PART 14
Raman called someone from his phone and when the phone is picked he asked instantly -where is Ishita?
Simmi-Bhai what happened why do u call so late it must be 3 am in India.
Raman -That's not the answer to my question just answer me where is Ishita.
Simmi-why ?why do u want to know about her after one year of your marriage.Are u want to give any news like I am going to be a father types.
Raman -simmi please tell me where she is because I want to apologize for my wrong deeds.And I am so sorry to you too ,I behaved like a moron please forgive me simmi.
Hearing the desperation in his voice she asked -what happen bhai .Are u ok?
Raman -no I am not please tell me where she is.
Simmi-bhai please tell me .U are scaring me.
Raman explained him about finding shagun 's infidelity.Simmi was shocked to hear about her and feels sorry for her bhai because whatever curse she has given has finally happened.
Simmi-I am sorry about that.I cursed that why this happened to you.I am really sorry
She started crying.
Raman-No need to cry simmi ,it has to happen its not ur fault just tell me where she is,I want to apologize.
Simmi-u r asking for forgiveness because u loved shagun and she ditched u and u understand that how someone feels when he is ditched.U feel as guilty naa only guilty bhai.
Raman-no simmi that is not the case I read Ishita 's diary which she left one year back and realized that I always loved her but done many mistakes and lost her.Now I want to make her realize I love her alot and can't live without her .i will ask for forgiveness.
Simmi-I am very happy that finally u confessed ur feelings for her but I know her she will not forgive u easily.
Raman -I know she must be very angry with me but I will try till my last breath.I will make her fall in love with me once again.
Simmi-all the best bhai but there is a problem.
Raman-what?
Simmi-I don't know where she is?infact none of our friends know where she is.she never contacted anyone after going from Delhi.I am sorry bhai.
Raman -it's all right seems like i have to search for her .She is angry on me that's why she is hiding but i will find her and make her mine forever.had u forgiven me?
Simmi-who am i to forgive u .if Ishita forgive u then i will also do the same.
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A car stopped in the portico of bhalla mansion.Raman came outside the car .He was fully drunk and could not walk properly.he was holding a bottle of whiskey in his hand.he was walking with great difficulty.When he was about to fall the guard come and hold him.
Guard -sir u should not drink this much.
Raman sat besides him.
Raman -kyun(why)
Guard -aapko hazam nahi hoti(u cant handle this)chaliye aapko ghar le chalun(let me take u home)
Raman-kahan hai mera ghar?(where is my home)
Guard -this is ur home(pointing towards the house)
Raman-pagal tumhe itna bhi nahi pata yeh mera ghar nahi hai,mera ghar to us ladki ka dil tha jisse Maine bedardi se tod Diya Ab kahan jaon main to beghar ho Gaya.(idiot don't u know this is not my home my home was that girl's heart which i crushed brutally now i am homeless.
Raman started crying .
Guard -kaun ladki sahan(which girl sir)
Raman looked at him and asked -tum nahi jaante meri babu ko,tum kaise jaanoge jab main khud hi bhool Gaya tha .kuch waqt laga yaad karne Mein par ab mujhe sab yaad as Gaya hai,wo ek ek pal Jo humne saath bitaye.ruko main tumhe sunata hoon yeh baat bahut purani jab main dus saal ka tha ,main apni chuttiyon Mein ghar aaya tha.Ek din Maine apne ghar ke bahar ek chotti si bachchi ko rote dekha uska chehra chupa Hua tha Maine usse pucha kyun ro rahi ho.Usne aankhen uta kar meri taraf dekha usse dekh kar kuch ajeeb sa Hua mere Ander woh duniya Ki sabse pyari bachchi thi uska massom chehra ,uski do chotti ,uske woh aankhen main kabhi nahi bhool sakta par phir bhi bhool Gaya.par sabse jyada Jo nahi bhoola sakta woh tha uski aankhon ka dar.wo dari sahmi bachchi Maine jaise hi use chooya wo mujhse lipat kar rone lagi aur rote rote so gayi.shayad use mere pass sukoon Mila par usse bhi jyada sukoon mujhe Mila pata nahi kyon par main use chod nahi paya akele aur use utha kar apne kamre Mein le Gaya.
Baad main mujhe pata chala uske mummy papa mar Gaye hai tab mujhe laga Ki mujhe hi uska khayal rakhna hai.(u don't know my babu how u will know when i myself forgot about her it took some time but now i remember everything how we have shared our life let me tell you its a old story when i was ten years old i came hone for my holidays.one day i saw a girl outside my house she was crying i go to her and asked what's the matter.she look on me she is the world most beautiful baby i can't forget her innocent face her two braid and her beautiful eyes but one thing which I can never forget was the horror in her eyes the moment i touched her she crushed into my arms crying and instantly fell asleep.i don't know why but i felt connected to her i can't leave her there so i brought her inside then later i came to know her parents are no more i felt responsible towards her)
Guard-phir
Raman-phir kya mere din usi se shuru hote aur usi par khatam woh meri gudiya thi nahi gudiya hai woh sirf mere haathon se khati thi choti si hamesha meri godi par chadi rahti thi ,main bhi use kabhi nahi utarta tha god se warna woh pagli chot laga leti thi(Raman smiled in between his tears remembering her cute antics)mujhe bilkul bhi pasand nahi tha Ki koi usse daante ya koi ladka uske kareeb jaaye kaise jaane deta woh sirf meri thi nahi meri hai aur hamesha rahegi meri pyari gudiya(then what my days started with her and ends with her she is my doll she always eat by my hands always sit in my lap and i never leave her otherwise she will hurt herself i don't if somebody scolds her or if some boy go near her she was mine is mine and will always be mine.
Guard-why she left u doesn't she loves u?
Raman -woh to mujhse bahut pyaar karti hai par Maine use apni galti se kho Diya jab main padne chala Gaya ek baar mudh ke bhi nahi dekha uski taraf woh mera intezaar karti rahi aur main usse bhool Gaya zindagi Mein aage badh Gaya aur woh mere intezaar Mein wahin Ki wahin khadi rahi aur jab gyarah saal baad lauta to bhi uska dil tod Diya woh mujhe ke chali gayi meri zindagi mujhse dur jaa rahi thi aur mujhe ehsaas bhi nahi Hua use lagta hai main raina se pyaar Karta tha it was just a passing affair sach to yeh hai Ki Maine hamesha sirf usse hi pyar kiya bus samajhne Mein der laga di phir dobara mili woh mujhe par Maine dobara uska dil uska bharosa tod Diya phir aisa chid ke gayi Ki mud ke nahi dekha.(she loved very much i was at fault when i go for studying i just forget her but she waited for me i moved on but she still waited.when i came back i broke her heart she walked out of my life and i didn't realize that how important she is for me that i always loved her.she came back again and again i broke her heart and trust and she was gone forever.
Guard -didn't u search for her?
Raman -itna shayad khuda Ko dhundta to woh bhi mil jaate par woh nahi mili pichle chaar saalon se pagalon Ki tarah dhoond raha hoon par multi hi nahi pata nahi kahan jaa kar chup gayi hai main manta hoon Maine galat kiya uske saath agar gussa thi toh Marti mujhe par is tarah chod ke nahi jaana chahiya tha kahan dhoondo use.(if i have searched for god may be i find him but couldn't find her from last four years i am searching for her but could not find her i know i did wrong but if she was angry she can hit me but she should not leave me where i can found her)
Guard -u will surely meet her in near future i am sure
Raman -really
Then guard brought him inside the empty mansion he simply fell on the couch.
Four years are gone Raman and shagun are divorced.Raman has been searching for Ishita since then but could not find her.he lives all alone in the mansion and always busy in his business.he work since morning to evening and then starts drinking till he passes out this is his daily routine.
Next day in office
Raman assistant -sir there is a e mail for you some firm want to tie up with us to expand their business in India.i have done the enquiry they are very reputed and it will be a huge success for us.
Raman -what's the name and from where they belong who are the owners explain
Assistant -the name is ISHRA GROUP OF HOTELS situated in Manhattan two partner one is Rahul Bajaj and other is IRB
Raman -IRB what kind of name is this
Assistant -don't know sir but she is a wonderful lady anyone who meets her talk only about her beauty and her professionalism.u should go sir
Raman -ok book my ticket ishra group of hotels i am coming IRB I AM COMING
SOMEWHERE IN MANHATTAN
She instantly opened her eyes and looked around as if she has listen his conversation
Dhadkane badh rahi hai woh kareeb aa raha hai
Kkhushnaseebi ban ke mera woh naseeb aa raha hai
That's all for now
Ghum Hai Kisikey Pyaar Meiin
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