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Chapter-21
CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU
Pushing him off of her she sat up covering her front with the duvet. He was astounded by her reaction. She was looking at him as if watching a monster. He tried to close the spaces between them but she backed off as if he is a rapist. He couldn't help but ask the reason for her weird behavior.
"You disgust me Raman...!" She finally busted out.
"But...kya...kyun aise behave karte ho? Let me..." He tried to touch her.
(What...why are you behaving this way?)
Ishita shrugged off his hands angrily while trying to dress up. He continued his tries to talk to her. He couldn't understand the reason for her sudden change.
"Bahar jaao...abi ke abhi...get lost!" She hollered at him.
(Get out now...)
"Ishita...listen to me...pehale batao kya hua...?" He had no clue of her behavior.
(First tell me what happened?)
"Kya hua...? Apko voh bhi nahin pata...?" She asked in disbelief.
(You don't on w what happened?)
"No...did I hurt you...?"He cupped her face but she pushed him down on the bed angrily and screamed, "Yes you did. You did hurt me so much this time. Now get out...leave me alone"
How can a woman command the Raman Kumar Bhalla! In a swift movement she was pinned to the bed under him. He glared at her face which she tilted not to meet his face.
"Koyi aurat Raman Kumar Bhalla ko hukum nahin deti!"
(No one commnds RKB)
"Mujhe chodiye Raman..." Her eyes welled up not being able to move out of his hold.
(Leave me)
"Nahin chodunga...Ab suno mera baat..." He hissed at her. His lips so close her hers.
(I won't leave you. No listen to me)
"Mujhe kuch nahin sunna hai" She retorted angrily glaring at him.
(I don't want to hear you)
"Sunni padegi!"He gritted his teeth)
(Have to listen)
"Leave me Raman" She tried to push him away again failing miserably.
"Kya samajhte ho apne apko tum?" He was so much enraged now.
(What you think of yourself?)
She gritted her teeth in disgust when his stubble cheek rubbed her soft one. "Be in your limit Raman"
"What limit...? You're my wife...don't you dare command me" He roared on top of his voice pulling off the clothe with with she covered her front.
She couldn't take in such a cruel and shameful behaviour from him. "Yeh kya badtammezi hai?"
(How mannerless?)
"Tune mujhpar avaz uthayi..." (You raised voice on me) He said in a warning tone while clutching her face in his hand digging his fingers in her plump cheeks.
"Apko bas aise hi baat karna ata hai...You don't care about my feelings." She yelled at him.
(You know only to talk like this)
"Kya kiya maine...I'm being frank" He asked getting mad.
(What did I do?)
"Itna bhi mat kiya karo jitna ki mujhe aur meri se*uality ko ap kisi aur aurat ke saath compare karun Raman. It is intolerable and...disgusting!"
(Don't do anything such that you will compare me and my she*quality to another woman.)
That was when it hit him. He did a grave mistake. He should try some damage control. "I mean...she loved me and I felt you do..."
"No...never. Aisa kya quality hai jiske vajhase mujhe apse pyar hojaun? Kya hai ap par Raman?" She bite back before he could complete.
(What's in you that I will fall for you?)
"What you mean?" He furrowed hi eyebrows at her.
"I mean I just don't know if I should call this infatuation as love." She said in one go tight shutting her eyes.
"In-inf-infatuation???" He stuttered to interrogate.
"Yes. It is just an attraction. I don't love you Raman. Agar shayad ap aaj sirf mere bare mein sochti toh...sirf mere hote toh...main kuch vajha doond paati...apse pyar karne keliye." She was crying saying it out.
(If you would have thought only about me today...be only mine..I could be able to find a reason to love you)
"Lax-sh-Ishita...tum...tujhe pata bhi hai ki...tum kya keha rahe ho...!" He couldn't form apt sentence but tried to convey his thoughts.
(You...do you know what are you saying!)
"I know it well...I don't love you and now...I don't even like you" She again pushed his chest to escape his grip.
"Tum kya chahte ho?" The last thing he wanted to know. Because he himself was unable to understand the whole scenario. What is in her heart? What she wants? What is he supposed to do? He wanted answers.
"Get off of me...NOW and just get lost." She said in a mere whisper showing how difficult it is for her. But then when she uttered it even though it was tough, he was sure that she want it so badly. He replied stubbornly, "Tikh hai...main vapas...nahin ayega."
(OK. I won't come back again)
"Mat aao..." She made a face of yuck.
(Don't)
"Still...I just can't stop loving you..." He couldn't help but say it.
"Your love can't change everything Raman." She said sarcastically.
"But I believe..." He said like a saint and walked away after cover her with the same duvet.
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RAMAN'S POV
I know it is bad and I am such a fool to compare her with Shagun. But I couldn't help but do it. She was right that I was not there with her but finding the past.
Shagun...which was all that in my mind.
Ishita reminded me of Shagun with her touches and caring words. Only Shagun did that to me till date. I never found any worth in it. I never enjoyed her the way I'm doing now with Ishita. Ishita's presence only made me realize that Shagun loved me.
She really did love me!
Any woman would have reacted the way Ishita did. In fact, no woman can stomach the fact of being compared to another woman that too in the matter of se*.
I had messed it big time. Still I believed that I can handle her. But this is Ishita Raman Kumar Bhalla who is as impossible as the Raman Kumar Bhalla !
She asked me to leave her. Until when? I was scared for the first time. Shagun's words rang in my head. I felt like I'm losing myself. I shoved her then saying that I won't let go of the girl with whom I falls in love. But what is happening now? I am forced to let go of her.
She laid under me in her half nakedness; not moved by my proximity. That made me realize what love making meant. With Shagun I felt ease, because she loved me. But I never wished for such a unique feeling from her. I thought I don't wish it from anyone. However, when Ishita stopped responding to my presence and touch I realized how much I need her love.
It was never se* But...love making...!
Her stubborn body did hurt me a lot. I realized that it is true that I love her. It is with her that I wish a lot more things which I never dreamt with other women.
I don't know how to explain...but I want her to be with me. Main...voh...mummiji...amma...Mihika...aur...aur...humare bachche...!
(Me, her, mom, Amma, Mihika and our kids)
I've planned a home in Mumbai for us. I've searched a lot of names for baby girls and baby boys for our kids. I know it is silly. But I'm expecting it soon from the way her body reacted when we did it last night. I've dreamt a lot and still dreaming about us but I made a fatal mistake by bringing Shagun in between.
AM I REALLY GOING TO LEAVE HER FOREVER...????
TO BE CONTINUED
PRECAP
"Auntyji...Ram-Raman kahan hai...?"
(Where is Raman?)
"Voh nah puttar...kal ek important call aya dha Mumbai se. Kuch bina kahe voh subah subah chalagaya. Shayad ek-do hafte lagega."
(Some important call came from Mumbai. So he left early morning without saying anything. Maybe he'll take one or two weeks)
"Voh...sachmein chala gaya...?"
(He really left?)
"Koyi gal nahin puttar. Mujhe bhi laga tujhe kuch vakt deni chahiye. Ye munde ne saara kuch jaldbazi mein kiya"
(No problem puttar. I too felt that you'd be given some more time. He did everything in haste)
"Lekin..."
(But)
"Aane do use vapas do-theen mahine ke baad!" Toshi teased her.
(Let him come back after two three months)
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Chapter-21
CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU
Pushing him off of her she sat up covering her front with the duvet. He was astounded by her reaction. She was looking at him as if watching a monster. He tried to close the spaces between them but she backed off as if he is a rapist. He couldn't help but ask the reason for her weird behavior.
"You disgust me Raman...!" She finally busted out.
"But...kya...kyun aise behave karte ho? Let me..." He tried to touch her.
(What...why are you behaving this way?)
Ishita shrugged off his hands angrily while trying to dress up. He continued his tries to talk to her. He couldn't understand the reason for her sudden change.
"Bahar jaao...abi ke abhi...get lost!" She hollered at him.
(Get out now...)
"Ishita...listen to me...pehale batao kya hua...?" He had no clue of her behavior.
(First tell me what happened?)
"Kya hua...? Apko voh bhi nahin pata...?" She asked in disbelief.
(You don't on w what happened?)
"No...did I hurt you...?"He cupped her face but she pushed him down on the bed angrily and screamed, "Yes you did. You did hurt me so much this time. Now get out...leave me alone"
How can a woman command the Raman Kumar Bhalla! In a swift movement she was pinned to the bed under him. He glared at her face which she tilted not to meet his face.
"Koyi aurat Raman Kumar Bhalla ko hukum nahin deti!"
(No one commnds RKB)
"Mujhe chodiye Raman..." Her eyes welled up not being able to move out of his hold.
(Leave me)
"Nahin chodunga...Ab suno mera baat..." He hissed at her. His lips so close her hers.
(I won't leave you. No listen to me)
"Mujhe kuch nahin sunna hai" She retorted angrily glaring at him.
(I don't want to hear you)
"Sunni padegi!"He gritted his teeth)
(Have to listen)
"Leave me Raman" She tried to push him away again failing miserably.
"Kya samajhte ho apne apko tum?" He was so much enraged now.
(What you think of yourself?)
She gritted her teeth in disgust when his stubble cheek rubbed her soft one. "Be in your limit Raman"
"What limit...? You're my wife...don't you dare command me" He roared on top of his voice pulling off the clothe with with she covered her front.
She couldn't take in such a cruel and shameful behaviour from him. "Yeh kya badtammezi hai?"
(How mannerless?)
"Tune mujhpar avaz uthayi..." (You raised voice on me) He said in a warning tone while clutching her face in his hand digging his fingers in her plump cheeks.
"Apko bas aise hi baat karna ata hai...You don't care about my feelings." She yelled at him.
(You know only to talk like this)
"Kya kiya maine...I'm being frank" He asked getting mad.
(What did I do?)
"Itna bhi mat kiya karo jitna ki mujhe aur meri se*uality ko ap kisi aur aurat ke saath compare karun Raman. It is intolerable and...disgusting!"
(Don't do anything such that you will compare me and my she*quality to another woman.)
That was when it hit him. He did a grave mistake. He should try some damage control. "I mean...she loved me and I felt you do..."
"No...never. Aisa kya quality hai jiske vajhase mujhe apse pyar hojaun? Kya hai ap par Raman?" She bite back before he could complete.
(What's in you that I will fall for you?)
"What you mean?" He furrowed hi eyebrows at her.
"I mean I just don't know if I should call this infatuation as love." She said in one go tight shutting her eyes.
"In-inf-infatuation???" He stuttered to interrogate.
"Yes. It is just an attraction. I don't love you Raman. Agar shayad ap aaj sirf mere bare mein sochti toh...sirf mere hote toh...main kuch vajha doond paati...apse pyar karne keliye." She was crying saying it out.
(If you would have thought only about me today...be only mine..I could be able to find a reason to love you)
"Lax-sh-Ishita...tum...tujhe pata bhi hai ki...tum kya keha rahe ho...!" He couldn't form apt sentence but tried to convey his thoughts.
(You...do you know what are you saying!)
"I know it well...I don't love you and now...I don't even like you" She again pushed his chest to escape his grip.
"Tum kya chahte ho?" The last thing he wanted to know. Because he himself was unable to understand the whole scenario. What is in her heart? What she wants? What is he supposed to do? He wanted answers.
"Get off of me...NOW and just get lost." She said in a mere whisper showing how difficult it is for her. But then when she uttered it even though it was tough, he was sure that she want it so badly. He replied stubbornly, "Tikh hai...main vapas...nahin ayega."
(OK. I won't come back again)
"Mat aao..." She made a face of yuck.
(Don't)
"Still...I just can't stop loving you..." He couldn't help but say it.
"Your love can't change everything Raman." She said sarcastically.
"But I believe..." He said like a saint and walked away after cover her with the same duvet.
***************************************************************************************
RAMAN'S POV
I know it is bad and I am such a fool to compare her with Shagun. But I couldn't help but do it. She was right that I was not there with her but finding the past.
Shagun...which was all that in my mind.
Ishita reminded me of Shagun with her touches and caring words. Only Shagun did that to me till date. I never found any worth in it. I never enjoyed her the way I'm doing now with Ishita. Ishita's presence only made me realize that Shagun loved me.
She really did love me!
Any woman would have reacted the way Ishita did. In fact, no woman can stomach the fact of being compared to another woman that too in the matter of se*.
I had messed it big time. Still I believed that I can handle her. But this is Ishita Raman Kumar Bhalla who is as impossible as the Raman Kumar Bhalla !
She asked me to leave her. Until when? I was scared for the first time. Shagun's words rang in my head. I felt like I'm losing myself. I shoved her then saying that I won't let go of the girl with whom I falls in love. But what is happening now? I am forced to let go of her.
She laid under me in her half nakedness; not moved by my proximity. That made me realize what love making meant. With Shagun I felt ease, because she loved me. But I never wished for such a unique feeling from her. I thought I don't wish it from anyone. However, when Ishita stopped responding to my presence and touch I realized how much I need her love.
It was never se* But...love making...!
Her stubborn body did hurt me a lot. I realized that it is true that I love her. It is with her that I wish a lot more things which I never dreamt with other women.
I don't know how to explain...but I want her to be with me. Main...voh...mummiji...amma...Mihika...aur...aur...humare bachche...!
(Me, her, mom, Amma, Mihika and our kids)
I've planned a home in Mumbai for us. I've searched a lot of names for baby girls and baby boys for our kids. I know it is silly. But I'm expecting it soon from the way her body reacted when we did it last night. I've dreamt a lot and still dreaming about us but I made a fatal mistake by bringing Shagun in between.
AM I REALLY GOING TO LEAVE HER FOREVER...????
TO BE CONTINUED
PRECAP
"Auntyji...Ram-Raman kahan hai...?"
(Where is Raman?)
"Voh nah puttar...kal ek important call aya dha Mumbai se. Kuch bina kahe voh subah subah chalagaya. Shayad ek-do hafte lagega."
(Some important call came from Mumbai. So he left early morning without saying anything. Maybe he'll take one or two weeks)
"Voh...sachmein chala gaya...?"
(He really left?)
"Koyi gal nahin puttar. Mujhe bhi laga tujhe kuch vakt deni chahiye. Ye munde ne saara kuch jaldbazi mein kiya"
(No problem puttar. I too felt that you'd be given some more time. He did everything in haste)
"Lekin..."
(But)
"Aane do use vapas do-theen mahine ke baad!" Toshi teased her.
(Let him come back after two three months)
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