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Ishita is walking aimlessly on the street after the dinner fiasco..and the song Najane kyon plays..she sees couples sweet moments.. feeding each other ice cream, and she has fb's of their 1st anniversary..the chai date scene
She is happy for them..smiles with tearful eyes..but is miserable..
She sees another couple exchanging flowers..she remembers the flower shower
Then comes the kulfi.. their recent palak paneer scene and another couple talking and their battle supreme scene come
She sits on a bench and reminded their first rain dance..kabi jo badal barse..and his first kiss on her cheeks, their first valentine after marriage, where he pins a rose on her hair, and jab we met at Ruhi's school where he dressed her up.
She tries to calm herself down by Taking deep breaths
At the police station
Raman wants to make a phone call, He calls ishita...and he says.. he's aware that how angry she will be, he wanted to make it and surprise her, but was held up, and wants her to listen to him...
I..raman there are lot of roadblocks in our relationship..its ok ..just let it be
Raman...its not like that..I want to talk to you and tell you so many things..but
At that very minute a constable calls him, as he's being called in..so raman says he will call later and disconnects the call.
Ishita is broken again..why do i do this all the time..its all my fault..why should /will i blame raman...why do i fall for his words..always, always something or other comes up..I'm waiting for him..hoping everything works out..but ..she couldn't complete after that..she wipes he tears..an says..nope I'm not going to cry anymore..i will wait for him..I have my kids who love me, I'm happy with them..why am I waiting for someone who doesn't love me ...wipes her tears hires a cab and leaves.
At the bhallas
Param comes to meet ananya for Valentine's Day and gives her a teddy..she's very happy...ananya is playing Cupid..and he wishes her ..its a Nice scene..simmi goes off on him..basically she told him to stay away from her and not to bother gaurav.
Ananya gives key ring..
Aadiliya
Adi is upset..aaliya says maybe raman uncle has a reason..besides amma knows that raman uncle loves her a lot..adi says..its not fair today he crossed it, and how hurt ishima was. She wanted to stay strong for us and not to break down in front of us..he always does this..what hasn't she done for the kids and family..she even put her life on the line many times..And papa..he's only hurt her.
Aaliya says..he's over thinking..and everybody knows that the loves her a lot..
Adi promises that he will never hurt aaliya, and will never leave her alone on dinner dates..they share an eyelock..and bgm..DIL kya Karen plays
He confesses his love..so does she..And a head butt..😳
Mani in a abandoned place..nidhis avatar is released..she s dressed as village belle..with new set of pearly whites, fake teeth...with bangs..basically its the old Nidhi with glasses and bangs and new teeth. Mani wonders what is she doing in this new look. Mani is begging him to leave him.. this is all coz of ishra says Nidhi.
At shagmani's
Raman is back ..he's at manis parking lot..and says hope she understands.
Ishita is back home she's sad and. Removes her earrings and goes towards the window..and looks down..surprise surprise.😳😊..raman is there..she couldn't believe her eyes, shes stunned to see him..her hope came back after seeing him at the parking lot. Shes very very very happy, shy, elated, ecstatic, like a teen seeing her crush or her love, she couldn't contain herself the excitement...well done by DT...and tries to dress up, put her earrings back on, to look good for him..and calls herself a nut..shes one happy woman in the world...she herself agrees.. that all raman had to do is show his face..and I'm a big puddle of mush. I'm not going to give in that easily raman...it was a playful line..nothing serious..looks into the mirror and heads to the door then backs out ..she's restless...waiting for the door bell to ring..
Door opens and In walks mani and she peeps out to see where raman is ..
She didn't even care for mani..her eyes were glued to the doorway..her eyes were hungry for Raman...
Mani sees her and asks if she's waiting for someone else..she changes the subject and asks why is he so late and he looks really tired, Mani says he's very busy and leaves.
Ishita wonders why as to why raman hasn't come up yet..
And looks thru the window..raman is not there and she's disappointed and hurt..that he left without seeking her.
Raman in his car...Sorry ishita I couldn't meet you..fb plays
raman steps out of the car and was about to meet her when he sees mani driving up and leaves as mani doesn't want him to meet ishita.
Ishita is very disappointed and starts crying again
Over there raman holds the bouquet close to his heart and sad he couldn't meet ishita
Next morning
Aaliya gives coffee to ishita and aaliya proposes pooja of shagun, as she too will be happy, ishita agrees.
Just then doorbell rings..its gulabo with a bouquet of red roses
Ishita has the fb of yesterdays parking lot..raman with the same bouquet
And ishita is not reacting...and raman st..says madrassn 6th sense is way too strong surely she's feeling something
She's wondering how comes this rose..its a similar bouquet to what raman had yesterday..
Ishita says..i wanted this bouquet yesterday but got it today from someone else..
Raman is taken aback a bit..guilty..they sit to have coffee.
Aaliya asks from where she got this beautiful bouquet
Rambo--- a boy was selling it on the street and adds that he wanted me to give this to someone who loves and cares for flowers..so Rambo says you ( ishita) flashed in my mind so bought it for you..why do you think its from me..why don't you think its from, maybe this flower was expecting you.something like that..didnt quite get it..
Madamji..smile you look good when you smile..
Aaliya asks if gulabo knows anything about pregnancy pooja
And gulabo comes up with a celeb story..and how she took care of all their party needs. They come up with a baby announcement party..and a small pooja..and also call paati too..so aaliya is leaving to chennai to get her back. Gulabo doesn't want grandma to come as his disguise will blow upon his face..and says well they are very orthodox..and ishu says don't worry..it will all work out. So paati is coming soon, Aaliya leaves.
In the kitchen
Ishu didn't sleep well / sleep at all, which doesn't go unnoticed by Rambo ..and asks if she slept well as she has dark circles ..ishu says that she indeed slept well..
Raman knows the reason and says..i know I'm hurting her, I'm very sorry..i first need to find out what's going on with her..good nice...go for it..this is what we want..
Precap
Nidhi now demands / taken up job forcefully in manis office..
My thoughts
Finally I'm seeing ishita act as a normal woman, whatever she kept locked deep down in her heart, desires, are bursting out now...she's just like any other girl who wants to be pampered, his first choice not a "doosri" , in his life.
I'm happy she's accepted that it's her fault ..she's at fault for ramans behavior..had she not corrected him early on, this wouldn't have happened. She's the reason for not letting him know that she's hurt, hid it from him and encouraged his behavior.
She's madly irrevocably in love with Raman..and it hurts that person who doesn't wish her...the feelings not being reciprocated..it hurts and that's why she thinks..maybe raman doesn't love her anymore..to them these simple things hurts her the most...my thoughts ..no offense meant
@Raji...you were on the right track...you even mentioned this in your recent comment..
Her reaction after seeing Raman shows that she likes these sort of small small happiness..gestures that make a big difference..gestures that would make or break a person...small happiness that doesn't cost a fortune..just his very appearance is enough for her to make her go weak on her knees. The very thought that he remembered, just the thought that he hasn't forgotten their anniversary makes her feel as if she hit the million $$ jackpot.
Ishita has mastered the art of disguise...she freezes whenever anything related to her comes out..scared of being questioned, so she just bottles everything up, she doesn't want to share her hurt coz by doing it you are letting go of it...which she doesn't want..as she's internalized it and in reality feels it's true. Have you ever wondered why she never reacted when she lost the baby?.answer..she doesn't to want to let go, she wants to hold it close to her heart she doesn't want to share the pain..it's a part of her, a child she carried for a few days, she feels that the child is still with her...she doesn't want to move on from that phase..she loves to carry that burden, she cherishes the burden. She hides everything from others, but when alone..she lets go of herself..
Raman...everybody knows he loves ishita..so does ishita..but his recent actions name calling, renouncing her status is making her question him. It all comes down to why do you hurt me if/when you love me..specially when it goes on for years...Yes it's true that he has hurts her the most, unimaginable hurt...but sadly hurt always stays back.
Ok Raman's reason..seriously he couldn't meet her coz of mani...fine...if that's the case why even come there? He could've sent it thru someone else too? There are other ways to get it to her, Or tried to call her after reaching home and tell her he was there but couldn't meet her as mani might not like it. In that way Ishita will also know the real reason...
Both were not wrong...it's the circumstances that's playing a game..
Nidhi has a buck tooth
Children are always sensitive to mothers hurt..they are very very supportive of their mom, they are her protectors..They always see dads going off on their mom mostly for no reason..moms always bear the brunt of anything that happens within or outside the family...this doesn't mean they are not sensitive towards their father, they are..in a different way.
And the earrings are back...😡
Leads as usual nailed it
Ishra scenes were good
Liked Param and ananya scene
Overall good..
A song came to my mind with recent Ishra situation..I saw it as a perfect fit..
It's ...The Heart wants what it wants but Selena Gomez ..
Tum Se Tum Tak
Ganesh Kartikeya
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