Ishra ss-#2 pyaar humko hone lagaa#3,pt 21 on pg 130 updt on Jul 12 - Page 37

Ishita hugged Raman tight and said-sab kuch khatam ho gaya raman, everything is finished. I am going to die, I am going to die. She said and start crying bitterly. Raman hugged her tight and caressing her hair softly trying to console her but deep inside he was also scared to wits,and soon his eyes too got filled with the unbearable pain. He just hugged her close to his heart and cried uncontrollably. Ishita too start crying loudly hearing his cries. Both cried to their heart content and finally after long both got silent, they were just hugging each other tight and sitting silently lost in each other.

After sometime ishita said-just now we were thinking to start our life together and see what happened. I am going to die, lagta hai meri kismat mein khushiyan likhi hi nahi. She said while fresh tears came into her eyes again.

Raman wiped her tears and said-chup ho jaa ishita. It's only presumption, reports r yet to come.

Ishita-i know reports positive hi honge, u know why coz that god, he dont like me, he always want to give me pain. Pehle mujhe pyaar nahi diya aur ab jab mujhe pyaar mila, woh mujhse meri saansein chin rahe hai. She said cupping his face, Raman cried hearing this, he caressed her face softly and said-aisa kuch nahi hai, jaan. Tumhe kuch nahi hoga.

Ishita hugged him tight again and cried-i don't wanna die raman. Main jeena chahti hoon, aapke saath, aapki baahon .please save me Raman.

Raman cupped her face and said wiping her tears with his thumb-kuch nahi hoga tujhe, suna tumne, kuch nahi hoga tujhe. I will not let anything happen to u. Tu jaan hai meri, tujhe kaise kuch hone de sakta hoon.

Ishita-agar mujhe sach mein cancer hua toh.

Raman -toh kya, we will fight together like always and will win against it also.

Ishita-aur agar mere saare baal jhad gaye, main gandi lagne lagi toh, will u leave me.

Raman smiled and said-tujhe kaise akela chod sakta hoon, u only told me naa that our relationship is based on pain, toh tujhe takleef mein jaise chod sakta hoon. Agar tere saare baal jhad bhi gaye toh bhi tu duniya ki sabse sundar ladki rahegi mere liye. Aur main tujhe bacha lunga. Tujhe kuch nahi hone dunga, he said hiding her in his chest.

Ishita peeked through and said-aur agar last stage mein hua toh. What if u couldn't save me.

Raman -chup pagal madrasan, aisa kuch nahi hoga, aur tu ladhne se pehle kyun haar rahi hai. U r my fighter ishita, meri jhansi ki rani. U can't be afraid bachcha, I am with u. Tujhe kuch nahi hone dunga main. U trust ur raman naa.

Ishita nodded in yes.

Raman -then stop crying.

Ishita nodded and hugged him tight while he pecked her temple softly.

Ishita snuggled into him and said-i love u raman.

Raman -i love u too, and will always love u. Koi bhi aur kuch bhi hamare pyaar ke beech nahi aa sakta. He said and caressed her face slowly while she closed her eyes feeling his warmth. Soon she slept hugging him tight while Raman was sitting numb fearing what if something happened to her. Yes he has consoled her but don't know how to console himself. Tears were flowing continuously from his eyes while he was praying continuously to for a negative report. While his eyes were just looking at her.

It was more then an hour since they were in the hospital, finally doctor came to take ishita for test. First she gave ishita hospital clothes and told her to change.

Ishita cried hearing this and said-main nahi jaungi, test karwane.

Doctor look at Raman, he signalled her that he will change her clothes. Doctor went out leaving ishra alone.

Raman held her hand and said-please jaan.

Ishita-no, this is my wedding dress, I will not change it. Meri shaadi honi hai aaj raman. She said hugging her gown crying.

Raman too cried hearing this, he cupped her face and said-i promise we will get married very soon. I will buy more beautiful gown for u, Jisme meri jaan pari lagegi.

Ishita nodded in no but he hold her hand and took her to changing room. He make her stand infront of him and unzipped her zip. He slide her gown downwards and ishita said-maine bhi yahin socha tha that u will undress me today , but kabhi nahi socha tha that u will undress me for this reason. She said crying. Hearing this Raman, who was trying hard to control his tears burst into tears and hugged her tightly from back. He kissed the nape of her neck and said-dont say like this jaan, I will surely undress u and love u till no end. Tumhe itna pyaar karunga, ki tum thak jaogi.

Ishita-no, I know u will not get time to love me as I will be dead. Main mar jaaunga naa.

Raman cried hiding his face in crook of her neck and said-no, please don't say like this, please be strong babu, for me, for ourselves. Hamare liye bachche, keep faith.

Ishita turned to him and hugged him tight while her gown slide down. Raman make her wear the hospital dress and he took her for the test .

Soon the test were over and doctor said that it will take two to three days to get the reports.

Doc-if u want, u can take her home or u guys should stay in hospital only.

Raman was about to say something when ishita said-i want to go back.

Raman -but jaan what if we want medical attention in night.

Ishita-agar naseeb mein maut likhi hogi toh aise bhi hogi, I just want to live in ur arms before dying raman. I want to be in ur arms till my last breath.

Raman don't said anything, just nodded .he took her discharge and both went back to the hotel. The journey was a silent affair. Both were lost in their thoughts while ishita was cuddled in him.

Soon they reach the hotel, they were going inside when ishita said-i left my bag in the cab, go and bring.

Raman went and bring the bag and saw it has her gown while she was still wearing the hospital clothes as she don't have anything other to change and he don't have a heart to tell her to wear that gown again.