ishra new ss:my diary-pain of girl part 4 on page 28 on may1 - Page 16

i m speechless...

Originally posted by: ..Armor_ishra..

i m speechless...

yes i m speecchles...

u have done a Fab job dr

awesome update di...

i purely understand the matter in this story

infact i had read this in articles but reading here in this point of view is very nice...

just hope that this things will be removed soon from our country...

great job...👏👏👏

cont soon dr

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thank you so much dear

wish this going to happen soon dear

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i just tried dear

with out your support and encouragement this is not possible dear

i just want your support to give best dear

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Nice update with a very important msg...

Originally posted by: traveller_girl

Nice update with a very important msg...

Nicely written

Continue soon

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Originally posted by: PremPBSB

Continue soon..waiting

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Part 3:

Before raman came in to my life many alliance came but they give me more pain instead of happiness

Every time they indirectly said to me that I fit for nothing moreover they decrease my confident level also

Many of them reject me that I am jobless even they are well settled and more earning also ( never said to them I am not wish to going for job I will go for job if they wanted but I need some time to get success in my exam to get job but they didn't have patience to wait for me )

What I make me ashamed for younger generation educated people is most of them are

Money minded and they want to settled down by life partner money (dowry) and many of them

Fix the rate for me you are confused right I will clear

If you are jobless you have to pay more dowries

If you are in job there is a discount in dowries but have to give dowry

I will give you one example

One groom family came and saw me they said ok to married me

- My mom hesitate to give me because he is black ( more than black) and not good looking also but she love his nature moreover he supports me when their family members tease me ( even they are joking) so she changed her decision

- I have many dream that my life partner would be like this and like this and all but like him he is not even one inch related to my dream boy

- I love him everything his respect to elders and he accept me even I am jobless moreover I am not beauty in heaven and he care for me

- I accept him moreover started to feel him as my husband

- One thing I shattered me completely is dowry yes he asked

You want to know what he asked to married me

8 lakh car

5 lakh cash

50 powns(in tamil) gold jewels for me

30 powns (in tamil) gold jewels for him

What a worst thing is my parents said ok to give him whatever he asked for my happiness

What quality I hate in my life partner would not be is not money minded but he is one of them that hurt me most

I said ok even he is not good looking because I never want outer beauty I want only inner beauty

Moreover he has to think myself is I am not a thinks to buy on by money I have feeling moreover have heart

What I think that time is

it's a fees to satisfy him on bed ( but he have to give me why I should give him)

it's a fees to take care of his kids and his family

it's a fees to declare me a married women to society

if he changed me I am not worth after married because he buy me as a material

(Worst thing is I myself pay from me to go back to him)

I am finalized that I don't want to marry him so I started argument with my parents that I didn't want to married him he is money minded moreover doesn't want my parents to suffer but my parents refused that

They said to me that

- No one is ready to marry any girl who don't give dowry moreover we give for you to well settled with all needs to let an luxuries life

- Now generation is changed there is a time we are ashamed to make our wife to go to job because it is ashamed to our self respect ( even if I am getting less pay to lead our life if it is we getting rice or many times nothing to eat we are happy and want my partner to live in my house as a queen not a servant to work on moreover I am not death to make her work I am there to take care of her ever and forever )

- Now a day's every men wanted luxury life want to settled when they are get married

- I have no age to wait for you ( we are old now next minute we doesn't sure what will happen to us just want you to married and settled down yes I agree he is money minded but he loves you I am sure he will take care of you well after us Moreover I never want to give my responsibility to your brothers because you are my princess when my mom see him with anger he changed our life is you only you)

- You don't worry moreover don't stress yourself baby we are there for you we will arrange everything whatever they asked and we want to see your marriage and we want to take your kids in ours hand that is enough for us lifelong ever

I don't know what to do whether I have to happy that my parents love me so

Much or I have to feel sad that because of me my parents going through so much stress and

Just hug them cried and said I love you both so much and I said to them that I am ready to

Married him (not by love him but love my family more than him) and I am ready to accept him

For my parents but pray to god in my heart that some miracle happens marriage will stop not

For me for my lovely parents never want them to land in money problems any more

After a long time miracle happen one who take this alliance to my family himself state

That doesn't want to give me to them because family back ground is not good they care about

Only money and give all the proofs to my family so marriage stop before started I am hurt that

I accepted and love someone who is not fit to love but I am happy for my family I just thank god

to accept my prayer

but my happiness not stayed long

cont...

Points to note:

Sorry if I hurt someone by my writing

Nycc update dear
eager to know hw ishra got married
continue soon
thnxx 4 pm

Again a nice one Lakshmi..

awesome update dear

Awesome update lakshmi but raman pls 😭 introduce him in d next