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Chapter-5
KYA KUCH BOLA DHA!Raman didn't try to meet Ishu after the family's patch up and decision to get them married. He controlled himself from lashing out at the ones who asked him to meet his to-be-wife. He faked meetings to stay away from the torture, her name, her presence. He was timid that he may fall into her trap, again;
HER INNOCENCE. Those two days were nothing for him but
HELL.
ISHITA'S POVI couldn't believe my eyes when I saw him. My heart raced like a riding horse when he looked at me. He didn't recognise me then. But I'm sure that he did when he came inside my room. I felt his confusion. He was trying hard to find if I'm his Ishita. But when he asked me to talk to him, I was dead. I so wanted to but don't know why I was not able to talk. Something was pulling my tongue from inside and knots it in my stomach. It's all about Shagun. Whenever I think about her, I feel like I'm a chaos. Whenever I want to talk...I only remember those bloody events of my life which I really don't want to voice out.
The day I lost Shagun and the guilt that she died because of me is killing me from within. Maybe I'm thinking so much. It's not my entire fault. But Shagun's fate was written by my life. She died because of me! No...She died for me. But what's the profit? No one got anything. Everyone had so much lost that is caused by her. I've lost my best friend forever...I've lost my love...lost my voice...and much more...!
Sab kuch pehale jaise hojatha to...!
(If everything gets back to normal)
Shagun aur main...how much happy we were..! Aur Raman...the day when we talked on the phone for the first time. It all feels like dream! Talk in normalcy was the last thing I expected from him.
FLASHBACK
COLLEGE HOSTEL IN MUMBAI
It was one month after they became classmates, roommates and now BEST FRIENDS. They have shared almost everything regarding their life. The special connection they felt for each other helped them forget all the inhibitions of being together in a room. Rather than showing attitude they acted like long lost friends.
It was an unusual sunday morning. Shagun woke up ten minutes before Ishita stating some urgency. Ishu was so sleepy that she didn't interrogated her on her weird behaviour. Then her eyes jolted open by the realisation that Shagun had actually woken up before her. Her sleep long forgotten. She took a novel from the shelf and focused to complete her reading session still lying on the bed. Shagun was gone for her royal bath around fifteen minutes ago. That was when Shagun's mobile began to ring disturbing her reading.
"Baat karna Ishiiitaaa..."
(Talk Ishita)
she shouted from inside the bathroom. Ishita took the call and saw it's from Shagun's papa.
Ishita: "Hello MAMAJI...Shagun abhi bhi naha rahi hai...jab bahar aogi to main bolungi ki apne call kiya dha...Aur kya kuch zaroori baat hai MAMAJI..?"
(Hello uncle, Shagun is bathing. I'll inform her about your call when she'll come out. Anything important Uncle?)
From the other end: " Arey oye...mamaji hoga tera..."
(Uncle is your..)
She closed her mouth with her hand and threw the mobile on the bed without cutting it.
Ishita to herself: Looking at the mobile lying like a helpless person, "Lagta hai tune kisi aur ko mama kaha hai Ishu...Tu to gaya kaam se...Ayyo murugan...kaappathungo...!"
(I think I've called someone else Uncle. I'm gone. Help me Murugan)
From the other end: "Oye pagal ladki...khud se baat karna band karo aur call Shagun ko dedo...main uski bhai bolraha hoon"
(Mad girl. Stop talking to yourself and give the call to Shagun. I'm her brother)
Ishita: Excitedly and crazily screams, " Ramannn? OMG OMG OMG...I gotta talk to you...I can't believe it...Raman Kumar Bhalla...OMG...!!!"
Raman: "Teri god mein bithake naam diya mujhe...? Respects se baat kar...! Pehale mamaji bulaya aur ab straight naam pukarne laga...RAMAN BHAYYA bulao."
(I'm I named in your lap? Talk with respect! First uncle and now straight calling my name. Call me Raman Bhayya (bro))
Ishita: Screams loudly in shock, "NOOO..."
Without waiting for a moment she disconnected the call.
Shagun came out hastily hearing Ishita's scream to see Ishita looking at the mobile as if it is a ghost. She shook her by her shoulder bringing her back to sense.
Shagun: "what...? What's wrong?"
Ishita: In frustration, " Your brother... How dare he!!!"
Shagun: "He...won't do anything wrong. I'm sure. There must be some misunderstanding... Let me check..."
Ishita spat out in one go when Shagun was about to call him.
Ishita: "How dare he ask me to call him BHAYYA?"
****FB ENDS****How much ambitious was me. I loved the man whom I admired the most. How funny was that when I confessed my crazy love for Raman to Shagun without knowing that she is his sister! Her support was the last thing I have expected.
I was in dream world. Full of happiness. I was proud that I got everything that I wanted. I thought my life will end up like a beautiful dream until that fateful day.
When amma told me about the party coming to see me, I couldn't help but think about the moments I've spent with Raman. How his voice affected me! Though, he never told me that he loves me, I've always felt that he loves me so much. May be more than I do!
But I've broken his trust. He won't believe me now. He will feel that I've cheated him and Shagun. But that is not true. I never even in my dreams thought of betraying the most magical persons in my life. I ran away from him. Right. I didn't' want to face him. Even now, I'm not able to do so. I feel so small. I feel that I don't deserve him. I'm not good enough for him.
When appa chirped into my room to tell me about Raman's acceptation for the marriage, I've forgot about my conditions. After a long time, I stood straight in front of my appa, I looked into his eyes and smiled. But he hesitated to caress my head and blow a kiss on my forehead as he used to do. I wanted to hug him. But I controlled myself not to let anyone know about my ecstasy for getting my love back. The happiness that I'm going to be Raman's wife!
Apart from all these, I've decided to tell him everything. Everything about Shagun's death and how I'm involved in it. After hearing everything about me, he can decide whether to marry me or not. He can decide our future. I don't want our life to start in a blur of doubts and hatred. I want it to start from love. That love which I lost one year back. That love he promised to tell me that day.
I took out a pen and paper to write out all that I wanted to tell him. My hands felt like an unused machine. I felt my handwriting so horrible and unreadable. Nonetheless, I wrote clear enough to read.
THE DAY OF ENGAGEMENTThe Bhallas gathered in the Iyer house for the engagement ceremony. Raman was nervous for being teased by both the families. Somehow, his family is adapted to the circumstances as it is all about his wish, which made him further angry.
The engagement was a simple affair. Once the ring has exchanged, Ishita was nowhere to be seen. Raman desperately wanted to see her, though he won't admit it.
RAMAN'S POVShe looked so divine when she came clad in that sky-blue saree. Her minimal make-up, the long lose hair which cascaded her back till her waist, the jasmine flowers adding an alluring essence to her beauty. Oh God...! How I drugged by her...that I forgot my aim...for a long moment!
When she sat beside me...her closeness is not helping me at all. Two years...Two years of hide and seek love story! I've never thought that she must be this pretty! I never wished a super model though. Her character and voice was what I'd fell for. However, I don't want to paint this feeling as my pent up love for her. I would have felt the same attraction towards any woman in her place.
I can easily define the feelings I'm feeling now.
LUST Lust to drink in her beauty. Nothing more or nothing less! I'm sure I'll fulfil it. I don't care about anyone's feelings. I'm a man and she is a woman who has everything that can make me satisfied. Then what will stop me from doing
THAT with her? She is not less than an animal. Nothing sort of humane is there in her. Then what am I supposed to show her.
However, I should be so careful. I should took painstaking steps to reach out the truth. If she comes to know that I'm using her to spurt out the truth or I'm game on to revenge her, she may escape my clutches. I don't care acting like a LOVING HUSAND or MAKE LOVE to her to trap her in my plan. She will be thrown out of my life, once I get to know everything. She'll be discarded to thole.
Raman slipped out of the family and made his way to the room where Ishita and Vandu were sitting along with Mihika. They were talking animatedly while Ishita just listened to them with a faint smile. Raman cleared his throat when he entered the room.
Raman: "Mujhe...Ishita se baat karna hai...If you don't mind..."
(I want to talk to Ishita)
Vandu and Mihika left the place giggling and silently teasing them. Ishu's heart had begun its death race once again when Raman walked close to her. She forwarded the folded paper to him when he was about to close the distance between them. He took the paper from her and walked more close to her. Apart from feeling nervous with the sudden proximity, Ishu began to shiver and sweat so badly. Raman could see her uncomfortable state which he enjoyed a lot. He till then thought that he will fail to make her terrible with his proximity. But now he realised that his presence also tortures her...disturbs her.
Tearing the paper he descended more close with flirtatious glint. She fell back on a chair where he made her sit comfortably further making her uncomfortable with his UNINVITED caresses. She looked on confused whilst he knelt in front of her. Taking her hands in his he asked her in a FAKE SADNESS, "Don't you remember me Ishita...? I know you do. And I don't want you to explain yourself. Because I believe you. If you want to make me happy, then just forget the past and be with me forever...love forever... Talk to me again..."
Her eyes became moist to hear his LOVING VOICE after a long time. She didn't control the tears from flowing down her creamy cheeks to his hands which are tightly gripped on hers. He wiped her face dry and blew a kiss on her forehead making her smile through her tears.
Raman: Cupping her face in his hands, "I came to meet you that day...but you were nowhere...I thought I lost you..."
He touched her forehead with his and said huskily, "You don't know how much I've longed to see you..."
She hugged him tight crying loudly which was seemed like silent weeping while he tried to calm her down patting her back.
Raman: Gritting his teeth and making a scary countenance utters in a romantic tone, "I LOVE YOU ISHITA... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..."
TO BE CONTINUED...
PRECAP
He pulled her hair with all his might making her moan loudly in pain and suffocation as he continued to deepen the kiss. She dug her nail in his flush which provoked him to the core. Unlocking his lips from her he looked at her flushed and messed up face. Without a delay he took her lips in his mouth, biting it, torturing her to his heart's content.
Is love making this much painful always?
Is there no difference between love making and ra...rape...?????
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