This is exactly how ishita should be, but sadly, they don't show anything like that these days. Once again this is left to us n our assumption. What they show is Ishita full of attitude n adding to that is DT's pressed lips expression which make ishita look extremely selfish to me who really doesn't care about her own kids, for that matter not even about roshni...all she is thinking about is keeping baby with her. How I wish they actually show a monologue or something related to what u have written from Ishita's side. Her acts will make some sense now.What I have always felt about yhm in last few months is they don't even think about any character or their actions as deeply as we do, they just have some random shitty thoughts when they write n direct the scenes which are very shallow n have no emotions attached to it...just because we love n understand these characters so much, we think from their perspective n find out these theories for our peace of mind so that the story makes some sense to us. I m sure they don't have an ounce of this concern about Ishita's mental state or her thought process after killing Adi. They are only drowning in their misplaced sense of feminism by showing ishita right with all the attitude n we fools are trying to see the whys n how's of her actions!