Hi dears
It was my second story and thanks for every friend who support me in first os because of your encouragement I am writing this story and what i need is your support .i am not at all fluency in English please bare my English and grammatical mistake
This story is based on upcoming episode of yhm but only only ishra after surrogacy track known by ishita and shagun got miscarriage now she is out from ishra life and ishita was upset over raman closeness towards shagun when she is pregnant and lack of trust in raman love for her and she go back to old ishita who hate raman still love is there in heart for raman due to heart break and ego and she want to punish for his mistake
Title: I want my love back and cant live with out her
Part: 1
(argument between ishra- strategic decision by ishita )
(r for raman and I for ishita and m for mihir and t for toshiji)
I: why you did this to me raman
R: why I did is because i love you ishita for me your happiness is important
I: how much you love me raman
R: you didn't know that how much I love you ok you want to hear from me right because you lack trust in my love and cried and you are my breathe ishita and because of you I am here and without you I am nothing and cried
I:can you do what I ask you raman
R: yes of course ishita what you want tell me I will do it
I:I want to be ruhi and adi mom before she complete
R: he say what are you saying ish you are already their mom only
I:wait raman I didn't finish it and I
R:what ish tell me...
I : don't want to be your wife raman and want only be their mom and daughter in law in of this house but I don't want to divorce you because I love my children more than anything in the world and I am here in your home because don't want to hurt my children
R:ishita what are you saying and cried please change your decision and I accept it that I did mistake and break your trust also but I love you ishita
I:oh you love me now only you know that you love me where was your love when you cheat me and get signed and where was your love when you lied continuously and where was your love when i need you and cried
R: please give me one chance ish and cried and try to touch her
I: don't touch me raman whom you love is already dead and here I am is only mother of your child and you want one chance right and how many chance I have to give you raman and every time you did mistake but I forgive you and stand by your side always but what you did to me again again you did mistake want forgiveness from me raman
did you forget that I am also human raman and I also has self respect do you think that I am jkr fight for everything and always strong but you forget one thing raman I am not at all strong when comes to you because I am weak in your love and your love is everything for me raman and I am weak when I lost you and I am weak when you are not in my side and if you really love me and you can't take this decision raman
in my life there is one raman who always love me and always stand for me and always protect me and from him my happiness is everything but I lost my raman who love me and shake his shoulder and cried near his heart and move away suddenly
r: unable to see her love cried and heart broken by her decision and try to console her and cried like baby and fell down on her feet
i: unable to see him in this state and turn her back and said still I have hope that you give me what I wanted that is privacy from you raman and promise me that it is between us only and you didn't tell to our children
I trust you that you didn't break the promise like always
move from him and go out from their room
r: he cried like that he loss everything and tape his hand on ground and fell down on ground (all was witnessed by mihir when he came to get signed from file)
m : bhai please don't cry and stand up bhai and make him sit on bed
raman hug mihir and said
I lost my love mihir
lost my ishita whom love me like everything in the world
I hate my fate mihir
Already I failed as your brother
now I failed as in love
I failed as husband in every sense
I break my home by my hands mihir
I am loser in everything mihir
Mihir said no bhai you are not loser till you brother is with you and I hear everything bhabi said to you and trust me she told everything in anger nothing else she is still love you bhai
Please bhai I can't see you like this and don't cry please na
No mihir you are mistaken I break her trust now what is in her heart is only hurt
She hurt me mihir and cried in his lap and move out suddenly and said
Mihir if you trust me na tell me please and what I did is only for ishita and only for her happiness and only for not any one point out that she is infertile women and trust me mihir not to betray her or not to make her cry and not to away from her and I love her mihir and she is everything mihir
Would you trust me na mihir I love her only only...not any one
What are you asking bhai I trust you more than trust myself bhai
How can you ask me that whether you didn't love bhabi
In your cry I see it how much you love her
In your words I feel it how much you love her
But mihir I lost her and lost my love and cried continuously
Mihir unable to see his brother cried and don't want to come between ishra also and he don't know how to console his bro
Raman said if I died all problems will solved na mihir if I died she is away from all problems and she is happy always and and her love that is my not our children will happy and there are stay like happy family na mihir
Mihir got angry and slap him and said what you are saying bhai
How can you say like that bhai
You make me feel that you are nothing
you are not my brother who fight for everything
you are not my brother who fight for his love and I want you to fight bhai
please for god sake fight for your love bhai
how can you think without fighting you lost bhai
trust me bhai I am with you always and stand for you whatever happens
bhai be strong please and hug raman
raman said you ask me to fight but what needed for fight is strength but lost my strength my love ishita to mihir
bhai don't cry on please and give him water and make him sleep on bed and he is be on his side and take his hand with him and say
you can do it bhai and please trust on your love and your love is not going away and it is in your heart feel it bhai and I am sure that you will get your love bhai
but raman cant hear anything and said I lost my ishita and I lost my heart and make her ashamed of me cried ... while sleeping ishita... ish...cant live with out you and I beg you don't go away from me and I need you my heart is paining and cant bear this pain want you be on my side ish... And sleeping
I finished my update today and if you want to continue and I will continue next part please reply me and told your reviews
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Cont...
part 2 on page 4
part 3 on page 9
part 4 on page 14
part 5 0n page 19
part 6 on page 24
part 7 on page 29
part 8 on page 35
part 9 on page 40
first teaser on page 44
part 10 on page 53
part 11 on page 61
part 12 on page 67
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