20 days were over from the one month ishita and raman were given by the court... in these few days a lot has happened which have relaxed ishita to some extent...
Bhalla's and Iyer's were actually trying to mend their relations...romi too returned back home with mihika and slowly raman and romi too were trying to move on from their past clashes and the one person who was sincerely happy with all this but was hiding it from everyone was ruhi...she was trying every possible way to show that she doesn't care but she does...she cares for each and every person of these both families and ishita was happy and was sure that soon ruhi will forgive them and things will be like before...
Ishita was sitting on the bed in her night dress and was lost in her thoughts but was brough back on earth by a knock at the door...it was pihu and ruhi 'papa...papa' pihu called out, raman came out of washroom hearing her calls 'han pihu' 'papa...I need to inform you something' pihu said with urgency 'han beta...say' raman said sitting on his knees in front of her 'papa ruhi didi just told me about the rules of this game...she said that now there is no need for haar wali aunty to stay in my mumma's room as now you have cleared the first level so haar wali aunty can stay in guest room also and you know what I already asked shagun mumma to come back in her room' she said with excitement and raman turned to ishita who seems upset with this...
A tear formed in her eyes which she held back the same moment and sat beside raman 'of course I will leave...this is your mumma's room and I am just a guest here so no problem I will go right now' she said with a small smile on which pihu smiled widely...as she ran to call shagun, raman and ishita stood up and turn to ruhi 'ruhi what was the need to tell this to pihu beta...?' raman asked and ruhi chuckled 'you guyz want me happy na, so this is what I want...I want to see you and shagun mumma together...you and ishita doesn't look good anymore so please fulfill my wish papa...' 'ruhi but..' raman started but ishita stopped him 'let it be raman..I will leave' 'good for you Miss.Iyer' said ruhi and walked away..
Ishita wiped away a few tears and turned to raman 'I will vacant the cupboard tomorrow..i hope you don't have any problem with that ' 'of course do it later...and you know what ruhi is right...even she is doing it out of anger but i feel she is right, after all once she return back you have to leave and she has to live with her actual mother which is shagun...' raman taunted and ishita sighed 'you are right...and thank you for reminding me everytime' she said and walked out of the room and this all was heard by shagun who was extremely happy with all this and thought to thank ruhi for this
Next Morning
'Aliya you don't worry... I will surely accompany you both' ishita said to a very worried aliya 'thank you amma...I know appa will listen to you only...yesterday also he was feeling so much pain but didn't even told me' 'aliya, you know na your appa will never share his pain with anyone...' she said cupping her cheek...they both were in the lawn of bhalla house with mihika and Mrs.bhalla sitting along with them 'ishita puttar what's the matter...what had happened to mani?' Toshi asked and ishita looked down for a while 'actually mummyji, seven years back, mani lost his ability to walk and just 2 months back he was operated and now he can walk but still sometimes he feels pains in his legs...same must had happened yesterday' 'oh God..but puttar ye sab kaisa hua?' 'appa met with an accident while saving amma' aliya said and ishita eyed her helplessly
'Akka what is she saying...in trying to save you?' 'Mihika, actually aliya never thinks...it's just that mani met with an accident and thus nowadays he is feeling pain...aliya you go home now, I will be there in evening then we can go for his check up till then I will contact our doctor in Australia and will ask him to suggest me some good doctor' 'ohkay amma...bye' 'bye'
As she left ishita too thought to go to guest room when toshi stopped her 'ishita puttar don't you know that you are very bad at lying...now speak up I want to know what happened to you seven years back' toshi asked and ishita sat back on the couch with a jerk 'what you wanna know mummy ji...that I wanted to commit suicide to punish myself' as she said this hiding her face in palms raman along with adi came downstairs
'that unfaithful day when we all thought ruhi died and raman asked me to leave...I thought that now nothing is left for me in this...I lost my ruhi, my husband thought that I was the reason behind my daughter's death...the same daughter who was my life...I had nowhere to go mummy ji..I was alone and so I thought that what's the need to stay alive anymore...I tried to commit suicide but mani saved me...he tried to convince me that this isn't the way to deal with my own problems but mummy ji I was so much lost in my pain that I didn't realized and ran In front of the truck which was passing from our way...mani again saved me but in all this he lost his ability to walk...I never wished to live anymore mummy ji but I had too, for his kids...how will he take care of both of his kids when he wasn't able to take care of himself...I already was the reason behind all the problems of this family...I thought not to be cursed by those little kids too...that's why I left for Australia with mani and just sometime back he was operated successfully, and then I returned to India for our advertisement contract...
Believe me mummyji I never lied and left...I wanted to die but I couldn't leave mani and his kids in such bad situation...I was already a bad mother, a bad wife and a bad bahu, I didn't wanted to be a bad friend also...it was very difficult to live like this..away from my family, away from the person I love more than anyone else and far away from my daughter who was my life...It was very tough but I by then knew that now life will never be the way I want it to be because I was always a bad omen, a curse and so it was better If I stay away from you all and from my daughter, she never deserved a mother like me... neither ruhi deserve a mother like me...I will leave from here as soon as ruhi accepts all of you' 'nahe ishita puttar don't leave us again' 'yes akka you returned to your home after so long...this all which is happening became possible just because of you...just don't leave again' 'no mihika I don't deserve this happiness and did you forget, I am myself the reason we are going through all this...how I wish that when I was grant death sentence in court, if I would had died then and there only...then nothing of this sort would had happened in all our lives' she cried
'Don't blame yourselve ishita puttar...you were never at fault...just please don't' 'let it be na mummy ji...khair I will go to room I need to contact mani's doctor' she said wiping her tears and passing them a smile she turned to go but stopped finding raman standing beside her...she tried to pass him a smile too but couldn't so left from there while raman stood there with moist eyes
Later Ishita informed aliya about the timing of their appointment and went to ruhi's room... knocking on the door when she stepped in she saw ruhi going through pihu's books and copies 'ruhi..I need to talk to you' she said bringing her out of her thoughts 'come in' she said looking away, ishita walked in and settled on the bed beside her
'Ruhi...please listen to me carefully...I have realized the person you hate among all of us is me and you are just a little angry over everyone else...' 'you are nothing for me miss iyer that I will have any kind of feelings for you...neither hate nor love' 'ohkay fine...I got it that I am nothing to you but still please hear me out...' 'fine say' 'see ruhi...yesterday you said you want to see raman with shagun and not me and I promise this will surely happen, I will make sure it happen but please for that forgive everyone else...they aren't at fault...they never thought to let you go...It was me, I was being super smart and thought I would rescue both my daughter from nidhi's clutches but I was wrong and I am sorry to think like that and take you with me that day' 'it's too late to apologize ishita'
Look ruhi please just forgive everyone here and leave nidhi and I will give you my words, the day it will happen i will leave...from this house and from the lives of all of you...' 'if you wanna leave then why are you waiting for me to forgive all, just leave and I will do what I want' 'I am here because I want to mend what I broke...that is your and raman's relationship and also to return you to the family...please just forgive everyone and I will leave ' 'you ars lying...in fact you always just lied to me...' 'I promise you ruhi...and I will do what I say...I promise' 'I will think about it...' 'thank you so much ruhi...' 'just don't have so much hopes...I said I will think ' she cut her off rudely... 'yeah...I have to go...bye' with that she walked and ruhi wiped her tears reminding her that's what she wants
Later in the evening ruhi was in the ground with shravan when ishita returned back from the hospital after mani's check up...she parked her car and was leaving for the apartment when she hit herself with a stone on her way and fell down hurting her foot 'ahhh' she cried 'ishimaa' ruhi shouted witnessing it and ran to help her while raman who too reached home listening to her scream ran to ishita's rescue
'Ishima...are you okay? Is it paining?' Ruhi asked, worry visible on her face while ishita's eyes moist seeing so much concern for her in ruhi's eyes 'I am fine ruhi' she replied and tried to get up when raman helped her and ruhi too stood up with her 'ishita come let me take you to doctor...you aren't fine at all' raman said supporting her to walk 'yes ishima..let's go to doctor, papa I will also come' ruhi said on which raman nodded his head eventually surprised with her reaction
'Raman no need to go to doctor...I am alright' ishita said 'but ishima it must be hurting a lot...please come' ruhi insisted...ishita sighed 'why arent you people understanding?' she asked and freeing herself from raman's hold turned to them 'I know you are right and it's actually hurting but what will hurt me more is to get close to both of you...I have promised something to both of you, a same promise of leaving this house and country again and for that I need to stay away from both of you..there are just 7-8 days left for me and I just need to pass it so both of you can be together...I know ruhi as you have promised you will choose this family and as I promised I will leave once this happen ... so please leave me on my own because I don't want to get habitual of both of you...' 'ishita listen' 'raman please...just don't try to oppose what I am trying to explain to both of you
I know both of you hate me for leaving you two but I also know that how much I explain none of you will believe that I never wished to leave either of you...it happened and you both are lucky to get away from me...I am a bad omen, a curse so please just don't complicate it for me and for yourselves...I am fine' she said and passing a painful and tiring smile to them she turned to go and limping took a few steps towards their building when adi came running to her 'ishima..what happened to you..' 'nothing much adi, I just fell down...I am ohkay' 'come on ishima...you are limping badly and you say you are ohkay...anyway, come let's go to doctor' 'adi beta listen' 'ishima, save it for later, come lets go' 'thik hai, as you say...chalo' she said cupping his cheek and they both left for clinic in his car while raman and ruhi who witnessed this all stood their confused and with a sinking heart thinking that did they actually wished for if?
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Edited by asyaarshilover - 9 years ago
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