Chasing the mirage- Ruhi

Ab believes Ru won't be reckless again. She doesn't know how wrong she is. Because ru has deep unhealed childhood trauma of her mother's death and manyu, abhir leaving her.

Whenever the trauma triggered she behaves irrationally.

No amount of counselling has gone to the deep recess of ru's subconscious to understand the real issue as most counselling has concentrated on the problems that started post her wedding and her losing her lover Armaan.

But losing Armaan was never ru's root issue, that was actually childhood trauma trigger.

Ru was always chasing a mirage and the desire to reach that mirage have kept her alive.

Otherwise ru was, is a ticking time bomb that can be self destructive or cause destruction to others

Death had come to ru multiple times, from the time in mussorie.

She talked carelessly on phone and slipped, ar protected her that day. That was first time

Second time when she saw Ak's blown up pic on her bday she walked aimlessly on the busy road with scant regards to vehicles passing by. Again ar saved her.

Third time when she saw abhimaan accidental kiss on live,packed her bags, reached mussorie and got herself kidnapped, risking ab also. That day again ar saved her.

Fourth time when MG kept pooja for ak she took the car recklessly and ended up doing a hit and run, again ar protected her.

So armaan literally and figuratively protected her 4 times. Her ummeed, to reach her desire kept her alive.

But everything changed in 5th round, the same ar who protected her, took her to her death and finally she jumped from ar car. That day she destroyed her ummeed of meeting armaan because she wanted to live and armaan meant death.

But her trauma didn't end there. Instead of armaan now her fear returned, fear of losing. And so when everyone cared for ab she felt unwanted and her fear made her go taking the car risking her and her's baby life sixth time. A good Samaritan saves her and injection protects daksh.

But ro giving daksh to abhimaan send her to the death claws the 7th time, disappointed and deciding she has none this time she goes straight for suicide as life frightens her. Abhir crosses her path and stops her, giving her daksh.

By playing the game of life and death, getting up every time and fighting ru has reached the centre of Chakravyuha and currently clueless what to do now.

If you look in the 7 rounds she has dealt with one problem, but after ro death now the mirages has coming to her from every direction. In the closed room she seeks help, but none is there to help her. She is afraid of armaan, her dreams and the reality of its interpretation. She runs 8th time without taking medicines and even forgetting to bring her son from G house to escape armaan in the baby room trip.

But unfortunately nothing has changed, she is still in the Chakravyuha. Armaan is still chasing her and she is running.

The question is till when she will fight, because at one point she has to stop fighting and run away for good.

Ru has never ran away from any fights, she temporarily stopped when her trauma triggered, however resumed fighting when it cleared.

But it was fated at some point ru has to follow ak's path. The path of packing and running, a path in which ab has taken doctorate. She has to run, run from desire as desire chases her.

Ak in white played the victim card, went to AA without admitting her mistakes and changed the direction of story for her swarth.

The color white has reached ru, the real victim. Ru has admitted her mistakes of even her wedding kaand with ro. Now in white she has to change the direction of story for paramarth.

That game ru has to play to defeat the woman called ak who had snatched everything from her.

The game is open and is between ak ka student armaan and an ordinary girl Ru who learnt life lessons only by failing.

The Mahabharat awaits the sleeping beauty ru to open her eyes and recognize her kanha so that in this power play, the music of flute can flow.

U think abir will be on ru side or on ab side in this fight ? And why

What role u think dakshu (ruhaan) will play in keeping her sane

I feel gorillas are useless and favour ab

Dadi sa is only character I can currently understand..coz I think like her in some ways except force your child or do criminal activities

Abhir is a layered character and he is heavily masked. He has a mission as his past is connected to P family. That's sure.

That's why I am not analyzing his character and his relationship with two girls. Because his intentions, actions, words mismatch.

And I love Sanjay for creating that perfect fish eye by sending away charu from mandap, as that has changed the entire game.

Even abheera is chasing a mirage. Neither she is biologically able to birth a child nor she is mentally fit to upbring a child.

Originally posted by: ThukkadRajaShah

Even abheera is chasing a mirage. Neither she is biologically able to birth a child nor she is mentally fit to upbring a child.

Ab has never even accepted the mirage, so how in the world she will fight it. She herself is an illusion, hoe can she understand truth. Kiara a much underrrated character in entire S4 looks more real than baffoon ab.