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part-89:
in hospital:
ishu:doctor please abortion karo
doctor:what r u talking? r u in senses,pehle bathavo koun hu thum?
ishu:please aap pehle abortion karo
doctor:see mam we wont do abortion without the consent of both husband and wife,if your husband agrees then i will do it
ishu:nahi if raman knows about this,he wont forgive me,he doesnt want a child now,i always hurted him,i took precautions almost everytime
i dont know when i missed it,please dont tell to raman,he might leave me,she bursts into tears thinking what will raman do if he comes to know about her pregnancy
doctor reaching to her tries to console her "mrs.raman please dont cry,do you know how many couples were doing everything to give birth to a baby
then why you want abortion,dont you want a baby,dont you want to feel motherhood
ishu:chahiye mujje voh saab
doctor:wiping her tears,then why r u thinking for abortion
ishu:because raman doesnt want a baby now,if he comes to know about this,then he will be very angry on me,you dont know
iam hurting him always,please will you do or not,i will go for another doctor
doctor:ok but first did you confirmed about your pregnancy
ishu:in home i did test,it was positive
doctor:ok as formality we will do a check again(st):i have to make her understand after this test
...
raman reaches hospital along with mrs.bhalla and daadi
enquiring about ishitha they moves towards the cabin of gynachologist
doctor:comes out with ishu after performing the test
'see ishitha you are not conceived but even if it happens next dont try take such decision,you have no right to kill a baby
all the three enters into her cabin only to see doctor prescribing some medicines to ishitha
raman:ishitha!
ishu:turns towards the source of voice to see mrs.bhalla and daadi along with raman
tears starts flowing on their way
mrs.bhalla:thum kyou aaya yaaha ishitha?kya karne keliye aaya
doc:she came here for abortion
the trio looks at doctor and ishitha shockingly
while ishitha fidgets with her duppata tensedly
raman:aap kya baath kar rahi hu?
doc:yes she came here for abortion
daadi:aap kiya abortion?
doc:nahi the kit she used was wrong,she didnt conceived,
everyone feels relived as nothing went wrong
daadi:ishitha how can you think to kill your own child
raman:remembers her wishes about the baby tears starts flowing from his eyes for mentally torturing her with his illogical thoughts
ishu gets up from her chair fearing about raman
he rushes towards her and pulls her into a tight hug,while tears makes their way
he thinks about her going to kill their own baby for his happiness,"sorry ishitha,i was wrong,please forgive me,i dont know
you will go to this extent to keep me happy,iam sorry,dont ever do this,if the baby was really existed,if you had aborted it,then i might be repenting for my whole life"
he wipes her tears and kisses her forehead
doctor:you are very lucky mr.raman,i think no wife will love her husband to this extent of taking a decision to kill her own baby,but she was about to do very sin
no one has the right to kill a life
raman:sorry doctor i will be careful,her love towards me made her to go this extent blindly,she was dreaming alot about the kids,iam the one who did wrong
all the three leaves the hospital
daadi:drop ishitha at college,then we will go to home
raman:no today she wont go to college,he looks at ishitha with tearful eyes
while ishitha gives a lifeless smile
...
in ishra room
raman:hugs her as soon as they entered into the room,"iam sorry ishitha,iam really sorry"
ishu:hugs him and cries her heart out
raman:cupping her face,he wipes her tears,never hide anything between us,whatever may be the issue
ishu:nods her head positively
raman:makes her to sit on the bed and gives a glass of water
ishu drinks the water silently
raman:aab sab teek hi naa,chintha math karo
ishu:i wont be a good mother raman,no mother will think to kill her own baby,iam not worthful to be a mother,she bursts into tears,realising the doctor words
raman:hugs her unable to see her pain,aisa nahi hi ishitha you were blinded with my love,you only thought about my happiness
you will be a very good mother please dont cry,it hurts me ishitha
she remains silent after crying for sometime
raman makes her to sleep and covers her with a blanket and pats her hair "i too want a baby,dont ever try to take such a type of decision"
ishu:nods her head positively with a genuine smile and drifts into sleep
keeping his hand on her stomach,what if the baby was true,i would have killed my own baby with my deeds,kissing her stomach he walks down to get a good lecture from mrs.bhalla
...
next day raman takes ishitha to the same gynachologist
raman:i want you to do a check up about her health
after testing her, doctor asks ishitha to wait outside
raman:doctor everything was fine right?
doc:yaa everything was fine but
raman:but what?
doc:due to consumption of frequent precaution pills her uterus was not very strong
raman:she will be able to give birth to a baby right?raman spokes tensedly
doc:yaa raman,but it takes lots of time,her uterus has to become very strong
raman:ok i will wait
doc:ok raman iam giving prescription,take good care of her health,what you did was very wrong
raman:i know,i will rectify my mistake
he walks out to see ishitha biting her nails tensedly,seeing him walking towards her,she gets up from her seat
ishu:raman saab teek hi naa
raman:wrapping an arm around her shoulder both walks out
ishu:bolo na raman,sab teek hi naa,kuch bura nahi hi naa
raman:aisa kuch nahi hi ishitha,you are weak now,you have to get very healthy to get a baby fast,and stop using those precautions
ishu:ok raman,do you want a baby now or not?she asks looking at him with her innocent eyes
raman:iam sorry ishitha,i was thinking in other way,dont hide anything from me
ishu:nods her head silently
...
two days passes silently
raman was feeling guilty for making ishitha to go through such truama
while the other hand ishitha feels bad about how she took such a wrong decision
ishu(st):what if the baby was real,i would have killed the baby,
daadi:comes with food for her as she missd her breakfast
seeing her crying hugging her knees,daadi feels bad, first time she feels hatred towards raman
sensing someone's hand on her shoulder she looks at the source,seeing daadi with tearful eyes,she hugs her and cries her heart out
daadi:ishitha,everything was fine,how many days you will repent,nothing went bad,God has brought such situation to make raman realise his mistake
now everything will be fine,
ishu:daadi i cant be a good mother,i thought to kill my own baby
daadi:ishitha you didnt do intentionally ur love towards raman,made you to act like this,now everything was fine,dont make it tough for urself
ishu:i want to go to my amma
daadi:ok you can go,anyways after three days,it was romi-sarika and mihir-mihika's engagement,we all will be coming there,when you want to go?
ishu:today itself
daadi:did you informed raman about ur wish
ishu:nods her head negatively
daadi:ok i will ask prakash to book the ticket for mumbai,and i will inform your parents about it,they will come to pick up you
ishu:looks at her with a gratitude
daadi:leaves thinking in her mind (st):i know very well raman doesnt agree ishitha going to her home,but he has to know he has to repent for his mistake
...
at the evening:
raman:walks to his room to see ishu packing her luggage
sensing his presence she turns towards him
she can see his questioning eyes
ishu:raman iam going to appa's house
raman(st):he was numb for a min to digest what she had said,he stopped himself saying a big no,he has no heart to stop her when she wants to visit her maternal home
ishu:was waiting for his outburst,for her surprise he was just silent "raman"
raman:listening his name from her,he came out of his trance,chalo ok,when is ur flight,he asked calmly taking his entire strength,not to show his pain to her
ishu:with in one hour
raman:give me a 15mins,i will come back after freshing up,till then get ready,keep all ur necessary things,dont forget ur mobile and medicines
ishu:nods her head feeling very pain in heart seeing her raman acting as if he was not affected,but she cant stay here,she needs some change
which will get in her home,
after her sendoff from home with her family she settles beside him in the passenger seat
driving to airport is a silent affair only with small glances
raman walks with her trolley into the airport
both sits silently in the waiting area for 15mins
listening to the announcement of her flight take off,raman hands over the bag to her smiling half heartedly
she silently starts walking only to stop in the middle
she walks back with tears and stands infront of him,expecting him to say something
raman:wiping her tears,he kisses her forehead,happy journey,miss you
ishu:hugging him she lets out all her tears while he pats her hair consoling her
kissing his cheek,she speaks before getting into the flight
"aapka dhyaan rakna raman,i miss you,but i need time to settle my mind in peace"
raman:nods his head positively
seeing her disappearing figure,he walks out sadly not knowing how to stay without her for 3days
sorry friends i know i disappointed you,but this is what i thought,i want raman to know his mistake and the love towards him from ishitha,no woman knows how to up bring a baby until she becomes a mother,i want to him repent for his mistake,and i doesn't want the news of ishitha getting pregnant in this way,it should be memorable for ishra
i hope you will forgive me
let me know what you felt and do you want me to continue the story😊
Pati Patni Aur Panga
Jaane Anjaane Hum Mile
Tum Se Tum Tak
Kyunki Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi 2
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
Vasudha
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