ishra new ss:my diary-pain of girl part 4 on page 28 on may1 - Page 20

Originally posted by: .Poorva.

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Originally posted by: PremPBSB

Hi dear when is the next update...keep on waiting

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sorry for make you wait for so long dear

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Part 4:

Yes my happiness not stayed so long because my parents started searching groom

For me again

Again one groom family came to see me but do you know what they did

Only groom mother and father only arrived to see me because he is in china busy with project

After formal discussion his mother asked some question I replied her after that she started

Roaming in my home everywhere even bathroom and asking so many question

1. Why pooja hall is small?

In my mind whether she came to see me or buy my house or do pooja in my home but I control myself because I have to be polite at least for my parents ( if something is going wrong immediately scold my parents that they didn't teach me how to respect how to receive guest) simply I smiled and said it is big only you have to open two doors aunty and she smiled and move to front hall

2. Why photos are hanging like this?

It would be like that only and started giving continuous lecture just think I am sure she doesn't come to see me just want to buy my home ( I think my father misunderstood that they are groom family) and control myself said ok aunty we will change as per wish and then came to bedroom

3. Why only one bed room? And it is also so small

I am more than angry but I have to control I said in upstairs we have three bed rooms with attached bathroom so don't need to worry aunty then immediately she went upstairs check then move to kitchen

4. Why you didn't used mineral water?

Again started giving lecture that mineral water is only hygienic we only used mineral water but there is a limit to everything I am unable to control myself I just said to her that if we are getting fresh pure water daily to drink more hygienic then mineral water means what is a necessity for mineral water aunty?

This water is pure so we not needed mineral water I think in your home area you didn't get fresh water like this if you want drink and check aunty and give her she smiled and said its ok ( but my mom glare me anger that I did big mistake )

You can ask me if she only ask question or where is her husband? And he didn't asked any question answer is no he asked question to my dad

5. Where did you buy this laddoo and it is so tasty? it's from him to my daddy

He is eating now also he eating (after finishing one box of laddoos and one plate of mixer and two glass of juice)

Immediately my father gave him address of sweet shop and told me to bring some more laddoos for him ( when I went inside my little bro romi stop me and said akka it is my sweet box and I never give him anymore already he finished one box and it is not enough for him ) and I am unable to control my laugh said I will bought you more sweets so now give that box and after long hesitation he give to me

When I give to him that box he take one laddoo and said me it is enough (I have sugar so I have to eat less sweet)

More than shocked I asked him what? You have sugar

He smiled before I going to tease him my father ask me to go inside (so I went inside I think one came to eat sweets and another one came to see home omg what I see inside is my brothers and my mom smile like idiot unable to control myself I am also started enjoying with themselves)

After long time they went but they reject me and said that his son said that I am fat but worst think is even he seemed like negroes

I have a question to him

He rejects me that I am fat

by going to any gym or by diet I can change myself but what about him if he change himself as handsome ( it's not possible if it is possible by doing plastic surgery or putting so much fair cream like fair ever or fair lovely ) even I am accept him but he is not it hurt me

Many of them reject me that I am not tall and it is possible to increase my height answer is no

Moreover I am not kid to drinking complan or horlicks to increase my height

Like this many of them reject me

He is fat but wants me to be slim ( I am not model or heroine to be slim )

So much of rejection makes me to think that I am good enough to be married anymore

My confident level is decreasing even I am tried to be confident

I want to asked to groom mother

She is girl why can't she see girl pain?

She want best for his son I agree but it is not necessity that he also to be best?

After seeing photo (full size) and detailed bio data only you came to see me why can't you reject me while seeing photo itself and why you come to my home and make my family also be suffered more?

What you think about yourself if you are from groom family means that you are god and we are servant moreover we both are human

You asked my family a dowry to collect all the cash you used for your son studies everything you pay from him childhood till then what about me that my parents doesn't spend for me and my studies still if you collect from me then where would my parents collect ? it is not necessity to them because they are girls parents ?

Cont...

points to note : ( please read it )

extremely sorry for very very late update dears but reason is i finish it before but little bit hesitate to post these update while writing itself i feel not good moreover boring so it take long time to post

i try to give best in next update dears

i agree i am lazy more than that my health doesn't help me to do multitasking

one side is my exam another side is replying to the pm ( if i focus on reading means i am unable to write my stories its not that i am complaining but real reason is tried to be good reader and good friend to everyone moreover i have to give respect to the friends who pm me moreover their hard work )

already you all know that i am not good writer i am writer means because of you all even i am not giving regular updates also please forgive me and be with me

i mention this thinks not to show that i am best moreover not tried to gain sympathy from you all but real reason is tried to be good writer also ( i have to give respect to my readers also )

sorry for long lecture and tried to be active

Sorry if I hurt anyone dears

So true. Its the bitter truth still existing somewhere

he he soo nice.. i laugh while reading.. groom's parents are crzy

Very Interesting update!!!!

Its soo true...
When they come to see a bride..
More than inquiring abot the bride they inquire about the wealth they have...
& finally they reject that girl...
This z only our society...
Hope this changes ...

nice update
hehehe
groom family is crezy yrr
but give raman entry in her life soon
continue soonish plz

Awesome one dear 😛
Loved it loads 🤗
Beautifully written 👏
Next time give long update want to read more 😃
Continue soon 😊
Waiting for Raman entry dear 😳
Thanks for pm 😊

Lovely update Lakshmi