when Shanaya returned to their house . " What's going to happen to you ?' she asked ." Are you going to live with this Mr. Kyle and his wife ?'
Shanaya sought about awkwardly for words to say . She knew Mrs. Mason of old , and everything she said to her would be spread around the small town within few days . Nothing has been decided yet ,Mrs. Mason.' She replied honestly , I- I had dinner with the older Mr. Kyle , the one grandfather used to know . The man here came was his son .'
I see.' Mrs. Mason frowned .' Did you tell him you couldn't go on staying here ?'
I don't think we discussed that at all Mrs. Mason .'
You didn't ?' Well , what did you discuss then ?'
Oh , mostly about - grandfather ,' replied shanaya , wishing this catechism was over . She ought to have thoughts about this coming home in the car , and prepared her answers accordingly .' Do you mind if I go to bed ?'
Mrs. Mason shrugged.' I suppose so . When will you know what's going on ?'
" I am having dinner with Mr. Kyle again on Thursday evening .' said shanaya ,'I- I might have make some plans by then .'
What sort of plans?'
Shayana gave a desperate look,' I don't know Honestly , Mrs. Mason. I haven't seemed able to make any plans yet . Its going to be - so so sudden . But I will . I thought of going to see Matron at the hospital to see if she would take me as a probationer .'
Mrs. Mason frowned ,' Did you now? Well our Lily tried that , but she didn't like it .'
Shanaya could have said that their Lily,' who was eighteen , did not like anything that remotely resembled to work , but she held her tongue and moved upstairs to get washed , thus ending the conversation.
On Thursday afternoon , Potter arrived in the Rolls to take her out to Malthorpe Hall and Mrs. Mason , who had remained silent during the last couple of days , now said , rather spitefully :
I suppose you'll be thinking you are too good for the likes of us soon , Miss Robins,' as Shanaya left the house .
Shanaya stared at her in astonishment ,' Why should I think that , Mrs. Mason ?' she asked in surprise .
Mrs. Mason seemed to regret her impulsive tongue. Oh , nothing ,nothing. Go along with you and don't be late .'
In the back of the Rolls , Shanaya felt rather lost and alone . Even the prospect of dinner at Malthorp Hall did little to assuage her depression. She seemed now to be representative of neither walks of life . Ostracized and sneered at by Mrs. Mason and her cronies , and tolerated by a man who had once known her grandfather rather well , but who had now passed out of the sphere .
The drive gates were opened when they reached and the car sped up the drive to halt at the main gate . She climbed the steps as Morris opened the door allowing the warm comfortable glow of lights to illuminate the forecourt . She was ushered inside, and Morris said : Good evening ,miss. Is it cold outside?'
Shanaya relaxed a little , taking off her coat ,' Yes, it is ,' she said quickly .' I think its going to snow . the roads are very icy.'
Morris smiled in a friendly way and then J.K. came out of a door to the left of the hall ." Ah, Shanaya .' he exclaimed ,' You've arrived ! Good ! come in here and get warm . Morris , we'll have some tea.'
Morris nodded and Shanaya followed J.K. into a room which was lined with books . Another man was sitting by a roaring fire, but he rose to his feet as she entered and Shanaya recognized him as the solicitor who had advised her of the circumstances of her grandfather's will. Mr. Grant .
" Hello ,Shanaya ,' he said smiling encouragingly .' You look very nice . How are you ?'
: Oh , I'm fine , thank you ,' she looked questioningly at J.K. " Am I intruding ?
J.K. closed the door .' Not at all. It's because of you Joe is here ; Mr. Grant, that is. We've been considering ways and means for you ,Shayana. I knew when we were talking together the other evening that we had a lot in common , or at least , a common sense of humour !' He chuckled .' At any rate , I liked you , Shanaya , and I needed time to think , to work things out . Well , I've come to a decision, and if you are agreeable , there is no possible reason it shouldn't work out .'
Shanaya was trembling a little, even in the heat of the roaring fire and she sank down weakly onto a low chair ,' What are you talking about J.K. ?' she asked .
" You - your future ,' replied J.K. Look, have you made any plans yet ?'
Shanaya ran her tongue over her lips .' Well, I rang the Matron at General Hospital yesterday and I have made an appointment to see her later ,this week . I hoped she'd be able to take me on, as a probationer.'
I see.' J.K. frowned .' Is that what you want to do ?'
Shanaya flushed .' Well, I've been interested in nursing .' she replied defensively .
" And if your grandfather would have been alive ? What you would have done ?'
" I expect I should have stayed on at school for another year and taken my " A" levels,' she answered ,sighing .
" Hmn. But now , honestly Shanaya , if you had a choice to do anything you wanted to do , what would it be ?'
Shanaya studied her fingers ," Oh, so many things .' she said , a little unsteadily,' I mean - I love English and reading , and I enjoy art immensely. I'd like to travel - and to paint!' she lifted her shoulders helplessly .' So many things!'
J.K. looked pleased and glanced rather triumphantly at Joe Grant.' As I thought ,' he said , nodding .' You're a sensible young woman . Well, Shanaya .' he paused with pleasurably anticipation.' If you're agreeable , you can come and live with me - here at Malthorpe , for a year , I say , for a year , because nowadays teenagers know their own minds at eighteen , and I don't want you to feel - how shall I put it ?- obliged to me , in any way . I'm doing this because I want to , just as much as your sake !'
" Oh, but ------- she began hastily.
" No , buts ,' J.K. compressed his lips firmly for a moment .' Just listen , Shanaya . Whatever you decide to do with your life can wait for a year . During that year you could do whatever you wanted to , be yourself , not some confined schoolgirl with a limited range of interests. You could travel . I go to the states quite frequently . Jarron was practically educated there , and sometimes I think he is more American than English ; Then I go to Europe , I could even give you sort of artistic grand tour , if you would like that .'
Shanaya turned to Mr. Grant,' Oh, please ,'she said I can't accept this . I know my grandfather put this clause in the will , but he must have been crazy to do so .J.K. isn't even the chairman now ,anyway . His son is . Surely he should have some say in this matter !'
Jarron will be consulted , of course ,' said J.K. irritably . He did not like to be thwarted , or argued with .
" How thoughtful of you ,J.K. !' the sardonic voice brought them all to their feet, facing Jarron Kyle , who had entered silently and was standing leaning against the door , looking cold and arrogant . He straightened , thrusting his hands into the pockets of his trousers and allowing his penetrating gaze to rest momentarily on each of them .'It's good of you to consider my feelings, J.K. Extraordinary good of you !' The sarcasm was very evident .' The point you all seem to be missing is that by accepting any part of this will , one automatically accepts all of it .' He allowed all this to have effect before continuing : " In other words , Miss Robins has a meal ticket for life , and there is nothing any of you can do about it ,'
" That's terrible ! Exclaimed Shanaya , staring at him.
" Yes, terrible ,' said J.K. angrily ." You're talking arrant nonsense , Jarron . At the most we are responsible for shanaya until she is eighteen . After that , even should she want to , which I for one don't believe , she couldn't make any claims against us!"
" Oh , no ? Jarron gave an exasperated sigh, Do you honestly imagine you could get away with -well , refusing to support someone who on your own admission had been supported by you for the last year ? My God .J. K. ! There are times when I think you have reached your dotage . What's happened to that cold business brain you always used to pride yourself on possessing ?'
" Obviously I've passed it on you to add to the one you already had !' exclaimed J.K. furiously, How dare you stand there abusing a visitor in your house !'
" Abusing !' Jarron gave a short laugh ." Abusing .' He shook his head ." I haven't abused anyone . I'm merely stating the facts as I see them . Unlike you , my vision is not clouded by emotions !'
Shanaya was shaking visibly now . She had never before been party to such suppressed violence as Jarron Kyle was displaying ." Please .' she said .' Please , don't say any more , any of you ! I - I don't want to hear it ! I'm sorry - I'm sorry !'
She brushed past Jarron and jerked open the library door , rushing out into the hall ,not knowing where she was going only wanting to escape . Morris was bringing the tray of tea and halted in surprise .
" Why , Miss Robins, where are you going ?'
" Will - will you get my coat ,please ?' asked Shanaya , glancing about desperately . I'm - I'm going home .'
" Don't bother , Morris ,' said J.K. voice behind her .' Shanaya .Shanaya , what can I say ? You must not allow my son to intimidate you . He- well , he has to be hard in business. It's the only way , and like me , he's used to getting what he wants , You must not let our little differences of opinion upset you .'
Little differences of opinion,' echoed shanaya wildly ." You can't call that argument a little difference of opinion ! He does not want me here ! He has made it perfectly plain , and for some reason he does not trust me either . I- I couldn't be happy - under those circumstances !'
Oh, Shayana !' J.K. sighed heavily .' I want you here , isn't that enough ?'
" But you are not my guardian ,' She cried , he is !'
" Yes, and as such he should be ashamed of himself .' muttered J.K. angrily .
Shanaya shook her head .' I want to go home - I mean - back to the Masons, anyway!'
" You see - you have no home !' J.K. caught her arm . " Shanaya , be sensible ! Jarron is not here a lot . He spends most of his time in London or abroad . We won't have to worry about him . I assure you .'
Shanaya continued to shake her head ," Please get my coat ,' she said tautly ." I want to leave !'
J.K. compressed his lips , and then summoned Moris . As she put on her coat , he said : Won't you change your mind , Shanaya ?'
She moved to the door . Thank you for everything Mr. Kyle - , J.K. then' as he began to protest ,' Is there someone who could take me home ?'
" Potter will take you , I wish you wouldn't do this , shanaya ,' said J.K. wearily.
Shanaya managed a faint smile , and then opened the front door and hurried down the steps to the waiting Rolls . She glanced back once at J.K. standing alone at the top of the steps , and she realized that he was lonely . Oh , well , she thought sadly . It's too late now . Much too late !
At the beginning of the following week , Shanaya had her interview with Matron . She was kind and sympathetic and told her she would know the result of interview in few days . In her free time , too many thoughts came to cloud her mind , and she was longing for a real job of work to banish all thoughts of J.K. , and Malthorpe Hall and most of all Jarron Kyle , from her brain .
One morning , the headmaster of the school came to see her while she was in the school library .
He said ,' you have a visitor ,' he smiled encouragingly , he's waiting in my office .'
" A visitor ?'exclaimed Shayana .' But - but who , sir ?'
A Mr. Kyle .' said the headmaster thoughtfully . " Kyle . the name is familiar . Of course . Kyle Textiles . Do you know him ?
Shanaya felt the colour drain out of her cheeks ," Is he -is he young -or old ?'
" He is young ."