A/N - Hello everyone this is my first time writing a fanficton on an indian show. So it will be a mix up between English and Hindi. I got fedup with the ongoing track and wanted to write it my way, so my frustations got the best of me and I ended up writing this piece. I apologise beforehand for the possible mistakes and my writing.
The usual cheerfulness of Goenka house was replaced by sadness today, every nook of the house emitted sorrow. It was reminder of the worst day in the family's life, It was the death anniversary of Kartik and Naira. The entire family gathered in the hall along with Naksh and Keerti. Everyone donned white clothes to attend the pooja, the rituals were to be performed by their children Kairav and Akshara. Akshara was about to offer flowers to her parent's photograph when a hand stopped her, shocking everyone.
Kairav- Akshu tu ye pooja nahi karegi
Akshara(shocked)- Par kuu bhaiya? Aaj mujhy 3 saal baad ye mauka fir se mil rha hai. Hmesha hm dono ye pooja sath me krty thy na.
Kairav- But not anymore, me nahi chahta ki tu aaj, ya kbhi bhi mumma papa ki barsi ki pooja kare.
Vansh- Ye kya bol raha h tu Kairav?
Akshara- Par kuu bhaiya? Aap mujhse ye right kuu chheen rahe hai?
Kairav- Kyuki me nahi chahta jiski vajeh se mere parents aaj nahi h vo unki barsi ki pooja kare.
Akshara- Bhaiya aap ye kya bol rahe hai?
Manish- Ye kya bakwas kar rahe ho tum Kairav? Hosh thikane pr hai tumhare?
Kairav- Hosh toh ab aya h mujhy Bdepapa, thanks to Aru, uski vjh se me ye sb realise kr paya hu.
Akshara (teary eyed)- Bhaiya Aru toh bachpan se mujhy galat smjhti ayi, hai or ab aap bhi. Kya ho gya h apko?
Kairav- Ab mujhy sach ka realisation hua hai, Aru ko hm glt smjhty thy but uski baat sach thi. Sirat mumma ki death teri vjh se hui h, vo tujhy bchane ki vjh se mari Aur esa hi kuchh Naira mumma ki death k sath hai. Hm us trip pr jb gye thy toh mumma ne apne se phle teri security ko prioritise kra or last me vha se nikli, Agr vo phle bhr aa jati or khud ko risk pr nahi dalti toh aaj meri mumma yha hoti hmare sath. But ye sb teri vjh se hua h.
Naksh- Shutup Kairav ye sb aap kya bol rahe hai or apki himmt kese hui Akshara se ese baat krne ki?
Arohi- Bhaiya ne kuchh galat nahi kha h mamu
Naksh- Just shutup Arohi, just shutup. Hum apke mamu nahi h, hm esi ldke se koi rishta nahi chahte h jisne hmari behen ki beti ko bs drd dia h. Bachpan se, Akshara ne apki vjh se bht suffer kia hai or Kairav apne toh aaj sari limits hi cross kr di. Apni behen se esi batein, achha h aaj Naira or Kartik zinda nhi h, vrna unhe apne Kairav ko Akshu ko ese treat krty dekh kr bht dukh hota, sharmindagi hoti apni parvarish pr.
Akshara wasn't able to bear all these allegations and fell on her knees crying. Her little sister hated her, holding her responsible for Sirat's death but now her own beloved elder brother blamed her for the death of both their mothers. It felt like someone took her heart out and stomped their feet over. The adults were arguing in the background, her Mamu and Mami being the loudest defending her, but nothing matters now.
Unable to hold back the erupting volcano in her heart anymore. She finaly stood up. Everyone has limits and today her's just broke.
Akshara- Bs sb chup ho jaiye, please stop. Mamu ap bhi. Aaj me bolungi or vo sb bolungi jo me kehna chahti toh thi but kbhi keh ni payi. Thak chuki hu me hmesha se sbki sunkr, sbke liye chup reh kr, but ab nahi. Aap log kuu mujhy nhi smjhty h? Ya fir smjhna chate hi nhi h.
Arohi- Lo shuru ho gya tera drama. Ab jb Kairav Bhaiya bhi tera sach man gye h toh tera mellodrama shuru ho gya h.
Akshara- Chup Arohi, just shut your mouth. Bht ho gya tera, ab bs, aaj nahi. Kuki aaj me chup nhi rhungi or sbko meri baat sunni hi pdegi.
Taking a deep breath she steadied herself. "Aap log kuu kbhi mujhy nhi smjhty h, kbhi meri feelings ko is ghr me kuu consider nhi kra jata h. Jb Sirat Mumma ki death hui sbne bs Arohi ko smbhala, sbko uske liye zyada bura lga, kuu kyuki vo unki sgi beti thi isliye na? But mera kya mene bhi toh sirat mumma ko khoya tha na? Bhale vo meri real maa ni thi but mere liye vo hi meri maa thi hmesha se. Us din se meri zindagi hi badal gyi, me anath ho gyi, meri behen jissy me bht pyr krti thi usne mujhy sautela bna dia, mujhy hmari maa ka katil smjha, mujhsy nafrat krne lgi. Mere pariwar ko me dikhna hi bnd ho gyi sbko bs Arohi ka dukh dikha or sb itne andhe ho gye ki Arohi ki sari zid sbko jayez lgne lgi. Prdadi, Dadu, Dadi, Akhil dadu sb mujhy hi smjhate Arohi ki baat manne k liye but kbhi kisi ne mera drd smjha?"
"Me yha se chli gyi, 3 saal apne ghr se dur rahi, but kisi ne iski vajeh nhi jaanni chahi? Me yha se Arohi ki vjh se gyi thi, kyuki vo nhi chhati thi ki me yha rahu ap sbke sath, or aap sbne mujhy bdi asani se jane dia. Me vaps ayi mujhy lga shyd sb shi hone lga h but esa nhi hua. Tilak wale din bhi me aap sbki vjh se chup rhi, mujhse hi zimmedar rhne ki ummeed kuu rkhi jati hai? Mera chup rhna us din parivar ki izzat bchane k liye tha pr kya kisi ne mere dil k bare me socha? kya kisi ne ek bar bhi socha ki me bhi shyd Abhimanyu se pyr krti hu? Nhi sbko bs Arohi ki fikr thi or uske bad toh dono family me dooriyan aa gyi or ye rishta hona impossible ho gya tha. But dadu aap btaiye, jese hi Arohi k liye Birla's rishta laye toh aap sb man gye? Tb parivar ki izzat, dusri beti ki feelings ka dhyan nahi aya aap sbko?'
"Hmesha se vo mujhy kya kya bolti ayi h, sirat maa ki murderer or na jane jane kya kya. Hmesha mujhpr ilzam lgati ayi h ki mene ussy sb chheen lia h. Tb aap log hmesha chup rhty thy or ye tamasha dekhty thy. Kbhi bhi kisi ne Arohi ko ni smjhaya bs mujhy adjust krne ko kha, uske gusse ka thnda hone ka wait krne ko kha. Aap logo ne kbhi hmare beech duriyan km krne ki koshi nhi kri. Ek 12 saal ki bachhi ko apne bda hone pr majboor kr dia, usy apni behen k liye maa jese bnne ko kha, us behen k liye jisne hmesha mujhsy bs nafrat kri h. Khair chhodiye aap sbse kya hi bolu jb mere khud k sage bhai ne mujhy unki dusri behen ki khushi k liye ye sheher hmesha k liye chhod kr jane k liye bol dia or ye tk bol dia ki me apna phone number bhi change kr du or aap sbse kbhi baat na kru."
"Aur Arohi tu bolti h na mene terse sb kuchh chheena h? Bta na kya chheena h, blki mene hmesha tere sath apna sbkuchh share kra h. Papa ki beti phle me thi, is ghr ki granddaughter phle me thi, but mene sbkuchh tere sath share kra, mana ki sirat mumma teri real mumma thi or meri nhi pr mne kbhi unhe tujhse snatch nhi krna chaha. Tujhy hmesha sautela sautela rhta h na toh bta me sauteli behn hoon but Kairva bhiaya sautele bhai nhi? Mne apne real bhai bhi tere sth share kre, vo bhai jisne apni real bhn se zyada apni dusri maa ki beti ko pyr kra but mene kbhi complain nhi kri."
Arohi- Papa tujhy hmesha zyada pyr krty thy and i hate that, vo tujhy kuu zyada pyr krty thy?
Keerti- Kuki Akshu me Kartik ko Naira or Kaira dono dikhti thi. Kaira unki phli beti thi, Kairav se bhi phle but vo is duniya me ayi toh thi but jee nhi payi, uski maut ne Kartik or Naira ko tod dia tha. Akshu me Kartik k liye Naira or Kaira dono zinda thy, but iska mtlb ye nhi tha ki vo tumse pyr nhi krta tha Arohi, vo tumhe bhi bht chahta tha, tumhre birth time pr vo kitna preshan tha iska tumhe koi andaza bhi nhi h. Uska spna tha ki uska ye parivar hmesha sth rhe, khush rhe. Uske teeno bachho me pyr bna rhe jese hm bhai bhn me tha but afsos esa nhi ho paya.
"Arohi mene terse bht pyr kra, apni khushiyon se phle bhgwan se mene teri khushiyan mangi, but tu kuu mujhy nhi smjh payi. Me Abhimanyu se pyr krti thi but teri vjh se mene uska dil toda, kyuki tune bola tha tu hme chhod kr chli jaegi, mene sb kuchh toh tujhy de dia tha but tu fir bhi mujhy apni behen nhi man ski. Pr ab na koi shikayat h na koi ummeed, na tujhse or na hi kisi or se." she stood up facing the family.
Abhimanyu along with the Birlas came to attend the puja. He was shocked on the scenario happening in front of his eyes. How poorly Akshu was treated in her own family, how much pain she has endured since childhood, those deadly allegations by her own siblings. She hid so much behind her smile, he who proclaimed to love her the most, couldn't understand the pain in her eyes. He failed her, his love failed her, he wasn't able to see her struggling in pain. He himself was amongst all those who hurt her, he knew she loved him, but in his stubbornness to make her confess, he took her pain to greater heights, He died a thousand deaths in that moment.
"Humein bhi kuchh baat krni h apse, jante h ki ye wakt shi nhi hai but shyd sbse zyada shi wakt bhi yhi hai." Abhmanyu entered the house his family hot on their heels. The glare he gave Arohi made her shiver in fear.
Akhilesh- Kya hm kbhi or baat kr skty h, aaj ka din hmare liye bht important h or abhi bacche bhi preshan h.
Abhimanyu- Nhi baat toh aaj hi hogi or abhi hogi vo bhi sbke samne.
Manish- Theek h boliye kya bat krni h apko?
Abhimanyu- Hum yha mera or Dr. Arohi ka rishta todne aye h.
Manish- Ye kya behuda mazak h, shadi ko khel bna kr rkh dia h aap sbne.
Abhmanyu- Mazak hmne nhi bnaya h but jhooth k adhar pr bna rishta me nhi nibha skta or na hi nibhaunga. Ku mene shi bola na Dr. Arohi?
Arohi- Abhimanyu kya bol rhe ho tum. Konsa jhooth? Dekho Akshara ki batein ko dhyan mt do uski adat h ese drame kr k attention grab krne ki.
Abhimanyu- Really Dr. Arohi? how can you be so shallow? Me toh kisi or jhooth k bare me baat krne aya tha but yha ek or sach apne aap pta chl gya.
Arohi(sweating profousedly)- Ko..Kon sa sach?
Abhimanyu- Campfire ka sach or tumhare or bhi bahut sare jhooth. Shyd aap sbko ye jaan kr hairani ho pr apki Dr. Arohi bht bdi jhoothi h. Use adat h jhooth k sahare age bdhne ki, best banne ki race me inhone dusron ka credit bhi lena start kr dia h. Mujhy toh doubt h ye MBBS h ya vo bhi inhone jhooth se degree khareed li.
Arohi- Abhimanyu ab tum meri insult kr rahe ho.
Abhimayu- Sshhh and its Dr. Abhimanyu for you. Arry aap sb itne hairan mt hoiye, apki hi beti k bare me baat kr rha hu.Ab me btata hu aapko sb kuchh or vo bhi sach sach.
Everyone was anxiously waiting for Abhimanyu to throw light on this whole matter. " Me ye shadi nhi kr skta, me ye sb apni maa ki khushi k liye kr rha tha. Unhe lgta tha ki Arohi mujhse pyr krti h or Akshara nhi, pr sach toh ye h ki Akshu ne kisi or k khne pr apna pyr kurban kra tha or vo koi or Dr. Arohi h. Akshu ne mujhy molestation case se bachaya tha, fir meri maa ki liye puja bhi kri or fir camp me mujhy aag se bchaya but me ye sb nhi janta tha or na hi meri maa, Dr. Arohi ne in sbka credit lia jiski vjh se meri maa mjboor ho gyi ye sochne k liye ki hme Dr. Arohi k pyr ko ek chance dena chiyh. Jbki asliyat me toh ye sb uska pyr nhi, bs zidd thi jise pura krne k liye usne jhooth ka sahara lia."
Akhilesh- Kuchh bhi bol rhe ho tum meri bachhi k khilaf, kya saboot h tumahre pass in baton ka?
Abhimanyu- Saboot h Mr. Goenka, ye dekhiye camp ki photos, pooja k proof h khud mandir k pujari jinhone bataya ki Akshu ne meri maa k liye pooja ki thi. Or Molestation wale case ki bat toh Kairav apko khud bta dengy, kuu Kairav?
Kairav- Bde papa vo..vo
Manish- Vo..vo kya lga rkha h saaf saaf bolo.
Kairav- Haan bde papa Akshu khud bachne gyi thi Abhimanyu ko. vo hm sbke khilaf jaa kr gawahi dene jaa rhi thi, Arohi ne ussy kucch nhi bola tha. Mene ye sb ghr pr isliye nhi btaya taki Aru hurt na ho or kuchh esa vesa na kr le.
Manish- Itna bda dhoka vo bhi hmare apne baccho se, itna bda jhooth
Mahima- Aap logo ko dekh kr smjh aa gya h ki aap log shi me andhein h, Arohi k jhoothon ko sach mante rhe. Apne khoon ki pehchan hi nhi h.
Naksh- Hmari Akshu k sath bht badsalook hua h is ghr me pr ab or nhi ab vo yha nhi rhegi, Akshara aap hmare sath Singhania house chlengi.
Manish- Kya tum ye kehna chhate ho ki Akshara ko is ghr me preshan kra gya h.
Keerti- Isme kehne wali bat toh h hi nhi papa, sb saaf saaf dikh rha h papa. Akshara hmare sath jaegi.
Akshara- Please sb chup ho jaiye, mujhy kya krna h iska faisla ab me khud lungi Kisi ka koi hak nhi h meri zindagi k faislein krne ka. Ab me na kisi k pyr me pdna chhati hu or na kisi k dabav me, Ab sb meri mrzi se hoga, bht de chuki me dusron ko apni life ka control ab or nhi. Bht kr lia parivar k balidan, bht rkh lia dusron ka mn, jb unhe meri parvah hi ni h toh me kuu karu. Naira Mumma or Papa bhi yhi chahte thy na ki unki Akshu strong bne. Please Naksh Mamu mujhy ye sb khud handle krne dijiye. Pehli bar zindagi me pariwarwalo k alawa mujhy kisi se pyr hua, pr vo bhi mujhy nhi smjh paya, ab mera pyr shbd se vishvas hi uth gya h.
Abhimanyu- Akshu esa nhi h please suno. Hum baat kr k sb thk kr lengy. Mujhpr vishvash rkho me sb theek kr dunga.I love you Akhsu please.
Akshara- Akshu nhi Akshara, or ab mujhy kisi se kuchh nhi sunna smjhna. Tumhe hmesha ye shikayat thi na ki me bolti nhi hu, toh aaj tumse bhi bolti hu. Me tumse pyr krti thi, pr tum bhi kbhi mere pyr ko or na kbhi mujhy smjh paye. Tumhe apne pyr se pyr toh tha pr vishvas nhi tha, tumhe mera sach janne k liye saboot ki zrurt pdi. Meri haan tumhari zidd thi or meri na tumhare liye drd, or us drd ke bdle tumne mujjhy drd de kr pura kra, mere behen se shadi ka rishta jodkr. Me chahti thi tum moveon kro, pr tumhara moveon toh mujhy drd dekr mujhy todna tha. Agr tumhe pta tha ki me apna pyr chhupa rhi hu, toh tum baat krne ki koshish krty pr tumne toh Arohi se shadi kr k mujhy tadpane ko shi smjha. Sathi na shi hm dost bnkr toh shuruat kr skty thy na? Tumne na toh hmare pyr ko wakt dia bs sbkuchh apne according jldi jldi krna chaha. Tumhare bole hue ek ek shbd aaj bhi mere kano me goonjty h or aaj bhi bht takleef dete h. Khair tumse kya kahu jb mere apne mujhy nhi smjh paye toh tum mujhy kese 2 mhine me smjhty. Pr in sbse me ye toh smjh gyi hu ki pyr mere liye bna hi nhi h, hr kisi ko pyr mile esa zruri nhi or me vo bdkismt hu jo jise pyr k bdle pyr nhi mila. Mujhy hmesha se Maa papa jesi love story chiyh thi, but hr kisi ki kismat me pyr nhi hota h.
Tears fell down profousely from both their eyes, his eyes pleading hers for forgiveness, but how could she for her heart just freezed and the soul left her body.
She turned towards Arohi with a calm demeanour," Tu shi thi Arohi, Sirat sirf teri maa thi meri nhi bs tu hi unki beti h, Me Naira ki beti hu. And I m sorry meri vjh se teri mumma ki death ho gyi h but me is bare me kuchh nhi kr skti, unki death accident tha but tere according uska cause me thi toh aaj me accept krti hu ki han vo meri vjh se mri h. Kash us din me mr gyi hoti jis trh tu hmesha wish krti h but esa ho nhi paya but ek last time me wish krti hu ki teri hr wish puri ho. Mene terse kbhi kuchh bhi nhi chhheena h, hmesha sbkuchh bata h tujhse. Pr tujhy kuchh share nhi krna na mujh sauteli se toh thk h. Tujhy hmesha mere hone se problem thi na aaj vo bhi khtm ho jaegi, aaj se teri koi sauteli bhn nhi h, mr gyi hu me tere liye jesa tu hmesha se chhati thi. Aaj se ye sb kuchh tera, ye ghr tera, ye family teri, mera sga bhai bhi tera, Goenka's ki ikloti grandaughter bhi tu. Mera kuchh nhi h yha.Or haan ye jo tera rishta tuta h na abhi abhi, uska blame mujhy mt dena, bcz ye sb tere jhooth ka nateeja h. Aaj k bad teri life me kuchh bhi ho achha ya bura, i don't care mera ussy koi mtlb nhi hoga." turning her back to her family.
"Aaj apki bht yaad aa ri h Maa Papa, kash aap mujhy bhi apne sath le jate.", she whispered wiping her tears.
She made her way towards the front gate of the house, looking like a corpse who has no life left in her.
Suhasini- Akshu beta
Manish- Akshu ruko hmari bat suno, ese zidd mt kro
Swarna- Akshu please ruk jaa hm sb baat krengy na, sb theek ho jaega
Akshara- Akshu nhi Akshara, Dadi. Akshara Goenka bhi nhi, aaj se sbkuchh bs Arohi Goenka ka h jesa vo hmesha se chahti thi. Me bs Akshara hu Kartik Naira ki beti Akshara. Or ab mujhy kisi se koi bat nhi krni, ab bht der ho chuki h, me bchpn se sb sehti ayi hu bs ab nhi. Aaj se sb khtm or sb apni apni life me khush rhengy.
Her steps hurried towards the key stand grabbing, the desired keys, she left the house making a wild chase in the street. Leaving everyone behind worried.
Naksh- Ab mil gyi ap logo ko shanti, khush ho gyi na tum Arohi, chli gyi Akshu tum sbki life se. Kairav apne aaj hme bht nirash kra, hmne kbhhi nhi socha tha aap esa kuchh krengy. Sharam ani chiyh apko or aap sbko bhi apni hi bacchi ko aap log smjh nhi paye. Akshu Kartik ki princess thi, or sbke liye na shi km se km Kartik k liye hi aap log usy khush rkh lete. Or Arohi tum itni patthar dil kese ho skti ho ki kisi or ka pyr chheen lo? Aap sbko yad h kartik or naira ek dusre se pyr krty thy or gayu ko bhi kartik psnd tha, naira ne gayu k liye apna pyr sacrifice kr dia tha but jb Gayu ko sach ka pta chla usne sb kuchh thk kr dia. Mujhy garv h apni behno pr or hmare sansakaro pr. Akshara me hme Maheshwari's or Singhania's dono k sanskar dikh rhe h pr Arohi, Arohi ka hme nhi pta, ye itni selfish kese ho skti h?
Arohi- Aap ese kese bol skty h, just because meri nani k pass pesa ni h toh iska mtlb ye nhi h ki aap meri insult kre.
Naksh- Toh iska mtlb aap sbne apni ladli se ye sach bhi chhupaya h. Aap logo ne kitna andhere me rkha h sbko, apki vjh se bachho me duriyaan ayi h. Arohi apki nani ko sb isliye napsnd nhi krty h bcz vo rich nhi h, blki ilsiye kuki vo bht lalchi or selfish h, uhone sirat ko kbhi pyr nhi kra, sirat ko bchpn me anath chhod kr vo kisi or k sath bhag gyi. Jb unhe pta chla ki sirat ki shadi pese wale ghr me ho rhi h unhone fir se sirat se pese k liye rishta bnana chaha or jb sirat ne unhe mna kr dia toh apki nani or unke husband ne Kartik or Sirat ko marna chaha, yha tk ki apko bhi kidnap krvaya tha but aapko apke papa ne bcha lia.
Arohi- AG ye sb jhuth h na meri nani esi nhi h na, btaiye na AG.
Akhilesh- Ye sb sach h Aru, hmne tumhe isliye nhi btaya taki tum hurt na ho.
Keerti- Naksh suniye abhi gussa krke kuchh nhi hoga, hme Akshu ko dhundna h. Apko pta h vo Kartik ki car le kr nikli h.
Vansh- Kya Akshu bro ki car le kr gyi h? Vo car toh bro k accident k bad kbhi use hi nhi hui h.
Naksh- Vo car fir toh bilkul bhi safe nhi h. Hme jldi use dhundne jana chiyh.
Abhimanyu was the first to come to his senses and followed her, he left before any of the adults could think of following her. He was driving his car madly in order to catchup with Akshara's hastly moving car. His heart was beating wildly wishing for Akshu to slow down. He was not getting a good feeling, his instincts were screaming at him to catch her but she was driving with no limit, a madness he never knew existed in her. Before he could organise his thoughts he heard a loud crash and his worst nightmare turned into reality.
Akshara was driving her father's car, all the pain she kept inside her resurfaced today, the truth of nobody loving her, caring for her and blaming her for all the wrongs broke her apart. There was no will in her to live, she only needed Mumma and Papa. As tears streamed down her cheeks making her vision blurred she didnt see the tank in front of her, she tried to apply breaks but like everything in her life they also failed her. Her car colllided with the tank, her head hiting the steering, glass shards embedding in her skin and her body went spiraling out of the car. She relished the pain, felt herself free of all the burden and sufferings, her body surrendered to that feeling of calm. Her eyes closed and a smile graced her lips as she saw her Mumma and Papa welcoming her in their awaiting arms.
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