ff..Tera Junooon #Thread 3# DT'sNotePg65 - Page 42

Originally posted by: hinusha

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Originally posted by: avinaksh

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Originally posted by: rainanaksh

kaha kiya tha maine nahi dekha..abhi dekhti hu..
aur ha aaj update isliye nahi
kyunki nobody is interested :(

Originally posted by: rainanaksh

PART...42...

naitik was lying on his bed in outhouse but sleep was far away from him...he knew that he had very less time with akshara now...he tossed in bed from right to left and left to right..he moved out of his bed and slowly made his was towards the house..he took the spare key which was kept in the outhouse and slowly opened the door..with slow steps he climed the steps and reached akshara's room..his hands shivered to open the door but he had to do..he could not be at peace without seeing her..he slowly opened the door without making noice and the sight in front of him brought tears in his eyes..naitik saw akshara slowly patting her stomach..he moved closer to her and saw her in deep sleep but it looked like she was all wake and talking to her baby..naitik could not control his tears..he slowly bent down and caressed her face and hair an place a soft kiss on her forehead and said.." i am sorry baby" apke dad bahut bure hai aap na unhe kabhi maaf mat karna ...aapke dad ne aapki mumma ko bahut dukh diya hai..mai bahut bura hu " par aap meri saza apni mummy ko mat do...wo aapse bahut pyaar karti hai..aapne unhe itni badi saza kyu di..saza toh sirf aapke papa ko milni chahiye..phir aap kyu apni mumma ko chod kar chale gaye..?aap jante hai aapki mumma aapke iss papa se bahut pyaar karti hain..itna pyaar ki wo hosh me na rehkar bhi hame apna gunahgaar nahi maanti hai..mai kaise kahu aapkin mumma se ki wo hamse itna pyaar na kare..na kare itna pyaar ki hum use jhel na paye...mai janta hu ki aapki mumma hamse kabhi nafrat nahi kar sakti hai..ye jankar bhi ki hamne unhe sirf dard diya hai..baby toh bhagwaan ke paas ho na toh unhe kaho ki aapki mumma ko jaldi theek kar de taki hum aapki mumma ko khush dekhkar unse door chale jaye..naitik stopped caressing her stomach..he felt that he missed the most beautiful moment of his life..he was such an unlucky father who himself killed his child..naitik slowly put his hand on akshara forehead and caressed it and said..

" akshara don't love me so much that i wont be able to see in ur eyes..hate me akshara so that i will be able to go away from u..hate me aksharafor killing our child..hate me for loving u..hate me for marrying u and hate me so that i die each second thinking about u i know akshara that my sins are not forgivable but pls akshara don't punish urself by doing all this..come out of this akshara come out so that ur naitik can die a peaceful death by staying away from u..don't akshara don't love me..i am not capable of it.."

naitik placed soft kiss on her forehead for the last time before going and turned to leave when he felt akshara holding him and saying..

" naitik aap jante hai ye aapka baby bilkul aapki tarah hai..din bhar mujhe pareshaan karta hai..naitik aap jaldi aa jaiye hame lene ke liye..hum dono bahut akele hai..naitik mujhe darr lag raha hai naitik kihamara baby hame kahi chodkar na jaaye..pls naitik jaldi aaiye aur mujhe apne saath le jaiye...

naitik could not beat it any more and placed her head on the bed and leht the room..he cursed himself for lovind this angel..he cursed his own life for killing his innocent child..

bua ji who had come to see akshara for the last time was shocked to see naitik near akshara and taking..she once was angry as he did not come for the whole day but listening to his words made her stop in her track..

it was two months now ever since akshara was back to house but there was not a single improvement in her..it was same dark life for both akshara and naitik..everyone tried their best to get akshara out of the shell of depression but no one suceed..on the other sind bua ji was well aware about naitik's condition..

through naitik was broken and shattered in all ways but did not loose his hopes he knew that he had promised bua ji that he will bring akshara back and he had to do that..he could not let bua ji down this time and foremost it was his punsihment that he had to bring her back to life and then leave her forver and ever so that he could suffer for distroying her and how could he not do this..the doctors told him that only one thing could break her shell and bring her out of her shell and that was only the mension of her baby..

through naitk was still had doubt on this but his next thought gave him the best idea for bringing his akshara back..he knew that she will definately react to this even through he had to go through all the pain again but he had to do it..and this would give the time also so that he could make his family hate himself again..

he reached the house where akshara with her whole family including bua ji was sitting in a living room..naitik took a deep breadth and said..

naitik-aap logo ko koi kaam nahi hai ki iss ladki ke saath baate karke apna time waste kar rahe hain..pata nahi mai bua ji baato me kaise aa gaya aur aapna keemti waqt ispar barbaad kar diya..

everyone was shocked to hear him and his words..they could not believe that he was once again saying those words but the next words made them very angry..

nk- aap sab aise kyu dekh rahe hai..sach hi toh keh raha hu mai..jab se ye akshara meri lif me aayi hai tab se meri zindagi ko kisi jahannum se kam nahi kiya hain..still i don't understand that how i was bearing this girl..

bua ji-bas karo munna..hamne socha tha ki tum badal gaye ho..par ye sab..tumhe zara bhi afsoos nahi hota apne kiye par..

naitik- galti maine nahi bua ji aap sab kar rahe hain..mai maanta hu ki maine jo kiya wo shayad galat ho...par ab jo keh raha hu wo galat nahi hai..

naitik looked at akshara to see is reacting and he could clearly see that they was some change in her eyes..he now knew what to do and he continued..

naitik-haa bua ji akshara ne kabhi mujhse pyaar nahi kiya..wo toh sirf ere paiso se pyaar karti hai..iske na jane kitne boyfriends hain..

nikhil-bas kijiye naitik ji..ab ek aur shabd muh se nahi nikle meri behen ke khilaaf..

naitik-mai sach keh raha hoon..aap log bhale hi iski sacchai nahi jante par mai janta hu..ye ladi mujh jaisa life partner deserve hi nahi karti..

bua ji- munna ye tu kya kahe ja raha hai..?

pagal ho gaya hai kya..

nk-bua ji pagal toh mai pehle tha..hosh me toh ab aaya hu..ye pregnent thi..par mai kehta hu ki itne din ye mujhse door thi..pata nahi wo mera baccha tha ya phir...

but before naitik could speek anymore words he felt a sharp slap on his face..he looked at the person who slapped him and was shocked, surprised,and happy that he did suceed in his plan..yes akshara was getting restless ever since he started to speak about her child not being his..the word that her love for him was fake and the baby was not his brought her back from her shell and the very next moment she found herself slapping him..there were tears in her eyes..

akshara-stop it naitik..just stop..it was ur child naitik..aapka aur mera baccha tha wo..wo baccha jo aapke nafrat aur gusse ki nishani thi par wo hamare pyaar ka prateek tha..par aapki ye baate sunkar bhagwaan ne theek kiya jo use iss duniya me aane rok diya..

naitik- what an acting akshara..were u acting for so many days of being in depression so that u could gain my sympathy and come back in my life..i really feel akshara that it was ur another trick to come near me..wow what a perfect actor u are..i just cant believe it taht u did such good acting for this two months..

akshara could not hear his anymore accusations and grabbed him by his collar and said..

akshara-acting lagti hai aapko..hum hamare bacche ko ko chuke hai naitik aur uske liye hum dukh bhi nahi mana paye..mujh jaisi badnaseeb maa aur koi nahi hogi..kaash mai wapas kabhi theek na hoti..kyunki aapki aankho me aaj bhi nafrat aur gussa dikh raha hai jo mere liye uss din tha..isse accha ki mai apne bacche ke saath hi marr jati..

naitk jerks her away from him and says- enought akshara aur kitna natak karogi tum..kyu nahi maanti ki wo baccha mera nahi tha..hyu nahi maanti ki maine tumse kabhi pyaar hi nahi kiya..why dont u accept it akshara..

akshara finally says- nahi tha wo aapka baccha..samjhe aap nahi tha wo aapka baccha ansh..nahi..tha...

and before she could say anything more she fainted and was about to touch the floor when naitik screamed...

nk- akshara...and he ran towards her but before that nikhil came and held her ny her waist and scoops her in his arms..

with this he takes akshara to her room and other follow him..here naitik stood watching her with a contented smile..he knew that he had suceed in his plan and now akshara when she had removed all her anger..

naitik- i am sorry akshara..mai janta hu ki tumhe meri baate bahut dukh de rahi hongi..par sach maana akshara mera ek ek shabd mere liye hazaar maut ke barabar tha..oar kya karta akshara mere paas yahi ek mauka tha tumhe depression se bahar lane ke liye nahi toh hum shayad tumhe kho dete..akshara aur yeh mai kaise hone deta..mai janta hu ki jo bhi tumne abhi kaha hai wo sab tumhara gussa tha aur jab tum poori tarah hosh me aaogi tab apne aap par gussa hogi..par usse pehle mujhe apne doosre kadam ki taiyaari karni hogi..uske baad tum mujhse jude har ek bandhan se azaad ho akshara..pata nahi mai ye sab kar paunga ya nahi..par mujhe ye kaam karna hi hoga..kaash mai bhi tumhe apne pyaar ka yakeen dila pata..par shayad ab wo waqt ja chuka hai..i am really sorry my love..sorry for everything..

i love u..

PRECAP----NAITIK DESTROYS HIS OWN HEART AND PIERCES AKSHARA'S HEART INTO MILLION PIECES..

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Maan was lying on his bed in outhouse but sleep was far away from him. He knew tat he had very less time with Geet now. He tossed in his bed from right to left and left to right. He moved out of his bed and slowly made his way towards the mansion. He took the spare key which was kept in the outhouse and slowly opened the door. With slow steps he climbed the steps and reached Geet's room. His hands shivered to open the door but he had to do. He could not be at peace without seeing her. he slowly opened the door without making noise and the sight in front of him brought tears in his eyes.

Maan saw geet slowly patting her stomach and murmuring to herself. He moved closer to her and saw her in deep sleep but it looked like she was all awake and talking to her baby.

Geet: baby aap humse gussa tho nahi hain na. Hum janthe hain ki hum aapko woh sab khushi nahi de sakenge jo aapke dada de sakthe hain par hum kya karthe baby. Aapke dada humse bahut naraaz hain. janthe hain aaap hum apke dada se bahut bahut pyar karthe hain aur humesha karthe rahege. Aap please aapke dada ko kabhi galat mat samjhana. Jab unka gussa thanda hoga na tab aapke dada hume yaha se leke jayenge. Tab tak hum aur aap unka intezaar karte rahege aur unhe der saara pyar karte rahege.

( baby u r not angry on me na. I know tat I cant give u all the happiness tat ur dada can give but wat could I do baby. Ur dada is very angry on me. U know I love ur dada very very much and will always love. Never think tat ur dada was wrong baby. When his anger will go na he will come here to take us. Till than we will wait and will keep loving him more)

Maan could not control his tears. He slowly bent down and caressed her face and hair an placed a soft kiss on her forehead and said " M sorry Mishti" and touched her belly saying " M sorry baby, aapke dada bahut bure hain. aap na unhe kabhi maaf mat karna, kabhi mat karna. Aapke dada ne aapki mama ko bahut dukh diya. Aapko bhi ish duniya mein aane se pelhe hi'.. main bahut bura hoon baby, par aapne meri sazza apni mama kyu di. Aap janthe the na ki aapki mama apko bahut pyar karthi phir aap kyu chod ke chale gaye mama ko, aapne unhe itni badi sazza kyu di. Sazza tho sirf hume milni chahiye phir kyu aap apni mama ko chod ke gaye.

Aap janthe hain aapki mama aapke ish gunegaar dada se bahut pyar karthi hain, itna pyar ki woh hosh mein na hokar bhi hume apna gunegaar nahi manthi. Main kaise kahu aapki mama se ki woh humse itna pyar na kare, na kare itna pyar ki hum ushe jhel nap aye. Dhumb jaanthe hain hum, yeh jaankar ki aapki mama humse kabhi nafrat nahi kar sakthi, yeh jaankar bhi ki hume unhe sirf dard aur dukh ke alva kuch nahi diya. Baby aap tho bhagwan ke paas ho na tho unhe kahu ki aapki mama ko jaldi theek kare taki hum unhe khush dekh kar hamesha ke liye aapki mama se dur chale jaye."

" Geet don't love me so much tat I wont be able to see in ur eyes. Hate me geet so tat I will be able to go away from you. Hate me geet for the pain I gave you. Hate me for killing our child geet, hate me for loving you, hate me for marrying you and hate me so tat I die each second thinking about you. I know geet tat my sins are not forgivable but please geet don't punish urself by doing all this. some out of this geet come out so tat ur Maan can die a peaceful death by staying away from you. Come out of ur dark life geet so tat u can punish me with ur own hands. Do you know geet tat dadima told me tat u were dead and I did not even think once tat how can Geet die when her Maan was alive but see Geet once again I failed ur love. Once again I gave u pain by believing tat u were far away. But its strange na Geet tat even after failing I n love for so many time s u still love me. Don't geet don't love me, m not capable of it."

Maan placed soft peck on her forehead for the last time before going out and turned to leave when he felt Geet holding him and saying.

( Maan do u know tat ur baby is like u. he just likes me to trouble like u do. Maa come fast maan we both miss u maan. m sacred maan tat our baby will leave us and go maan. please come fast maan and take us with u back. I love u maan)

Maan could not bear it any more and placed her hand on the bed and left the room. He cursed himself for loving this angel. He cursed his own life for killing his innocent angel.

" Nahi Maan aap yu thoot nahi sakthe. Abhi tho yeh sirf shuruvaat hui hain Maan aur abhi bahut kuch dekhna baaki hain. hum janthe hain ki aap ne hume wada kiya hain par hum yeh bhi janthe hain ki aap Geet se ab aur dur nahi reh payenge aur aapko humari har kausauti pe khara utarana hoga Maan. hume Yakeen ho juka hain ki jo faisla humne liya hain woh galat nahi hain ab aapko apne aap ko sambhit karna hoga. Sambhit karna hoga jo galati aapse huyi hain aap uski sazza pane ke liye tayar hain. aur aapki sazza yeh hain ki aap khud geet ko tadapte dekhe aur ushe ishe bahar nikale."

( no maan u cant break like this maan. this is just the start maan and there is lots to see and bear. I know tat u promised me but I also know tat u will not be able to stay away from her and u will cross all obstacles for her. I now have full faith maan tat my decision was not wrong and u will prove urself now. U will prove tat u r ready fro taking the punishment for ur sins from geet and u will bring geet out of this darkness Maan)