DIARIES:ZAROON KASHAF*UPDATED LAST PART 08/11*PG 66 - Page 4

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Aj office mein hi baith kar diary likh raha hoon. Aur intezar karne ki himmat nahi thi. Sochta hoon ki isse zyada maza kab aya tha mujhe akhiri bar?
Waise aaj kal to aise bohot saare kisse ho rahe hai. Jise , mano ya mano ,main kahi na kahi apni jeet samjhta hoon aur uski haar. Uska chehra dekhne layak tha jab maine kaha
"I think we need to change this entire project. Main bohot zyada khush nahi hoon isse."
"Change it? Par Mr.Junaid yeh apka hi plan tha."
Usne gusse me mujhse kaha. Gaur karne wali baat hai ki wo kabhi mujhe sir nahi bulati. Sochta hoon ek din tokun use is hawale se.
"Haan main manta hoon ki yeh mera hi plan tha magar ab mujhe ye pasand nahi aa raha."
"Main apni teen din ki mehnat aise zaya to nahi hone de sakti.Kal meeting hai. Chah kar bhi ye project dobara nahi ban sakta. Ye namumkin hai."
Usne chir kar kaha.
"Kashaf.."
"Ms.Kashaf."
"Ms.Kashaf Khair namumkin to nahi hai. Aur yaad kara doon apko to shayad apne hi kaha thi ki apke liye koi bhi chiz namumkin nahi hai."
"Ji haan bade ache se yaad hai. Magar baaz jagah par apko apna dimag bhi lagana chahiye.Ya ap apne dimag ka bhi deal kar aye?."
Itna guroor hai is ladki main. Yakeenan aise guroor ko todh nahi sakta main . Par iske zindagi ki mushkile to badha hi sakta hoon.
"Khair ab deal kiya hai ya nahi yeh apka masla nahi hai. Mujhe kal subah ye project ready chahiye. Ap dus minute ka break le lein phir hum plan discuss kar lenge."
Bina kuch kahe wo apne hath ke files patak ke chali gayi.
Sach kahun toh main uske project se bohot impressed tha aur plan bhi acha tha magar kuch maza nahi aa raha tha mujhe. Uski tareef jo karni parti mujhe. Khair agar wo waqt se pehle apna kaam na kar leti toh main uski mushkile nahi badha pata. Badi gaaliyan de rahi hogi mann hi mann mujhe. Khair aise kaam hi kar raha hoon main. Yakeenan wo ye kaam kal tak pura nahi kar payegi aur uska chehra phir dekhne layak hoga. Ek aur mauka miljayega mujhe.
Chalo agayi hai wo meri cabin me ab.
Kal baat hogi agar aur kuch mazedar nahi hua toh.

Samajh nahi aa raha aj sukun zyada hai ya thakavat. Kal poori raat nahi so payi thi us Zaroon Junaid ke karan.Usne mujhe tang karne ke liye apna plan change kiya hoga yeh main dawe se keh sakti hoon. Bohot dino baad uske chehre ko safed parta dekha hai aj maine aur us safed parte chehre ko dekh kar meri sari thakawat door hogayi thi.
Jab maine uske samne us project ko rakha aisa laga jaise uske muskurate huye chehre se kisi ne hasi chura li ho. Yakeenan uska khoon kholl raha tha. Use umeed nahi hogi ki main yeh kaam kar paungi. Usne toh lamba chaura plan banaya hoga ki kis tarah se woh meri beizatti kare project na mukammal kar pane par. Saare arman toot gaye bechare ke. Mann hi mann aj mujhe jung jeetne wali khushi ho rahi thi aur is bar main use zahir karne mein bhi nahi chuki. Meri hasi ne uske gusse ko aur chadha diya. Par wo kuch keh na saka. Tareef ki umeed toh main kar bhi nahi rahi thi. Chota ho jata wo agar meri tareef kar deta.Uske soch ko bohot ache se jaan chuki hoon main. Usne poori koshish ki mere project me galti nikalne magar woh phir ek bar asafal reh gaya. Bohot dino bad khushi ka ehsas hua hai warna usne toh meri zindagi azab hi bana di hai. Har roz woh kuch naye karname ko anjam deta hai. Par main bhi hamesha use muh tod jawab dene se nahi chukti. Par kuch lehaz karna parta hai. Unche odhe ke log lekin lehaz jaisi cheez ko mano mante hi nahi hai. Aj badi achi neend ane wali hai. Roz roz yeh mauka nahi ata hai. Good night.

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