SS 10 Josephine & M.A.C on 143 - Page 109

Originally posted by: nividances

Are we going to get that dinner with R&B's friends coming over and asking II to sing next? Well, whenever you have that planned for, I have a few song suggestions. 😊

Baahon Mein Chale Aao - Anamika

Jadoo Hai Nasha Hai - Jism

Aa Jaane Jaan - Inteqam

Chupke Se - Saathiya (lyrics are super hot for this one 😳)

or something completely OTT like Chikni Chameli 😆

Please mujhe PM kar do yaar yeh list

I AM TERRIBLE AT MAINTAINING AN INDEX, U think I will remember which page this list was on?😭

Nish first things first...

Originally posted by: Nisha0604

Please mujhe PM kar do yaar yeh list

I AM TERRIBLE AT MAINTAINING AN INDEX, U think I will remember which page this list was on?😭

Nish this is totally not fair...

Originally posted by: swathi1990

Nish this is totally not fair...

u wrote another update and changed it just because a couple of people thought it differently...

This is sooo not done

Rape is a serious accusation.

I will do a flashback and will post that paragraph for sure in the next chapter or the following one.

I was quite shaken this morning, to tell you the truth... even if I mind my own business it doesnt seem to be enough😭
I quit talking about Ishita or YHM, yet I am subject to snigger and torture

Originally posted by: Nisha0604

Rape is a serious accusation.

I will do a flashback and will post that paragraph for sure in the next chapter or the following one.

I was quite shaken this morning, to tell you the truth... even if I mind my own business it doesnt seem to be enough😭
I quit talking about Ishita or YHM, yet I am subject to snigger and torture

Originally posted by: Nisha0604

Hi! Desi US Fan,

THANKS VERY MUCH!! BLUE was what I was HOPING to convey I thought most got it and then suddenly BOOM, I was accused of causing rape😭
It NEVER occurred to me that he was forcing himself on her, I had another part written where there was a conclusion to it, but didnt post it when the whole rape accusation was thrown at me😲

EXACTLY!! She is tremendously intimidated by his sexuality, anyone with her "non experience" would be IMO. Maybe she should have torn his shirt and climbed over him and started pushing, to make things equal? I can only write things however I visualize it unfortunately

He is overpowering and strong... she was not inviting rape, she was hoping he would somehow put an end to it... since he had already handed her, her passport the chances were very low, so she went to get her ticket printed out



Its like religious or racial opinions, people are entitled to it...
If gutting my story gives them pleasure so be it.

To the other 99.99%: THANK YOU ALL FOR NOT SEEING AS RAPE, THANK YOU ALSO FOR BELIEVING II IS POWERFUL ENOUGH TO REACT AND KICK HIS ASS IF NEED BE



I am totally sorry for taking it out on Deernav this morning, it was uncalled for😭 I hope she forgives me. And NO I dont plan to turn it into a Ekta Kapoor story, no husband sharing nobility in my tale... I would rather stay poor and employed😃 I was too frustrated and didnt know what I was saying, I apologize...

Originally posted by: swathi1990

Nish first things first...

I am going to the south indian restaurant tonight...watever happens 😆 😆

Saravana bhavan bringing back all memories 😊 😊 The feeling u get when we see people talking in Tamil, I literally jump...Recently my tamil friend had come and I spoke to him non-stop for 3 hours...avlavu santhosham... 😊

and finally getting back to II and R&B... It suddenly felt like being in a different world...THEY ARE TALKING...Its great to see that... they are doing this after the big WALK..

and again subbu surfaces...He never cared for subbu...But now he looks at her reaction...Is it because she cried after the subbu and subbu's mom incident? Did he take it differently ? or he probably doesn't like that subbu still affects her or brings out some emotion... Thats y he saw her face reaction?

I think it was Nivi that accurately observed in her review I think, for a middle class girl like II acknowledging she had a past with someone is a squeamish thing, she knows her life would have been with Subbu if Subbu hadnt broken up, if SHE had broken up with him I suspect she would have had the courage to take his name boldly the fact that she got dumped makes it harder for her that their Grad school life was tied together

She doesnt care about him at all, but the fact that life could have taken a different course altogether is not forgotten by her.

He has had many relationships, and didnt want any of those to lead to marraige... it doesnt matter to him... she has had only one, and hoped it would lead to a marriage and it did NOT

All I can say Nisha is that is there a way for us to read the UNPOSTED UPDATE?? BOO HOO HOO!

Originally posted by: blue5sky

@blue ---yes exactly as I saw too!!👏

@red : the II we know and love and the II you have created does let you doubt that even for a nano-second.

It is true indeed that cynicism is toxic..just look at how draining this has been for all of us here..

Now that I think is a lesson for life ...we would do well to stay away from anything that makes us cynics...

Can't resist asking...are we getting one more soonish??😛

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!😭

There is a proverb in Tamil which goes "Bayandavanukku irundadellam pei" "For one who is terrified even darkness/night is a ghost"

This morning I was so terrified... I thought I should quit writing intimate scenes and go back to being Doordarshan of the 1970s you know, what if he is on top and pushes hard and I am accused of rape? What if she doesnt moan does that mean rape? what if he hurriedly reaches for her clothing and it rips and I am accused of writing rape. Should the act always be initiated by her and every action be performed by her just so its not rape? He should never make the first move or it will be rape. He should never make a move when she is asleep coz it could be rape


I am not a gender relations Ph D or a Lawyer or a cop or a politician
want to be NEITHER, I was never raped and never advocated it... I started suspecting myself😭

It was bizarre for a few hours actually...😭