Originally posted by: Anu_IshraDivan
Whoa, it feels weird to be back here. hahah! *hides face*
So coming to your post AB, its all coming down to the same thing, Ishita vs Raman.
I seriously wonder, will this ever go away? Never mind leaving the hopeless bit aside.
Your post is bang on Aru.
Her decision of going away from him is not because she doesn't believe his words or doesn't care about his words or because she doesn't love him, she wouldn't have stayed back first of all with him had it not been their love. Their love for each other is unquestionable.
What scares her is his reaction when he wakes up? Why shouldn't she be scared, it was he who in his full senses and mad with anger called her possibly everything that could have killed her. It did, just not physically.
She is still stuck on that very day, his words etched in her heart. Her dream was a of a sober Raman accepting her and the part where she says.." This dream may not come true ".. that it self says it all. Deep down she is scared her dream might never be true because he wasn't in his senses when he admitted all that. Knowing Raman, she knows he is 2 diff persons when in his senses as compared to drunk because he has that streak of anger which no one knows better than her, so she might have just known the very reaction she is scared of. He might push her away again.
Coming to the healing, does only he deserved to be healed by her? Was he the only one who suffered? Why not her? She suffered equally and deserves an equal chance at being healed. And its only he who can do that, not while being drunk and for that he needs to be in his senses. Its both of them once again, neither is capable of doing it alone, they need each other.
The real healing will be when he accepts her in his senses, not while being drunk. Ofcourse, no one doubts his love, he loves her more than anything he has ever loved and is practically dead without her but will it change all the words he spoke? Not yet. It again has to be him who has to bring her back. She loves him equally, that's why the words are still stuck with her, she believes every one of them because the person she loves the most said that to her and only wants him to be happy, even if its without her/
They both need to heal each other, not just him or her. Both deserve a fair chance at their emotions, so I wish people them have it. As an IshRa fan, it hurts to see both of them in pain and that's the one reason I want a talk between them desperately where they pour their emotions out and then the beauty of their love begins.
Ishra need to unite ASAP.. but alas..god knows how far it is..😭 Beautiful post again! 🥺
Anupamaa
