Ts:Dear zindagi....

Ishita went to meet doctor manoj as she was having a little bit of pain in her lower abdomen...

But wen c was about to enter the clinic c saw raman der along wid shagun n dr. Manoj...c was wondering why raman is der in Dr. Manojs clinic...den c heard raman thanking manoj.n shagun 4 fulfilling his n may dream of having our own baby...I was a little bit confused abt wat raman was saying...but den I heard Dr. Manoj saying dont thank me thank shagun agar c would not have stepped in at The last moment it wuld Hv been impossible 2 carry on d procedure...c is d one who found laxmi not 2 b fit 4 surrogacy...AND as I said d embryo was already ready and it cant b delayed...so c said dat c will happily b d surrogate mother 4 urs n ishita's baby...

Ishita was hell shocked listing dis...

Den Dr. Manoj said now evry thing is done successfully so Mr.bhalla now u can tell ishitaji d gud news...

Ishita was not able 2 take it any more so c just decided 2 leave d place...c went 2 her clinic der c received a courier wid a note an insight on rinkis murder...4rm ur well wisher

Ishita opened d packet...n saw a cd... c put d cd in d laptop and d scene playing in d screen jst broken her heart...c started crying badly...it was d cold storage scene wer it is lukng lyk raman is kissing shagun...c started getting all d flash back wen shagun taunted her abt raman is still in luv wid shagun...how ishita cant give him d greatest gift of lyf I.e a child...whch shagun hv given him...and den 2days scene of d clinci c thought again shagun will b d one who wI'll give raman his 3rd child...c was totally shattered...c was questioning herself dat is dis wat is der 4 her in her destiny..alwyz being an second option...raman not finding her worthy 2 share anything...not even dis surrogacy matter whch was imp 2 her...

C was breaking inside...den c show d screen saver of her laptop...it was adis n ruhis pic...c saw it and decided dat dis tym c wont 4give raman 4 dis blunder...n c wont tolerate dis nonsense...c took her car keys n went home...

On d other hand in d clinic...a nurse came inside n tld Dr. Manoj dat ishitaji came 4 her checkup...but c went back again..I tried calling her but c is not receiving d call...raman manoj n shagun wer hell shocked...raman askd d nurse wen did ishita cum nurse said around 20 min ago...raman was shocked he started feeling dat he gono lose evrythng...he nw was guilty of hiding dis 4rm ishita...he started crying n mumbling m sorry ishita plz dont take me wrong I did alk dis 2 c u happy...m sry...den Dr. Manoj n shagun askd him 2 call ishita n talk 2 her...raman wiped his tears n made his way out of d clinic..he called ishita but her mobile was switched off...he called d clinic dry informed him dat c hv gone 2 noida...as Dr.batra called her 4 sum surgery...raman was a bit relieved...he thought d in d evening wen c will return..he will explain her everything n c will understand...but less did he knw dat he himself broke her trust which was beyond repair dis tym...so raman went 2 his office wid a determination dat in d evening he will make his madrasen understand his point...

Nyt 10:00 pm raman returned 4rm office ...he found no one there...he askd d neelu abt evry1.. C tld every went dolly aunty ke ghar...c askd ke bhaiya khana laga doon he said haan tu plate laga mai fresh hokar aaya...he went 2 his room n found dat ishita hv not yet returned...he called her but her phn was not reachable...so he went 2 d cupboard 2 get his nyt cloth...he was shocked 2 find dat ishitas sarees wer missing...c called neelu n askd did ishita cum...c said haan Bhabhi aaye thi...he askd wer is c...toh neelu told ke c went 2 market 2 get d suitcase repaired...raman said wat c was carrying a suitcase...neelu said yes n wen I asked c tld ke yeh khabar ho gaya toh mai repair mai de kar aati...raman was shattered...d fear of loosing ishita was unbearable...neelu askd Bhaiya sab thik hai na... he said yes n askd her 2 leave...he again reached 4 his mobile n dialed her no. Dis tym it was showing switched off...he threw is phone n at dat tym he noticed...a file kept der...he rush towards it...he opened it and found a letter of ishita...he took d letter and started 2 read it

To raman

Aab tak apko.pata chal gaya hoga he mujhe surrogacy ke baare mai sab kuch pata chal gaya...kya kahoon mai apse ke mai bahut khush hoon...par aap manenge todi...itni din se yeh he toh bok rahi thi ke m happy having u ruhi n adi in my lyf..n I dont need ny1 else...no even our own baby...but nai aapko itni si baat samjhe mai he nai aaye..

Pata hai raman jab Subbu left me coz of my infertility...I was broken I thought I wilk alwz b an incomplete women...coz a baby is alwz a nxt step of a happy marriage lyf...but I was not ment 4 dat...It took.me tym but I accepted d reality...den ruhi came in my lyf as my daughter whch I alwz craved 4...being around her I 4got dat I cant bare a child...c was will alwz b my baby...along wid ruhi came ruhi ke papa...pata nai kab humara tu tu mai mai wala rishta pyaar mai badal gaya...tab mujhe laga dat m a complete women.I hv a daughter n a husband whi luv me 2 death...n den as a cherry on top came adi...who completed my perfect family picture...I was in peace n happy...dat now m complete my family is complete...haan In sum part of myheart i wanted d symbol of our luv...but den I jst ignored it sayng if its written in.my Destiny I will get it...den happend dis miracle I became pregnant...I was on cloud 9 coz 4 yrs ppl called me banj n wat not n dis baby was d answer 2 shut alk der mouths...but dis happiness was short lived...I lost our baby...u must b thinking how was I so normal aftr dat incident...but let me tell u it was not easy 4 me 2 keep a normal face...I lost our baby who ment d world 4 me...but 4 u ruhi adi n evert1 I have 2 b nrml..coz in one or d other way u n adi started 2 feel dat it was coz of u guyz...our baby was not der...but trust me aisa kuch nai tha...so aap dono ko sambhalne ke liye I had 2 b strong...aapko pata hai jab aap sab sojate thai ne I used 2 cry my heart out 4 my baby whom i lost...

Phir dheere dheere sab normal hone laga..

Phir u askd me 4 surrogacy...I said no 4 it...coz I tld u dat I dont need ny other baby den ruhi n adi...n I ment dat...par pata nai aap itne kyon obsses ho gaye baby se ke aap.mere woh raman rahe nai jo meri ankhee padh leta tha...par aab aapko kuch dikh he nai raha tha bas app apna guilt dor kara chate thai mujhe ek baby deker...

Phir kuch din ho gaye mujhe laga aap sab bhul gaye ho surrogacy n all...but I was vry wrong...aapne toh mujhe bina bataye sab kar liya...apne sahi kahan tha ki mera surprise hoga ye...I must say m really surprised...surprised 2 see dat d man I luvd bcum so blind in d luv of baby n by his guilt dat... he broke his wife trust...her faith on him...d same faith wid which she signed d paper whch I now supposed wer d surrogacy consent form..widout even reading it..coz u askd dat if I trust u toh I shuld sign it widout questioning...n I did it...kyonki aap pe mujhe khud se jayad bhrosa hai I mean tha...jo apne apne hathoo se Tod diya...chalo iss surrogacy or liye I will 4give u but shagun...I mean apne kaisa socha ke I will b happy datshagu will b d surrogate 4 our child.. U vry well knw dat m indebt 2 shagun 4 d lyftym as c gave me adi n ruhi...but mujhe laga ke mai uska debt kum kar dungi adi aur ruhi ko bahut love n achi parvarish deke...but apne kya kiya mujhe phir se uska karzdaar bana diya...woh bhi humare bache ke liye.asp yeh kaise bhul gaye ke yeh woh he shagun hai jo ek mauka nai chodti mujhe banj yha aaya bulane mai ..mujhe pata hai aap kahenge ke shagun badal gaye hai ..n all par the kaisa soch liya apne ke mai khush hongi shagun ko phir se apne bacche ke maa ke roop mai dekh kar...

Haan mai maa bana chahti thi but aise nai...mai uss ehessas ko jina chahti thi ke 9 mnth ek jaan ko apne anadr carry karna mahesus karna kaisa hota hai...but apne toh meri iss wish ko kuch aur he samajh liya...maine app pe apne jaan se bhi zaada trust kiya...apko sab kuch bataya apna samajh kar...par aab mujhe lagta hai apne mujhe kabhi apna samjha he nai tabhi toh aap har baat mujhe chupate ho...adu ke custody ruhi ke ashok ke yahan work karna aur haan shagun n apka kiss n ek saath tym spend karna...shock laga ke mujhe kaise pata chala yeh sab...n yeh sab dekhne ke baad jo maine clinic mai dekha apko shagun ko tnx bolte tym...mai kya samjhooo ke abhi bhi humare khushi shagun pe depend karti hai...m sorry 2 say aap khush ho skate ho par mai nai...

Pata hai subhu ne rishta todte tym kya kaha tha...woh shaddi he kya jisse hume koi baby na mile...v cant spent our lyf only wid luv v have 2 have babies 2 carry on our luv...coz shadi ke kuch tym baad pyaar dheere dheere kum hone lagat hai...woh tikta tab he hai jab hume apne bacche milte hai...maine yeh sab tab nai mana coz mai sochti thi ke...pyaar tym ke saath aur strong hota hai...aur jab.mai apse mili toh mujhe yeh yakin ho gaya...but afsos meri galat fami dor ho gaye...apne aaj subbu ke batooo ko sahi proof kar diya ke baache he shadi ka wajood hote hai...yeh pyaar trust n all kuch nai hota...thank u raman mujhe ek bar phir se galat prove karne ke liye aur yeh lesson sikhane ke kiye is...appp logo pe apni jaan se zayad trust kar lo but apko return mai utna pyaar aur trust kabhi nai milega...

Maine letter ke saath divorce papers n ruhi aur adi ke custody papers apke name kar diye hain..aap chahe toh shagun ke naam kar sakte ho coz humara baccha aap use palne de sakte ho toh uske bacche pe toh uska haak hai...

Mai has rahi hoon apko chodkar..mere adi aur ruhi ka khayal rakhna aur apne anne wale bacche ka bhi...app soch rahe hoge ke maine usse apna kyn nai kahan...kyon ki usse hum dono ka maane ke liye aapne mujhe mauka he nAi diya..so woh sirf apka baby hai...shagun ka khayal rakhna...n sab gharwalooo ka bhi...amma appa ke tension mat lena mai unko apne saath leker jaa rahi hoon...aur haan jo ring apne mujhe zindagi bhar ke deal seal ke tor par di thi woh wapas kar rahi hooon...coz aab jab woh clauses he nai rahe deal ke(trust luv n all) toh usse continue karne ka kya fayada...

Gudbye raman...

Raman jst fell down repeatedly murmuring plz ishita ek mauka dooo mujhe wapas as jaooo...but 2 his dismay ishita had gone far away 4rm him

Raman was still holding d letter and crying wen he heard ruhi n adis crying n askng 4 der ishima...

Raman composed himself and went downstairs to Handel adi n ruhi...wen he went 2 dem dey wer holding a paper he was confused so he asked he mother wats d matter...

Toshiji widout even answering slapped him n was askng d same question again n again dat " raman tune kya kiya yeh,aab khush hai tu jo tujhe chaheya tha woh toh tujhe mil gaya tera baccha..bol sahi kahe rahi hoon na"

Raman tried 2 say sumthng n was in tears but was cut by simmi, c said" bhai mujhe toh saak pahele se he tha aur maine ishita ko batya bhi tha but pata hai ussne Kya kaha...usne kahan ke woh tujhe samajhti hai, tu bahut emotional ho jata hai baacho ko leker ,issme teri galti nai hai par uski galti hai..woh yeh sochti hai ke woh tujhe kabhi woh khushi nai de sakti jo shagun ne di hai woh hai tere bacche adi aur ruhi...ussne toh yeh tak kahe diya ke woh humesha teri lyf mai dusree rahegi chahewoh biwi ho yha pyaaryha phir tere baccho ke maa..ussne phir bhi tera trust kiya par tune kya kiya...uske bahorsee ko Tod kiya tune usko yeh sochne par majboor kar diya ke teri lyf mai pahele teri pahele biwi aur bacho ke jagha hai aur baad mai uski...

raman was crying he jst falled 2 d ground n thought wat his action 4rm past few days have created a emotional havoc in ishita mind...he was feeling as if sum1 have taken out his soul...he askd his sister n mother dat hw cum dey knew dis did ishita called dem..

He was hoping dat he can jst know wer is c n he can go 2 her n jst hug her n pour his heart 2 her

Mrs bhalla showed d letter 2 him which ishita left n she have written her heart out n told her dat c was sorry... C tried her best 2 b d best dil best bhabhi, mother n a wife..but c failed in all her relation n c said c was sorry as c was not able 2 give dem a single happiness which dey desired d most...agrandchild...c said sry 4 leaving dem as c felt c is no more capable of being d idle bahu maa bhabhi n wife...c askd toshiji 2 take care of themselves n c wrote dat if c ever considered her as her daughter toh c requested dat c shuld bring shagun home n give d child n shagun der respective rights in bhalla house...c askd her 2 take gud care of shagun as c is gong 2 give dem der grandchild which ishita failed 2 give...

Raman was shocked dat ishita asked toshiji 2 give her place 2 sum1 else...n hw c tld c was sry 4 letting dem down...

He though hw can c think dat c was not d best dil bhabhi mother n wife...

Suddenly he saw iyer family entering d house..he rushed 2 dem 2 enquire abt ishita but again he received a slap 4rm ammma... amma told raman dat ishu have mentioned evrythng in d letter...

Amma tld raman" I thought u luvd my daughter. but I was wrong...u married her 4 ur daughter and till date u consider her as d mother of ur children but not ur wife...c gave u her evrythng c took all d insult jst 4 u n ur families shake but nvr ever uttered a single Complaint abt nythng...c trusted u 2 death...but in return c receive nly rejection n betrayal.."

Amma tld raman dat iyer family wont keep ny relation wid mean ppl lyk him...c tld adi ruhi n other family member are der own but 4 dem raman is no one...

All d family members started calling every1 related 2 ishita to know abt her wearabout... mihir romi n bala went 2 search airport railway n bus station..

All d ppl.wer trying der besy 2 find d soul of.d house which was ishita

No 1 was lukng a raman n was jst standing der feeling defeated lost n lifeless he dont knw wat 2 do wer 2 find his madrasan...suddenly he felt sumng tapping him he turned around 2 c whi was it...n he saw adi n ruhi standing der wid teary eye a lots of questions...

He just hugged them...as if he is taking strength 4rm dem and making sure dat atleast his children are der 2 stand wid him

But d nxt instant broke his belief

Ruhi: "papa wer we not enough 4 u"

Adi;"why did u do dis papa..u took our ishimaa 4rm us now we are again widouta mom jst coz of u"

Ruhi: I alway use 2 say dat u r my fab but 2day u proved dat v r nt ur fav ur wer not happy 2 have us..so u r having another baby rite"

Raman tried 2 speak but was cut by adI

Adi: leave it ruhi v have better things 2 care abt..v have 2 find our ishimaa...4 whom v are her world...let papa b happy wid his new baby

Wid dat dey left,but ruhi tuned n said

Ruhi: "papa I dont knw wat u did is wrong or right but 1 thing i knw is u r no more my superman n fav person...I wont ever talk 2 u.. coz of u I lost my ishimaa...I cant say I hate u coz ishimaa always say dat v cant hate our parents...but right now I say dat I don't luv u as b4...

Wid dis d kids left..

Raman composed himself n was determined 2 find his wife back 2 wer c belong...n make everything all right...

Days n months passed but Der was no sign of ishita...

No 1 was talking 2 raman..whenever he tried 2 talk 2 dem deyjst walked out...ruhi n adi 2 hv bcum independent dey didnt ask 4 his help in ny matter...

He lost all his relation...

Mihir iyers no1 was talking 2 him...he wanted 2 drown himself in alcohol...but he knew dat his madrasan will not b happy if he turned 2 b old rkb ... So he made himself busy wid work..n was taking care of d family 4rm a distance...

He got mihika a nyc job widout her knowledge

He use 2 go 2 childrens room aftr dey sleep 2 check der homework n all

He did all d things widout der knowledge

N in nyt he use 2 cry hugging his n ishita's photo n use 2 ask her 4givness n 2 cum back 2 him...he cant take this ignorance 4rm his family any more..

Dekhte he dekhte 4 yrs passed

Evrythng was same, der was no sign of ishita