hi guys i know that i am very late but was stuck between house and work. i hpoe u people will understand. anyhow i had managed to steal some time.heres the update.
Part- 4
Both were sleeping peacefully cuddling eachother . Their sweet sleep was broken by alarming sound of ishus cell as they had their flight on 8.00am. Both woke with jerk shocked and emberassed.they turn around to look for their clothes.thankfully ramans pant was nearby, he wore it in jiffy and said "we will leave in 20 min get ready and come down" ishita nodded without looking at him.
The journey from hotel to airport was a silent affair.
In the earlier journey from delhi to London raman has to please other person to change seat as he wants to sit beside ishita. but this time he don't want a seat beside her but luck was not at their side and they got seat togeather .They sit beside eachother . immediately both closes their eyes preteding to sleep to avoid eachother and both sliped to the happenings of earlier night.
Ishita POV
wow! bravo ishita great move. gosh what have u done ."she cheeded herself."
you slept with raman your rammy , your bestie, your mentor , your partner how could you? her mind scolded.
but it was not my fault , i was drunk. she defended.
you should have pushed him.said her mind .
yes i must had pushed him but i cannot,i cann't because i liked that touch of him . it felt like eternity . i m not feeling dirty but contended. o murugan what to do now. how will i face him . what will i do ? her mind was questioning continuestly and a lone tear escaped from her eyes , she wiped it and thought that she will leave everything to raman as he has allways decided
everything for her till now.As she was lost in her thoughts a hand shook her and her trance was broken. she looked towards the source and found it to be a girl of near about 25 yrs old.ishita looked her puzzeled.the girl asked if one of them will change the seat with her as she had a fight with her husband.
ishita knows that raman will not go and she was about to deney but to her surprise he suddenly open his eyes and went to the seat that girl was pointing. ishita silently cursed that girl for saperating her from raman.she was unable to control the cyclone of immotions that were occuring in her mind and heart one by one.
On the other hand ramans state was also not less.
Raman POV
Good raman bhalla good.welldone u spend night with ishita. what will she think about u . spoke his mind."she is your ishi, your bestfriend,your partner how could you do this to her."
it was not my fault but it happened. he defended.
but u should have stoped it. u should have walked off . again his mind argued.
"i should had walked of but i didnot because it didn't felt wrong.she just fitted in my arms that its only for her . it just happened as it didn't felt wrong.we both were comfortable with eachother and also she didn't pushed me it means that she also wants the same."he thought."she is very innocent such a naive girl who depends on u for everything and what u did. how will u rectify it." his mind again argued.
we just have to ignore each other for some time and everything will be alright. he thought.
but i cann't ,she is ishita.
"u have to do it for her as u know she is not yours".scolded his mind again.
yes i have to ," she is not mine, she is not mine "he cried silently.
Ishita was angry with raman as he changed the seat but was not getting any chance to speak .she thought that she will talk to him in delhi airport after landing.They don't realised when they reached their destination as both were lost in their thoughts.now ishita was happy as well as confused that what she is going to talk to him but shagun made it easy as she was there to recieve raman.
Raman was happy to see shagun as he has an excuse to avoid ishita and he did same.He walked outside the airport leaving a very furious and sad ishita.
she was left alone .she was angry but was not ready to accept that raman has ignored her.
In some corner of heart she knows that he had avoided her but to defend him she thought that because of shagun he has gone so that shagun cannot say anything to her and she cried softly.
anyways she reached her place and just landed to the bed and cried loudly for all the happenings as nobody can listen to her and sliped to her sleep
after sometime.
On the otherhand after reaching home raman just excused himself faking of being tired and walked to his room. He was laying in the bed trying to sleep but for the first time all his mind was captured by ishita. he was continuesly thinking about her state after his rude behaviuor and also thinking of how to handle his ishi with this. lost in thoughts he also drifted to sleep.
thats all for now friends . read it and please leave ur valuable comments.so that i can proceed further.
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