ishra ss- Iwantmylovebackandcantlivewithouther part12 on pg67on feb 5 - Page 41

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Part 11:

Love struggle between ishra

After he leaves from ruhi room he directly went to their room to see his lovely wife but he stop it in doorway and checked what is happening inside the room and he himself know that his wife surely in jkr mood if he go inside surely he will get killed by his jkr but he is shocked to see her in this state she is crying with the rose in her hand (without knowing he is behind her )

Ishita talk to her love

I: how can you give this rose to her Raman it's belong to me only too me only it's not a simple rose but it is your heart

I accept that I am angry on you still not able to forgive you whole heartedly also but I love you only you

If I am angry then you go to some other girl raman

How can you forget me?

How can you say someone is so hot in front of me? Whether I am not hot raman

How can you forget my cooking taste? Whether I cooked bad raman

Yes I agree that I am unable to accept you but it is not like I am not care for you still care for you

How can you think that I am not care for you?

What will I do raman ? Unable to see you with someone and unable to come nearer to you like before

Somewhat in my mind I felt that I have lost rights on you that you are not belongs to me but my heart say something

I am tired of fight between my heart and my mind

I want to stay away from you but unable to stay away from you

I don't want to kiss you and touch you but unable to control myself when you are nearer to me

I don't want to possessive towards you

I hate you but love you also

Why you torture me Raman by your so called love?

Why can't you leave me to live on my life?

It's paining so much raman unable to bear this pain

Raman unable to control his tears he goes from there and he directly went to terrace sit down take his purse see her photo

Raman cry his heart out and said what will you want ishu ?

I tell what is in my heart but still not able to tell what is in your heart to me directly

When did I say I forget you if I am forget you then how I am alive?

Never bother about you are hot or not

Never bother about you cooked bad or not

What is bother is only you and your love nothing else

You don't want to possessive right but I am so possessive towards you

Never want you to see in pain but I want to see you in happiness lifelong

Whether you angry on me or not

Whether accept me or not

Whether care me or not

But

I care for you

I accept you

I am short temper but not hate you

You said me to leave you to live on your life right

How would you forget that your life is nothing but raman only raman

Why can't you give one last chance for our love ishu

I tried all the ways to make you to accept me whole heartedly but failed

Never going to accept my failure ishu

I will fight still I get my love back

You want to test my love on you right

Do whatever you want

One who going to win is neither you nor me but

Our love

I make you not going to away from me

I make you not going to control yourself

I make you possessive towards me

I make you say what is in your heart

I make you love me again wholeheartedly

For you raman is not enough he is emotional fool

For you rkb is best enough to fight against you

Waiting jkr

I will come and get you as mine only mine

It's my vow on our love ishu

He went down wipe his tears after long time

All are in dining hall ishu is in kitchen

He sees her and move away from there

Ruman scene

Ruhi: where are you going papa come and finish your dinner

R: you ate beta I have important work to finish I ate afterwards

Ruhi : evening you are so happy now you are so dull what happens papa? Are you worried about something?

R: come nearer her and hug her and say no beta I am fine you finish your dinner fast and go to sleep quickly and good night doll and kiss her before living

Ishu after finish her work in kitchen she move to their room

In ishra room

Raman sit on bed try to indulge himself on work in his laptop

Ishu come and see him and go to change her dress

When she comes he takes his pillow and duvet moved to sleep on couch

I: you sleep here and I will sleep on couch

R: doesn't give response to her he moved to couch

I: raman I said only to you

R: no need I will sleep on couch

I: but you have back pain how will you sleep on couch?

R: it's my problem

I: oh it's your problem ok why I have to worry for you go and sleep gets more back pain moved to bed and sleep

R: sleep on couch

Ishu thinks how rude he is why I have to bother him whether he has pain or not

Raman thinks well done rkb wow jkr is back and how he sleeps on couch oh my back

(Both are not slept because both are hungry)

R: my stomach why he put so much sound because of anger I said I ate afterwards now back pain also

R: he moved away from his couch to bed check whether she is slept or not

I: she know that he come nearer to him so she acting like slept

R: I think she is slept whether she finish her dinner or not

R: whether I asked her she finishes her dinner no she said that it's my problem then how can eat without knowing she ate or not

R: he thinks to drink water somewhat it reduces his hunger but water is not there so he came down to kitchen

ishra in kitchen

I : ishu open her eyes and checked him she know that he came to ask her about dinner so she followed him

R: take water bottle in fridge and sit on dining table when he open the bottle to drink he sees her coming to kitchen

R: why she is here? He thinks

I: she takes the plates and heat the food and come to dining table sit nearer to him

R: she doesn't ate dinner

I: she takes the plate and serves food

R: he sees her and moves away from her to kitchen to take something to eat before him going to leave someone is holding his hand and turned back to see who is it

I: she holds his hand and said it's for you only and you never eat cold food na

R: no thanks you ate I take what I wanted leaves her hand and move to kitchen

I: felt hurt by his avoidance but wait for him to come

R: he checks what is there to eat all are so cool so he decided to heat the gravy and the sappathy again

I: think how he going to heat the food and he don't know how to heat food in oven and see him worried

R: he tries to heat food on stove directly and sees her

(Both are looking each other and Raman while he busy on seeing her and his gravy & sappathy burnt completely)

R: he got some smell then only he find out food is burnt completely without using cloth by mistake he touch the hot vessel before ishu come nearer to him

I: she off the stove and come to him take his hand blow air to his burn and asked him are u okay raman ?

R: see her without responding

I: raman she shacked him

R: I am fine and leave his hand from her

I: she makes him sit on dining table and take first aid box and come

I: ask him to give his hand

R: give to me I will put ointment

I: how can you put ointment without help Raman give your hand I will put?

R: I said I will put and don't want to bother any stranger

I: what are you saying I am stranger? Did you forget that I am your wife dam it

R: I never say you are not my wife but you only said that I am not your husband

I: see him with worried look

R: why you worry about me?

R: why you care about me and why tears are coming in your eyes while I am in pain?

R: what relation is between us if you have valid answer for my question tell me and treat my wound?

I: yes of course what you are saying is correct there is no relationship between us apart you are my children papa so I have to care for you

R: you can care for me but I don't need my children mother help and I will take care of myself

I: still you are in this house you are my responsibility did you get that?

R: before he answer her

I: she holds his hand tightly

R: I said please leave my hand try to leave his hand from her

I: suddenly she holds his face and kissed on his lips

R: he is shell shocked by her kiss and sees her

I: using this opportunity she clean and put the ointment on his burn

I: feed him food by her hand and she also finishes the dinner

R: excuse me thanks for that help ishima

I: ishima how you? Before she asked him

R: you only said that you are my children mom so you are not my wife to call you ishu or something

I: she tries to leave from there that time he holds her hand and

R: one minute ishitaji make her move closes to him

R: I never kept anything given by stranger

R: so he holds her face

I: so

R: kiss on her lips move away from her with smile and slightly wink on her

I: she is stand stunned for some minutes

(Both slept to the respective places in their room)

In morning:

I: ready near the dressing table

R: he is in bathroom

That time raman phone ring on bed

I: ishu move to bed and try to attend the call before she take

R: he came in half bath state attends the call and said ok darling I will wear what you say and message me the color

R: I am busy know I will call afterwards and cut the call and go to bathroom

I: Ishu thinks who is calling raman in early morning and he came in semi state with soap on his body

I: She check his phone that time message came and she read it

Wear blue shirt darling and you looking hot in blue

I: Who is she?

I: how can she say my husband is hot?

I: how can she see my husband like these?

I: she plan to hide his blue shirt in someplace so she take his blue shirt and hide in between her saris

I: but she is doubtful if he find out what will she do?

I: before she hide his shirt somewhere she move to bathroom door try to hear whether he finished his bath or not and she is closed to door that time

R: he opened the door

I: due to sudden opening and imbalance she fell on top of him

(Both are landed in bathroom floor and he is in only towel)

Ishra share their eye look and hug each other tightly

R: ask are you okay?

I: I am fine

R: are you comfortable?

I: she nodded yes

R: how you are not comfortable and you landed on my body oh god my back

I: she sees him with smile

R: how is my body it is soft?

I: she says so soft

R: whether you planned to move or stay like these forever?

I: yes I want to stay like forever

R: why you going to move you are landed comfortably on my body but see me I am in bathroom floor

I: what?

R: are you duff?

I: yes

R: are you mad?

I: yes madly in love

R: what happen to her? He smiled and asked

R: are you madly in love with whom?

I: you

R: it's me then why you want to stay away from me?

I: when did I say I want to stay away from you?

R: I hear when you talking

I: when?

R: in evening in our room yesterday

I: why you didn't ask me directly that time?

R: I want but you hurt me by your words ishu

I: you also hurt me raman by your doings

R: when? I asked sorry before it self

I: not that

R: then?

I: how can you say to her she is hot and ask her to wear sari

R: I said to her to jealous you but what I said to her not for her it's for you

R: I said you are hot in sari indirectly

I: then how can you give rose to her and called her darling

R: you mistaken me when I say to her I am seeing only you and ask you to take the rose indirectly

I: no you said lie

R: ok if it is lie then why you take the rose which is belong to her?

I: it's belong to me only wait how can you know that I take the rose?

R: I see you with rose in our room

R: if you don't want to possessive towards me why you angry on me and hurt yourself?

I: I don't know raman but I get hurt when I see you with someone

R: hold her face in that lying position and said while crying

You want me to come to you but you want to stay away from me

I said everything to you what is in my heart

If you want to give you some time I will give and wait for you throughout entire life but still you didn't tell me what is in your heart

You said that I torture you by my love but one who torture us is you only you

You said that I have to leave you to live on your life

I want to know who your life is.

You unable to bear this pain right but I myself unable to see you in pain

Hug her tightly and asked

Tell me ishu I need answer

R: what its means ishu? Love or hate

I: she wipes his tears and holds him tightly

I: you don't know what is my answer raman?

R: I am confused ishu and I want answer from you directly through your heart

I: crying and said to him

You want to know who my life is

My life is you only you raman

I love you raman

You are my life my everything but

I forget what you did to me but still some pain is present in my heart raman

I need some time to become your ishu but

I am sorry to make you hurt so much

It hurts me when you try to stay away from me but unable to come closer to you like before

I want you raman but unable to give me to you

I want you to stand beside my side but unable to stand beside you

I love you but hate you also raman

R: please don't cry ishu and wipe her tears by kissing all over her face

Both hug each other tightly and kiss each other

R: ok ishu I give you what you want

But I don't know how to

I am sorry to give you pain ishu

I promise you ishu never going to disturb you from today onwards

I give you privacy

I: but raman

R: only solution to the problem is

I never try to stay away from you but

I never come closer to you unnecessarily

R: we will stay like what is our relationship in initial stage

It is good for both of us

I will wait for you ishu

I love you but hate to see you in pain

Kiss her lips like it is a last day in their love

R: asked her to stand up from him

I : before leaving from him she kiss on all over his face

Finally kiss on his lips

I: try to move away from him every time she tried again and again she fell on him (due to water splitting on floor)

R: wait I will help you

R: try to stand up hugging her tightly

He got success but her bangle stuck on his towel before he said to her

I: without knowing she move away with him

That time his towel get loosen

R: he asked her to wait and try to hold his towel

I: she see him and said you only told me to move away from you but now you also come with me

I: wait I will go first then you come

R: how will I come out without my towel? First leave my towel

I: what happen to you raman? When did I hold your towel? Again try to move away from him

R: he lost his cool and holds her and said check your bangle ishu

I: what is in my bangle and she is shocked

R: what? I never come with you and you only take me with you

R: first remove your bangle but not touch me

I: she smiled and tries to remove the bangle on his towel but bangle is stuck more in his towel (towel is loosen from his hip)

R: I asked you to remove the bangle not my towel

I : every time she tried knot is increase

R: what are you doing?

I: I tried but unable to remove my bangle on your towel

R: what?

I: how can I removed my bangle without touching you

R: ok you turned back he tried but failed

I: one idea is there

R: what?

I: I have to bite the thread and remove your towel on my bangle

R: ok do without understanding her words

I: sit down and ready to bite by hold his hip for balance come nearer to towel

R: he is shivering by her touch and said please don't do

I: stand up and asked him what she will do

R: wait I think and give some idea

R: first you turned back and closed your eyes and I will give my towel and you remove the bangle on your hand and give the towel with bangle and I will wear it

After I changed my dress you take your bangle on my towel afterwards

I: nice idea and she do what he says to her

I: you also have some brain ravaankumar

R: I am not like you and I am smarter than you

I: she leaves from him with anger

R: wait and see jkr

First I turned back jkr again now

My second success today I make you say what is in your heart

I will fight till I get you

(We have to Wait and see what future store for ishra)

Cont...

Precap:

Ishu ask mihir whether you know girl named madhu

Yes I know bhabi and she is raman new pa

She is also tamilian and came from your town bhabi

She is looking cute like you and having long hair and always wear sari

How can pa wear sari always

Oh bhabi and bhai gave her permission to wear what she wants so she prefer sari always

She is elegant in sari all are try to flirt with her but

What mihir

Don't mistake me bhabi

She is more comfortable with bhai and always spends more time with him

She is hot and slim too

Point to note:

Sorry for confused update dears

Somewhat I tried to give old ishra back with filling love please bare it dears

Sorry to disappointed you all

I give next update after two weeks only I have exams and family function too extremely sorry for that dear

Somewhat I tired and give long update today for you all

wish you a advanced happy diwali dears

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