Ishra SS : Falling in luv with Wise PART 9
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RECAP :
I ran. I ran, ignoring Duke calling out my name and then I heard Raman. I heard him calling my name. I took my car, back to my apartment and put on the bolt. I doubt Raman will even come and look for me.
but Right now, I have to cry. no i wanted to cry out
I knew it, don't I? When my first step with Raman Bhalla, I knew this will happen to one day and Raman will break my heart. It happened. And I'm stupid enough to let it happened.
PART 9
3 days Later
"What do you mean she went to find Raman?" I asked,. I lost track of the time in this 3 days I did not get out of my bed...
After a 3 days of thinking and feeling broken, I decided to call Mihika. She will give me advice and will guide me.
"Yes, hello Ishu its me Mihir... Mihika said she's going over to look for Raman. Mihika said she needs his help on something," Mihir said this over the phone"
"Oh,like this ok ok ," I said, closing my eyes. Mihir continued, "If u want i ll give your message to her"
"mmm, yes, sure. Let Mihika know I called," I said and cut the call. I have applied leave from job and surprisingly, I was granted leave No doubt Raman had something to do with it. Over the 3 days, there were so many knocks on my door, calls and messages from Raman. I didn't read it, didn't answer the call and bother to listen to his voice message.
Mihika called after 3 hours later. She sighed, "I know what happened baby get out of your bed, take a long walk or jog and come and look for me?"
"You went to find Raman," I asked, wanting her to tell me more about it. She sighed, "Yes. He's not really in a good shape either Ishita. I need his help on something,"
I realized everyone Even my own best friend Mihika was hiding something from me. Right now, I don't even want to care. I need Mihika and I need to heal.
Move on? Can I ever move on?
Raman slipped into my heart unknowingly and without Raman, my heartfelt empty.
"Hello? Ishita baby r u there?" Mihika asked.
I sighed, "I don't know what to do Mihika,"
"Get out and go for a long jog," Mihika said, "You always did that in college Time. it makes you feel better baby,"
And that was what I did after hanging up with Mihika. I changed my dress and went for a long jogging along the beach. air filled with salty sea water. I felt so much better. Being grounded in my room for these 3 days, all I could think about was Raman. I never felt so broken before. Param and mama, they don't even have a place in my heart.
after jogging i was coming back from Beach. from distance, I saw a Audi. I took a deep breath and wiped my sweat off. That's Raman car. He's been following me.
I ran back to my apartment. Raman can follow all he wants and I won't even care. Not really , I would. I want to turn around and hug him. I want Raman to tell me everything is okay. But it's not. Raman didn't bother to explain to me the last time.
before I shut the door of apartment, someone hold onto apartment door. Raman was standing there, unshaven, wearing dirty yes dirty white shirt and blue jeans. his face showing me a business man Raman Bhalla face, trying to hide his emotions...
"Ishita..." Raman said, letting himself in and he came in closed the door. He pulled me and trapped me in his arms. As much as I want to stay in his arms, I don't want to let the matter go so easily. Raman needs to know how much he hurt me. I struggled, I punched him on his shoulder even kicked him. I did everything I could to resist what my heart wants.
"Let me go Raman !" I shouted at him, "You jerk you b###d Let me go!"
"Ishita..." He said in a strained voice, "I'm sorry, Jaan. I'm sorry."
"No Raman No !" I pushed him away, finally stepped some distance from him. His face dropped, The Raman Bhalla now looking at me with his hands held out and his face looks torn, "Jaan, I miss you so much that I can't live without you. I'm miserable without you Jaan. Don't walk away from me, please Jaan."
"You are the one who choosing this!" I replied firmly, "Have you considered what I faced how hurt i m ? Have you ever felt so cheated by someone you love so deeply crazily ?"
"You love me Jaan," His lips curled up a little and he stared at me, "I've been waiting to hear that Jaan,"
"Don't use that on me Raman," I said, putting my phone on the counter, "You need to leave now,"
"I love you, Ishita," He said very pleasantly , taking my hand into his, "I love you so much Jaan please Come back to me."
"Of course, you are Raman Bhalla. The man who has the power of getting everything what he wants. I'm just a chess game for you. You don't even know what love is. You don't know how to love. You broke my heart, Raman. I waited for you to explain when I came to u. I waited and yet all I get was look on you, as if you want me to get out."
"You rejected to marry me, Jaan. Do you know how much it hurts? Someone you want to live with her together whole life, someone you cannot live without rejected you. I was angry. I wasn't thinking straight,"
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