HEART BLEEDS

I will sum up the last scene shortly within 10 lines (zaroori hai bhai...😆 i suffer from verbal diarhea😆 )

I was all to myself that i have... confined within the realms of the imperfect world...i rebelled...i fought...i cursed...n i cried...i questioned my very own existence ...But i was unaware that my very own Reality is the purpose n need of HeR existence...i tried to find my answers...treaded on those paths which led me to HER...but still i WILLED to walked away ...i Hid myself...i fooled myself...i knocked myself ...Tat YES I AM very MUCH MY OWN ...i was Assuring in the glory of my very own confidence that i DoNT NEED HER...BUT I FORGOT ...My senseless organ was already caged in HERS...My heart didnt belong to me as much as i ran far away... to save it from beating for her...BUT IT DID...IT USED TO FEEL...IT USED TO TALK...IT USED TO LAUGH...IT USED TO DANCE...IT USED TO FLY...IT USED TO DREAM... it Did ALL what i was DREADING FOR ...Today IT CRIED...It Bled from within...It pained and i couldnot bear to see the HURT it caused me...!!My emotions jolted me ...just for HER...!!Even a scratch on her would shred me into pieces...My feelings were maddening me as her tears disturbed me to no end...

I REALISED no amount of lies would convince me now...That i had to EMBRACE THE TRUTH...She is within me ...that She belongs to me...! That She is a part of me...how much ever i try to turn away from her...She was created just for me!😳

Ps...extra 16 to 17 lines hogaye😆😆...

I am first

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Thanku dear for ur kind words...Overwhelmed😃...Dunno wat to add in ..as i can only write when i feel connected to them...!

Once again thanks for replying

Was waiting for your post only.

That last scene just shows how much he has started to care for her...firstly he requested the teacher and then again in front of Rakesh Sir...he couldn't see it...he closed his eyes and clenched his fist...just to make sure he controls his emotions...his inner rage...his turmoil was so very evident...😃

He was getting hit everytime she was getting one...as if her tears came to his eyes...now when he'll come to know about his Nanu...he would feel indebted to her for saving his soulmate...I'm waiting for that part in tday's episode...can't wait for that😃

Thanx Ruchi...😛

Na i was not planning to write anything today...jus wnted to relax in the beauty of the show...But then the last scene ..was very much compelling that i had to jut it out from my mind...Me too eagerly waiting as to how he would react...He called her selfish...😆 luks whos talking the one who is playing with the gals feelings for his own selfish reasons...Let it come around n mke him rot in guilt😆