Ishra Memories 1 - FF Updated Chp 35 Page 124 24/05/2015 - Page 28

wow u really made a point how it affected her ina an unique way..

Lovely updates...I am rely glad to see the Param issue revisited, especially now. It's certainly something a woman never 'gets over' and I am very glad about the way you wrote about it, the Bhalla really need to know what she went through... looking forward to the next update.😊

finally read whole ff...
really awsumm story...and very well written...
keep it up and continue soon...

Hi Guys,

Thanks for all the likes, comments and PM.

I was little bit worried to touch a risky subject wondering whether will I be able to do justice to the woman who have undergone these type of acts your comments helped me to see that I was not a bad writer about these type of incident.

Thanks once again for reading my story.

Chapter: 21

Raman has Ishita on his lap looking at her angelic face thinking how many wounds she has buried in herself without letting anyone know. He reflects back on their life and how she has made him come out of all his insecurities but she has been hiding things from him while thinking back he remembers the incident how he behaved like an animal in fear of losing hear he is thinking we never even talked about it.

He is wondering is that why she runs from intimacy with me every time because she is afraid of me? He is thinking about the entire incident they had with the x-ray glasses, showers and the way she was hesitant to hold his hand in theater. He is also confused now whether she is shy because of the inexperience or is afraid of him he thinks to himself when she is well we have to sit and talk about this.

Raman feels that he will respect her wishes if she does not like to be touched by him he will control his feelings for her but he will never try to force her again. He thinks before he clears the matter with her he should not touch her and gently moves her from his lap Ishita unconsciously holds him tighter and starts speaking in her delirious state Raman please don't leave me and go. Everyone leaves me I was not good enough for Subbu because I was an incomplete woman. The people who came to see me after Subbu also said the same thing but you were the one who healed me making me a mother please trust me Raman don't leave me. Raman realizes she is still in the aftermath of the nightmare she went through he is in pain as he could not help her then or now to get her back from her nightmare. He again sits beside her and promises to her no matter what happens he will be always there for her even if she does not want it. He is thinking her Ravan Kumar is here to stay with her for eternity and this time he won't fail to protect her dignity and respect.

Toshjii cries to Mr.Bhalla saying that I scolded her so much during Parma accusation and even threw her out of the house thinking it is her fault I did not even for a second stop to think whether is she capable of doing this all I wanted was for my daughter's house not to break and my house respect did not go to the street. I did not apologize to her even after we came to know the truth I was still angry with her for breaking my daughters house I thought she could have prevented all the unwanted attention if she did not speak to Param in a friendly way but today for the first time I realized as a woman what she had to go through. How much she was affected by Param it was a relative new house and new people to her still as an elder person of this house she trusted me and came and told me everything when it went out of her hand but instead of believing her I scolded her for making a rift between Raman and Simmi and cries. I think she should hate me to the core but she still respects me the same way as she did before Param accusation. Bhallji consoles her and says our bahu heart is big she never keeps any hatred inside her that is why she has become an integral part of our lives. Toshjii tells to him it is never too late once she gets better I will apologize to her.

Simmi is crying on Romi shoulder she says to him that day for no fault of hers I slapped her for my useless husband and when I came to know about my husband I tried to apologize to her but she prevented me from that saying at least now I can start to rebuild my life. I realized today what she must have gone through when some other person is touching you when they have no rights on you. She must have felt dirtied, scared to stay in this house. She must have been in a very vulnerable state when bhai bought her back from jail when on top of my husband trying to molest her filed a case against her and sent her to jail and when she came home I tarnished her character and sent her out of her house to save my husband pride. She came back after all the insult to this house just for Raman bhai and Ruhi mainly but due to her forgiving nature she forgave everyone in this house specially me even though I made her to go against her principle and dharm made her cook non-veg I feel really ashamed about my actions today. Romi consoles his crying sister saying no matter what happens bhabi will not like it if she comes to know that she is the reason for you crying.

Amma cries to appa how many times my Ishu has to suffer in live. She is cursing god that let my Ishu lead a peaceful live just in the evening we were all happy that Ishu life is changing again in the night she has to go through her nightmare. Appa console amma saying that Ishu is not alone anymore she has her whole family who will take care of her. He says to her we always have to see the positive side of the coin.

Vandita asks who was screaming in Bhalla house. Bala tells her the whole thing. Vandita gets depressed saying to Bala I am such a bad sister I could not connect that she was talking about her when she asked me for advice in her clinic. Bala consoles Vandu saying every action has a reaction see the brighter side in this we came to know that Raman trusted Ishita without a shred of doubt about her even though they had a lot of misunderstanding during that stage of their marriage. We are now seeing the relationship grow from there it has not fully developed yet but it on the way there. Vandu feels happy after hearing Bala talk about her sister relationship.

It is time for Ishita medicine Raman gently moves her from him and goes to get the medication he wakes her up and helps her to sit on the bed and gives her medication. Ishita is not strong enough to even take the tablet in her hand. He gently probes her lips and slides the tablet inside and holds the water to her lips to drink. He then pours soup from the hot flask and starts feeding her. Ishita initially refuses but our Ravan Kumar being adamant made her eat half a bowl of soup. Ishita feels sleepy due to the effect of medication Raman adjust her pillow and makes her sleep once she is asleep he starts to move but Ishita hands hold him tight so he again sits in the bed beside her. Ishita is smiling thinking about the kiss she got from her Ravan Kumar. In her delirious state she says out loud how her heart raced with Raman kiss and how she did not want the moment to end hearing that from his JRK his heart became peaceful he did not even realize that he needed her to calm his waging heart today about their relationship. Raman with a smile on his face and holding her tight slept peacefully near her.

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Maya

Chapter 22

very intsrting chapter...

Nice 1.I liked toshiji's dailogue the most.

It is like family realization update everybody now know their mistake and want to apologize to her.now Ramnan too understand Ishu more and want to made up what he could not protect her so hopefully when she recover their relation will more progress and beautiful . Will wait for next update dear.have a wonderful week ahead.😊

The realization process of each member was very well written firse rula diya emotional update😭 loved it

Hope its a much needed topic and discussion to be made bet ishra.. Nice storyline. Pls continue soon