Ishita's insecurity: YHM CVs 10 months late - Page 4

During Sauten track she had confidence in Raman may be becoz of Raman ...He hated Shagun , he didn't hide any thing frm ishita and he didn't care for her of nor they dont have any baby issues btw them may be that's why she was not insecuered ..but now raman's wierd behaviour ,sudden closeness to Shagun ,CPR video , hiding stuffs frm her , Shagun's pregnancy , over caring and attention towards Shagun all brings out the hidden insecurities and jealous in her ..she behaved as a normal wife ...

This was the actual ishita when subbu left her ...who was changed mainly becoz of ruhi and raman's love but now she is again back to her shell blaming herself for every ones fault and saying all heavy hearted dialogues which has so much pain in it ..DT was as usual too gud today 👏 Really felt bad for ishita ... What's frustrating more is despite of knowing that ishita was feeling insecured Raman wasn't tried to clear her insecurities ..he doesn't want to say the truth but why the hell !! He is staying away frm her ...the care and concern tht he is showing for Shagun can't he show half in tht to ishita for whom he is doing all this .. He wants to giver her thier own baby at the cost of thier relationship , trust and ishita's happiness ... When there is no love and wife wat will he do with the baby ...

Right from the beginning Ishita had assured Raman that she would never come between Adi and him. There is a subtext she is not happy with his closeness with Shagun, for it questions her identity : as a wife and as a woman. The insecure feeling that she is undesirable due to her barrenness always gnawed at her.

The presence of Shagun always disturbed her though she never shared it with Raman. When Raman chose to dance with Shagun first during Mihir's engagement, when Raman supported Shagun in the accident track, when he went for picnic with Shagun and kids, when she saw Raman carrying Shagun out from the hotel when fire broke out, when he decided to celebrate Lohri with Shagun, etc. Ishita was breaking within.

But why did Ishita hide her true feelings when Adi and Shagun were accommodated in Bhalla house. Why the heck did she yield to Adi's insensible wishes and give away the kaandani earings to Shagun and celebrate Raman and his ex-wife's wedding anniversary?? I cannot fathom Ishita's thoughts. To save Raman and Adi's relationship she sacrificed her own happiness. The downfall of YHM started there onwards.

Agree with everything you wrote .both about Ishita and Raman .. Nothing to add.