bewafa
I have to catch this train as soon as possible. it's after half an hour. Shagun Message me yesterday to meet her soon. I don't know why suddenly she contacted after long 2 years. I hope everything is alright.
I was studying in management college and shagun was new admission. She asked help from me for admission form. She was good looking and good person. She was in my class only.I was happy to see her in my class. slowly slowly we became friends and came closure. I was from middle class family and shagun was from rich family. she was rich in both way look wise and financially. she was good in nature too. we started to study together. I was falling for her but I know our financial differences that's why I kept my feelings with me only.
in second year new guy took admission his name was ashok Khanna. he was also rich and good looking but had no any attitude for that. due to some differences with principal he has to left that college. he was friendly and became good friend of mine and shagun. we were 3 musketeer and always seen together and our friendship famous in college. Ashok was brilliant in studies and I was good but shagun was poor in studies among us still she managed to paas with good marks
annual days were coming near and shagun ashok participated in drama, they were lead couple in that drama. playing lead couple in drama they started come closure to each other and fall in love. they declared their love to me. it was like I lost my whole world because I also have feelings for shagun but I accepted my fate. Shagun and ashok were rich where I was from middle class family so they are perfect match for each other but how can I make understand to my heart. they started to meet each other outside college and I was their to help them. I was happy for them but not for me. that's why i decided to change my college. they didn't like my decision but I promised I will in touch with them and I know I was lying because I wanted to go away from them. I couldn't control my feelings anymore.
it has been 2 years of that days but still have feelings for shagun. my family did try to convince for marriage but I denied with various reason. they also given up me.
I went to company for interview where I met ashok who was md of that company. I was surprised and shock to see his there and we hugged each other. I asked him about his marriage with shagun (it was paining to ask this but I want to know) his face was fell. I felt something was wrong he told me that he didn't get married to shagun and show his wife photo and I was confuse they were going to get married after their graduation than why sudden this happened?
ashok told me that he truly love shagun but sharing cheated him. in last year suddenly shagun started to keep distance from him and started to ignore him. he tried to talk to her but she avoid him. he was confused with this. at the end of the year he receives letter of shagun where she wrote that she is breaking up with him and leaving him. he has no other option but had to agree with his parents and married to mihika who was his parents choice. he still love shagun and thought shagun had cheated him.
I didn't know what did i say and I left place. yesterday I got letter from shagun who wants to meet me as soon as possible. at one side I am feeling bad for ashok and otherside my selfish heart is telling me that it's good chance to bring her back in my life. train whistle rang and train reached to Mumbai. asking some people I searched shagun home. I wanted to know what had happened to shagun and why did she left ashok like this? why did she call me like this? where was she till this day? I have many questions but answer can be given by only one person shagun. I rang door bell of her house I guess his servant open door. I asked about shagun and he took me to her room. my heart beat was fast. how will I react. I am meeting her after long period. does she still love ashok or I have a chance. there I was infront of her room door. I got courage to open door and when u opened door I was shocked to see Shagun there who was lying on bed. Her face was pale eyes went inside and her body was like someone rook her soul. I ran towards her and sat beside herand asked her what happend to her?
she took my hand and started to talk
she was talking with so much difficulty.
thanks raman for coming here. I know what are you thinking. I will answer everything. I did call you here because I am on last of my life. I have cancer and I came to know this last year of college. I don't know what to do and how to tell this to ashok. he would be broken that's why I started to keep distance from him and left him with letter because I knew I had no courage to leave him after meeting him and I don't want him to go through pain. I know he hates me but I had no any choice. I just pray he stays happy.
Raman I a m really sorry. I know you loved me. I came to know that day when me and ashok disclose about our relationship to you and I saw painful eyes if your. I am sorry because I never had such feeling for you but I always love ashok and I still love him. I was not cheater but still i hurted two most important people of my life first you and second ashok.
I want to spend last day of my life with my close people, I can't share this with ashok but I can share with you my friend and she smile at me.
that was her last smile and she left this world and I was crying news her dead body.
"woh bewafa nahi thi zindagi ne usse bewafai ki"
Mannat Har Khushi Paane Ki
