Originally posted by: Eyes-Wide-Shut
G and P! We have our own alphabet soup here 😆 anywho ye lo I wanted to not study so this is what I wrote...haven't seen the episode so this might not make any sense.
-----------------------------------------------------There was a loud thud when Ishita crashed into the sofa she was standing next to, her hands trembling, eyes leaking agony, her heart racing and her mind numb. Was she actually holding DIVORCE papers in her hands, this can't be happening, it must surely must be a dream, it can't be real, there is just no way that is happening right now. Ishita closes her eyes hoping someone will pinch her and bring her back to reality ending this horrible dream, she kept on waiting but no one jolted her out of this horrid dream that with every passing minute became a sorry reality.
She looked around and her eyes fell on Ruhi, her daughter was trembling in fear, Ruhi's eyes resembled hers reflecting sorrow and indescribable pain, she immediately took Ruhi in her arms and rushed to her bedroom. She took Ruhi in her arms, wiped her tears.
Ishita: Ruhi stop crying, remember what I had told you that strong girls don't cry. Papa will be back, Ishimaa promise...PAPA WILL BE BACK! I will bring him back and then we will punish him for making my Ruhi cry.
After pacifying Ruhi, she looked at the Divorce papers in her hands, she looked around the room she was sitting in. This was supposed to be THEIR bedroom but what could she really call hers in this gigantic room, everything belonged to him and she had come to believe that even she belonged to him but that was clearly not true and the proof of that sorry fact that she didn't belong to him, she was alone, all alone, lay in her hands in the form of those divorce papers.
She was trying hard to find reasons why he would take such a drastic step, may be he is still in love with Shagun? NO absolutely not, his eyes enamor me with love with every look of his, may be he still thinks that I am cheating on him with Mani? No there is way, he would not be able to tolerate me with any man because I see his possessiveness in every action of his, he would not be able to sit silently if he even had an iota of doubt, what could it be? And if he actually thought that my friendship with Mani is me cheating on him then, I am happy he sent me these papers because I can't live with a man who cannot trust me...but it's not that, I know he trusts me more than he trusts himself, what could it be!
Ishita started pacing in Raman's room trying to make sense of her tragically comic life, and suddenly she passed the vanity in her room. She looked at the drawer and remembered Raman putting condoms there, she let out a chuckle and then tears followed. May be he doesn't find me desirable, may be I can never satisfy him, may be I he finds me incomplete as I can never give him children? No, no, no, It can't be, he loves me, I see it in his eyes, I hear it in his words, and I feel it in his presence. With every growing moment she was getting impatient and angrier because no reason made sense to her for this absurd behavior.
She looked at the divorce papers once again and saw his signature and next to his name was hers, Ishita Raman Bhalla', she touched her name and let out a chuckle amongst the constant flow of tears, was she really Mrs. Raman Kumar Bhalla, did he ever consider her, his, was this relationship and her title of Mrs. RKB only namesake?
She wanted answers and she wanted them now! She wiped her tears, rolled those divorce papers in hand, picked up her phone and typed a message to him.
'COME HOME NOW. I won't sign these papers until I hear you ask for a divorce, I do not deserve this and neither does Ruhi and more importantly no one in your family deserves this. This might be the second time around for you so Divorce might not be a big deal for you but it is for me, you see, like this marriage this divorce will be a 1t for me. You call me JKR, you will see me in that mode very soon if I don't see you home within an hour. I deserve answers before I grant you this divorce, I want to hear it from your mouth & I want to see it in your eyes. You better pray to whatever God you pray to because I am determined to send you on the steps of hell...HOME NOW'
Her anger grew with every passing moment, 'how dare he, that piece of shit that I call my husband, how dare he and that too without an explanation, does he not know I love him, if I can read his eyes can't he read mine, can't he sense the gratitude I have for him for giving me all the happiness in this world, does he not sense that I want to spend every moment with him, I freaking learnt how to cook Punjabi meals for this jerk, I started doing things that bring a smile to his face, I am done with him, he wants a divorce...GOOD he gets one! I say good riddance, no one wants to live with an insensitive jerk who is hell bent on being stubborn and never ready to listen.'
She didn't realize when she had grabbed her keys and started driving towards the airport, she came to her senses when she heard a loud honk and it was none other than her stupid husband approaching her car with fear in his eyes, walking like a prey walking into the lions den.
Ekbar commitment kad di to...🤣 I based it on your OS...tried to get all the scenes but obviously couldnt find all
