Author's note- hey guys ,again I wasn't about to update this one but updating this one coz shri wanted it early.so here I am updating this story for u shri.hope u like it.
Part 13
Raman - we lost our child jaan.u suffered a miscarriage today.he said crying.
Ishita was shocked to hear this.she crushed on the floor hearing about her miscarriage and know finally what they lost.Raman hugged her tight ,she look at raman emotionlessly.
Raman- I am sorry jaan,I couldn't save pur baby.he was go on saying while ishita was looking at him without any expression. Raman shook her hard and said- kuch bolo jaan.say something ishita.he said shaking her hard.
Finally ishita came back to her senses and cried holding him tight.
Ishita- Raman hamara bachcha.woh mar gaya,hum bacha nahi paaye.kyun nahi bacha paaye.humne kho diya usse.she said crying in between her hiccups.
Raman hugged her tight and said- ishita sambhalo apne aap ko.
Ishita- hum chehra bhi nahi dekh paaye,Raman.humne apna bachcha kho diya.she said crying bitterly.
Raman cried hugging her tight,they were hugging each other tight and was crying bitterly.they cried for some time and became calm feeling somehow light.but remain in each others arms.
Ishita- I am so sorry,Raman.
Raman- kyun jaan.
Ishita- from morning u were so tensed and in so much pain .and I was so ignorant. I was go on ranting about our would be baby.main samajh nahi paayi aapki takleef.instead of soothing it I was go on increasing it.I am so sorry Raman.she said keeping her head on his chest.
Raman- u can never increase my pain ,in fact u r my healer.tum saath ho toh saari takleefrin khatam ho jaati hai.bas tum hamesha rehna mere saath.
Ishita- haan jab tak hum saath hai ,sab takleef jhel lenge hum.just be with me always Raman.waise bhi its destiny I never got anyone without loosing someone.I got u when I lost my parents and now when I got our parents I lost my child.u have to suffer because of my bad luck.so sorry Raman.
Raman- hey don't say sorry.its my good luck that u r with me.I am so lucky to have someone like u ,who loves me so much.and u don't have to regret for anything.we will be together always.Hume ab koi bhi alag nahi kar sakta.
Ishita- I love u alot Raman.
Raman kissed her temple and said- love u too.I am feeling great after telling u everything. Jaise mann ka bojh halka ho gaya.thank u for being with me.he said hugging her tight.
Ishita- maa papa mujhse gussa honge naa.I bring so much pain in the family on the very first day of our marriage.
Raman- r u mad,how can anyone be angry on u.u r so innocent and pure.sabke baare mein sochti ho.chalo let's finish the dinner.warna sab thanda ho jayega.
Ishita- I don't wanna eat anything anymore.let's go and sit in the garden.in fact u go,I just came .
Raman- why,let's go together.
Ishita- u go naa.I will join u soon.
Raman- OK,but don't try to do something stupid.u know naa I will die if anything happened to u.
Ishita- I won't do anything like that.I know how much u love me ,Raman.go ,I am just coming.
Raman smiled and went in the garden .after good fifteen minutes she came with too mugs in her hand.
Ishita- ur favourite ishita's special coffee.u need it badly today.
Raman- thanks jaan,I really badly need it today.he said taking a mug.he sipped it and said- noone can ever make coffee like u.come sit.
Ishita- main baith rahi hoon.aap pijiye.saying so she went behind the swing and start messaging his head slowly .Raman closed his eyes feeling immense peace.
Ishita- achcha lag raha hai.
Raman- can't tell u how much I am feeling peace .
Ishita- bahut sir dard kar raha hai naa.I can see by change in ur voice and ur red eyes.bahut roye naa aap.I couldn't console u .
Raman kissed her hand and said- just be with me.everything will be fine.
Ishita- main toh hoon hi aapke saath.aapko chod kar kahan jaaungi.she said massaging his head.
Raman-ok enough,now come and sit with me .I am.good now.he said holding her hand.she came forward and sat on the swing.he hugged her and she started sipping her coffee.they were just sitting silently in each others embrace enjoying their togetherness along with the cool breeze.
After having the coffee,ishita put her head in his lap while he was caressing her hair lovingly.they were silent but happy,happy that they r together finally.the sadness of loosing their baby was still there but the content feeling of being in each other's arms was stronger .they were just having their hand in hand ,feeling contented.soon ishita slept in his lap holding his hand.he got up and scoop her in his arms.
He bring her in the room and place her on the bed.he covered her properly with the quilt and was going when he saw her clutching his shirt even in deep sleep.he smiled and lay beside her.he lovingly kissed her closed eyes and said- I am not going anywhere.jaa hi nahi sakta.love u alot jaan.saying so he hugged her protectively closing his eyes while she snuggle more into him and soon both slept peacefully in each others arms hoping for a new dawn.
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Edited by cutieruhi - 9 years ago
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