Originally posted by: sunshining
I know I am trying to keep a positive mindset. It has been more for my mental stability and in the hope that I have been able to help at least one other person stay calm.
For the record, I just want to also say what I think about the show. I have never seen a show that is more grose, filthy or disgusting in my life. Not one character is left to admire or love. Bear with me please
Abhi - I loved you for what you stood for, for shielding your mum from abuse, for helping Akshu get out of her sister's manipulation, for being the best lover and husband, caring for her, for supporting her in her career, for saving lives.
Assmanyu - I detest you for your inhumanity throwing a wife out of the house at her mental and physical worst, not even having the courtesy to check on her to see if she reached her mayka safely, not allowing her to speak when she called and banishing her. Standing there whilst your mother said such demeaning things to the woman who you supposedly still love. Making promises, trying to move on but still thinking about your ex wife who is now married. You are disgraceful. Yes I am pathetic, I am sure I will start to love you again very soon.
Aksu - I didnt love you as much early on for your selfless nature, but did love your simplicity, for saving Abhi from Ruby, from fire, for always spreading love even though you were suffering on the inside. Fell in love with you post confession for standing firm on your decision, being the best wife and trying to be a daughter to Manjari and for supporting Abhi all the way, for loving Neel like a brother, trying to spread love, for sticking with your husband at his worst, Yes hated you for sticking with your sister in that accident. Not a fan of the sacrifice or helping your brother run away.
Akshara - Was proud of you for walking away from Assmanyu. Loved you for teaching good values to your son, working hard and studying to give him a good future. Being respectful and caring towards Abhinav, standing for him. Loved you for the way you stood for yourself and your husband against your ex MIL and walked away in dignity. Not happy with you for giving father rights to a stranger, hiding him from his real father, married but not wanting to be a wife, pretending to be happy in life, still caring for your sister. For not refusing to bring the kalash, giving hope to Nav, still trying to pretend nothing affects you.
Abhinav - loved you for looking after Akshu, saving Abhir, loving Abhir unconditionally, for standing for Akshu infront of her ex MIL, respecting Abhi. Hate your blabbering and hated you when you were giving relationship gyaan to Manjari when you yourself are supporting Akshu in hiding the most precious relationship that of a father/son.
Arohi - I could relate to your insecurities early on, felt a little sorry for you being left at the altar, but never loved you. Hate you with utmost sincerity for all your sins. Even more now for using a kid, lusting over your dead husband's(whom you just used and conveniently have forgotten) brother, manipulating him to succumb to your fake goodness. Disgusted with you for having no self respect, defending a man who threw his wife out, wanting to marry a man who stood there when his ex wife was being humiliated by his mother. Not saying a word in support of your blood sister who bore the insult just so your life long wish could be fulfilled. You are a disgrace to womanhood.
Manjari - I felt sorry for you for being abused and treated like dirt by your husband. Loved you for taking in an orphan and treating him as your own son, for supporting Abhira, for briefly loving Akshu. I hate you with all my heart for manipulating your son, for hiding Neel's identity, being ok with getting him treated like nobody by his own father, for the filth you have repeatedly thrown on Akshu. For claiming to love your son but using him, making him a puppet with no consideration to his feelings. You are a curse to motherhood
Goenkas - loved you for bringing up your grand kids. But you are unfit to be called parents
Kairav - Stay mute please. The most useless brother I have ever seen on TV. You were good when you stopped Arohi from continuing her accusation of Akshu being responsible right after confession, being the best brother at Abhira wedding and when you tried to bring them together after leap 1.
Birlas - you are not worth a mention. Selfish and brutal people. Doctors but have no humanity or basic decency.
HC, PR and Ami love you. I know you are doing your jobs. Wish you had the choice to refuse, but understand your position.
Apologies for the rant, if you do happen to read this in full, gees that felt good. Have a lot more to say but this is enough for now.
Rant over, back to being positive. Hold on Abhira lovers. Just a couple more episodes and all will be well soon. Lets wipe out the last 60 episodes and watch Abhira come together.
P.S Be brave be the light. ABROGHI not a chance
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