PART 13
Raman wonders why he doesn't remember anything.If he cares and pampers her so much then why he don't remember about her.He has some unclear and vague memories but nothing is clear but then how she remembers everything damn thing.He is definitely elder than her five years elder than her but he don't remember anything but she remember everything.How this is even possible.Raman was very confused.Keeping his confusion aside he starts reading again because he wants to know why she left the house next day after his come back.
Raman flipped the pages.
Dear diary,
It was the last day I met him but his sweet memories never left me .My Raman was gone for studies to his school but left behind a girl who has the ability to fight for herself and for her loved ones.He made me a better person more stronger than before.I emerged as a more stronger personality,he not only saves me from breakdown but also made me a fighter.
Raman is my knight in the shining armour.
I forget to share a very important incident where I came to know that how impulsive he is.
One day he went for playing with his friends and I followed him like always but he didn't care about me and go on playing.When he come back to me he saw that I was coughing badly and my whole face was red due to constant coughing .He immediately rush towards me throwing his stuff and pick me in his arms.He rushed towards the house but I was fainted by the time he brought me home.Doctor was called and it was informed that I am allergic to dust.When I gain conscious I came to know he was scolded heavily by uncle just because of me.I felt very bad and go to him.
Me-holding ears-sorry
Raman -shouted-tumhe kya jarurat thi mere peeche peeche aane Ki dekho kya ho gaya(what was the need to come after me see what happened)
Me -I said naa sorry
Raman-I don't want to talk just go
I ran back to his room.That night I didn't eat anything and sleeping in uncle and aunty but sleep was far from my eyes because I know he also not eaten anything.After an hour I felt someone touching my hand.I slightly open my eyes to find it was Raman.He simply came and pick me from between them and simply took me to his room.
Me-kyu laye mujhe aap ko to mujhse koi baat nahi karni naa meri wajah se aapko daant padi(why u bring me here u don't want to talk to me because of me u got scolded)
Raman make me sit in his lap and forward a plate of sandwich towards me and said u should not sleep empty stomach.
I cried why do u care ,u don't want me any longer because u got scolded because of me.I am sorry I didn't do it purposely please forgive me I will never do this again but please don't be angry on me.
He simply hugged me tight and said I am not angry on u I am angry on myself because I could not protect you.I am sorry babu.
That day I came to know that he will do every kind of illogical things when he is angry on himself.(Raman thought this is the reason he acted foolishly and married shagun.He is such a fool.Ishita know him just too well)
And about the sandwich it was the most burnt sandwich I have ever seen in my life but it was the tastiest because he made it for himself and make me eat it.
Ab koi itna pyara hoga toh usse pyaar karna to koi galti nahi hai naa(if someone is so adorable how can anybody not love him)
After one year Raman got scholarship and went for higher studies abroad and I am just waiting for him to come back to me.
(Raman flipped over the page)
Today I am very happy u know why because its my birthday but u know why I am happier because its also Raman 's birthday also.Can u believe we share the same birthday.From now I will celebrate my birthday only when he is with me .No birthday celebration without Raman.
(Raman was surprised to know that they share same birthday and she never celebrated it alone)
(Raman flipped some more pages to read towards the end)
Oh my god finally after a long wait of eleven years he is coming back tomorrow.
Aaj lagta hai main hawaaon Mein aaj itni Khushi mili
Aaj bus Mein nahi hai dil yeh mera aaj itni Khushi mili
But will he able to recognize me .I mean I remember everything because I am here only for all the years and listen each and everything about us from uncle,aunty and simmi but he was away from here ,has many friends is he still remember me.Sometimes I wonder how I remember every small details about him but then I realize
SAANSIEN LENA BHI KOI BHUL SAKTA HAI(HOW CAN SOMEBODY FORGOT TO BREATHE)
Today he is coming.I don't know how he looks like .In childhood he was very fat may be he has become fatter.I don't mind even if he is of two quintals.
He came and just I guessed he has become so fat.I was looking from the roof.Now I have to exercise him to lose some weight motu kitna khaate hai.
(Raman wondered when he was so fat)
Oh this is not Raman this is his friend shanker ,Raman is behind him let me have a look.
Oh my goddd what is this what u have done to my Raman god?
(Raman wonders what she talking about)
No god this is not fair at all how can u make someone so handsome.Oh my lord he is so handsome.What was the need of making him so handsome now how I will save him from the eyes of all girls.
Maine toh aankhein nikal deni hai agar Kisi ne dekha unki taraf
(Raman blushed at her remarks and smiled on her possesiveness)
But who is this girl with him ...
Why do I care hogi koi
Everyone meet but me .Now its night and he is alone in his room I will go and meet him.
But when I go to meet him something stops me at the threshold of his room .It was his voice
I love you Raina
And he bend down to kiss her.
I could not stand there for a single minute more.I rushed towards my room and cried.(Raman was feeling horrible to make her cry.His own eyes are full of tears now)
My heart crushed into zillion pieces .He don't love me ,he don't love me anymore.I am not important to him then why I am here .I stayed here and waited for him because I thought he is only mine but the truth is that that I am noone to him .I just hate myself I just hate my very existence.
I couldn't stay here any longer.I know its not his fault that he doesn't remember me but its not my fault either that I could not remember anything other than him.
Next day I walked out of his house but uncle got me and said if u want to go u can go but only after taking my share of property.How can I make him understand that my treasure is not in that piece of paper but is in his son whom I lost I am no longer a rich person but feels like a poor man who lost everything in some calamity.
After much discussion we agreed that I will work for his hotel and stay in the staff quarters.
(Raman flipped some more pages)
After four long years today I saw him in simmi's sangeet.He looks as handsome as ever but I could not declare him as mine anymore.
He came towards me and I escape from there.
Next morning he called me to his room I don't know what he is doing there.He asked me for a date how can I disobey him .It is a thing which I never learned.
That moron I don't know his name but saw him with Raman last evening came to me and said Raman wants to trap me for some stupid bet I should stay alert.Haha as if I am going to believe him .
I know Raman can't do this to any girl forget me.
(Raman was shocked to know that Parmeet told him about the bet and ashamed of himself that she doesn't believe Parmeet that I can do such thing)
He turned the pages to found it empty he realized she doesn't get a chance to write further.
Raman cried on his bad luck that he found someone who loves him unconditionally but lost her due to his stupidity.
I am sorry babu I do so much bad to u but I promise I will correct everything.I will flmake myself that Raman with whom u have fallen in love and finds u and treasure you for a lifetime.
Next thing he do is to call someone.
Bell was ringing someone pick it and said hello.
THAT'S ALL FOR NOW I HAVE GIVEN A QUICK UPDATE NOW I WANT LOTS OF COMMENTS
BYE
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